Chapter 18

He let her go to let her turn around. He put her hands on the wall again.
“Don’t move.”
She nodded again. He undid her belt and it fell around her ankles. His hands moved over her ass, before spreading her cheeks. His finger moved over her hole, slowly pressing deeper with each pass until it was fully inside of her. She whimpered and he cooed to her. His other hand went around to her front to slide into her pussy as he continued to gently thrust his finger in and out of her ass. Her knees got weaker as the ecstasy of his touch inside of her sent millions of tiny sparks rushing through her entire body. He added more fingers inside of both of her holes and she began to move her body against them. She put her forehead against the cold wall in an attempt to ease the heat building furiously inside of her.
“That’s it, my queen. Ride my hands.”
She moved faster while her body got tighter. Her head fell back and she screamed out as she squeezed his fingers, exploding around him again.
“AIDEN!”
He bit into her neck and she collapsed back against him. He pulled the fingers out of her ass to catch her panting body. He pressed her back against the wall and moved between her legs. His hard cock slid against her pussy and her body jerked, straining to position herself for him to enter her. He chuckled behind her and he held her still so he could continue to rub his cock along the length of her pussy, teasing them both.
“Aiden, please. Take me.”
He stopped moving.
“Did they teach you how to ride?” She nodded. “Good.”
He turned her around and picked her up in one smooth move. Her legs went around his waist and her body sank lower onto him. His cock started to slide inside of her and he put his hands under her ass to lift her up off of his tip. She grunted and wiggled. His chest vibrated with his laughter.
“We won’t mate you until you commit to being our queen.”
Her hands landed on his shoulders and she began to move her hips slowly. Her pussy ran down the length of his cock. She did it a few times until a growl was consistently coming from him. He grasped her hips, guiding her movements. She moved back more and when a guttural moan came from him, she tried to slither down onto his cock only to have his hands lift her again before he entered her. He pinned her against the wall and thrust between her legs, dragging a frustrated scream from her at his lack of penetration. He pushed his hand between them to rub on her clit.
“When you agree to be my queen, I will mate you,” he repeated, punctuating each word with another teasing glide of his cock’s full length on the exterior of her lips.
Her back arched and she dragged her nails down his back. He hissed out and she did it again. Her legs tightened around his waist and she arched her back even more. He lowered his head to take her nipple back into his mouth. The water cascading over their bodies made their skin slicker and she licked it off his chest.
“Aiden, please,” she begged. “I need you inside of me. Right now!”
His hand tangled in her hair and he pulled her head back more. “Be our queen and I will really make love to you.”
“Aiden, please.”
“BE! OUR! QUEEN!,” he ground out, speeding up.
She clawed his back again and he lost it. His semen hit her pussy on his drawback and his still thrusting fingers pushed it inside of her. Her pussy gripped him so hard that he couldn’t pull them out.
“Fuck! You’re tight.”
Her nails dug into his back as she yelled his name loud enough to make it echo around the room. He shifted her so that they were laying on the floor of the shower. She was still quivering slightly as he pulled her legs from around his waist. He leaned down to kiss her softly, before sitting back to run his eyes over her body. Her chest heaved with every breath she struggled to pull into her lungs.
“Goddess, Sasha, you are so gorgeous.”
She flushed. “You probably say that to all the girls.”
“Hmm.”
She licked his lips as he took his cock in his hand. He bent her knees and moved between them.
“I have only fucked Lilac once. That was the only time I ever touched a female.” He traced her lower lips. “But she never brought me even half the level of earth shattering pleasure you have and I haven’t even been inside of you yet.” He slid a finger inside of her as he stroked himself. “You are gonna to kill me when I do get to feel you. I’m not going to be able to stop.”
She raised her hips. “Aiden, please.”
“Be our queen and I will make love to you right now.”
She turned her face towards the wall and closed her eyes. “I can’t.”
He tried to pull his fingers out, but she slammed her hand against his, making him continue to finger her. He groaned and began to move both of his hands faster.
“Sasha,” he moaned.
His voice sent tremors through her body again and her pussy spasmed around his fingers. He stroked his cock rapidly before letting his semen squirt out onto her pussy. It dripped down over her lips and his still moving fingers pushed more inside of her. She collapsed on the floor and he leaned back against the wall. It took them a few minutes to catch their breath, both having been frustrated past the point of normal tolerance. She looked at him.
“You risked a lot coming in here when Malcolm could walk in at any moment.”
He chuckled, putting his arm on his knee to gaze back at her.
“Malcolm doesn’t scare me. He answers to me. I do not answer to him. Besides, I sent him away for the day, so,” he grinned at her, his teeth sharpening and lengthening a little, making him look more like a predator which only made her want to offer herself up to him on a silver platter. “You are mine until he gets back.”
“Why do you want me so much? Surely, the mate bond does not take away your free will that much.”
“No, it doesn’t, but I choose to pursue you.”
“Why?”
“Because I am determined to learn everything about you and make you my wife and our queen.”
“Why, though?”
“Because you consume my thoughts and now my dreams. If anything that just happened is a clue as to our physical compatibility, that is a box that has been checked off a million times already. You are everything that I want in a partner. You are intelligent, strong willed, powerful and above all else honest.”
She looked away again. “You shouldn’t put so much stock into me. I am not worth it.”
He tilted her chin up to peck her lips. “I’m falling for you, Sasha. It may seem illogical to you, but it’s happening. Get used to it. We will be together, either here or somewhere deep in the forest where it is only us.”
She clung to his wrist. “What are you saying?”
“That if you don’t want to be our queen, I will give this all up for you.”
“Why?”
He lifted her hand up and smoothed her fingers out so they stood straight up. He placed his hand against her palm. “Because we belong together. We were created as one and were separated. Now that I have found you, I feel complete. I crave your presence and I want to be with you all the time. I don’t know if you feel the same way, but I want this and I only want it with you.”
She stared at their hands for a moment before sighing. She shifted until she was sitting between his legs, leaning back against his chest. He wrapped his arm around her waist and placed his chin on her shoulder. She ran her fingers over his arm, savoring the warm roughness.
“Aiden, I really don’t deserve you.”
“Why do you think that?”
“I was sent here to-”
He started vibrating in anger. He gently moved her away and got up. He hurried out of the shower and quickly dried off, before tugging his pants up. He pulled his shirt over his head as he dashed out of the room. She stared after him. Did she upset him? She tugged on her hair. Would he be back to see her? Would he want to? She pulled her legs up to her chest and put her chin on them. Did she just mess up the best thing she could possibly ever have? She put her face down and let her hot tears run down her legs. She buried her face deeper into her arms and let her sadness take over, until she was too drowsy to function. She quickly washed up and dried off. She dried her belt off before putting it back on. She locked it tight around her waist before putting the key in her bra. She crawled into bed and burritoed herself in the blankets. What was she going to do if he walked away from her? She never even got to tell him how she felt about him. She closed her eyes to go to sleep, but the need to say the words out loud won.
“I love you, Aiden,” her anguish filled whisper was almost too quiet to be heard by even a shifter.