Chapter 18

Third Person's Point of view

“Don’t worry. I’m not breaking my promise. You can return to Logan with your complete limbs.” Augustus was getting dressed while looking at Elle who was sitting down and without a leash on anything. Elle sat in the corner of the bed as she hugged her knee and cried.

She still couldn't believe what happened as if she was just dreaming. If she hadn't just come out of the garden, she wouldn't have been ruined. With just one thing she did, she knew for the rest of her life that she would regret it. She misses Logan right now. She want to see him.

"Stand there. Perhaps, Logan is going crazy now to find you." Augustus laughed out loud, proof that he was crazy.

Elle didn’t stand up and you stayed in the corner. Her life seemed meaningless because of the rape that Augustus had committed against her. Too many things running into her brain.

What if Logan dislikes her when he finds out what happened?

What if Logan says she’s a dirty woman?

What if...

Too many what if are playing in her mind but she can not answer any of it. She didn't want to go back to Logan's side because she felt she was a dirty woman. Just a day that she didn't see Logan was too much for her.

She wanna go back.

Augustus pulled Elle up and quickly pushed her to the floor.

“If you don't want to come back, it's fine. I can just play with you here and suck until I'm bored, can't I?”

Elle's ear throbbed quickly and shifted from wolf. Even if she was weak, she would not let what happened, happen again.

"I see. You're still scared.”

“Tor! Send her back to the Buckingham palace!”

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Logan Point of view

[BUCKINGHAM PALACE]

“Find her right now! She hasn't gone far yet! Attack the Shadow pack and get her! If there someone who tries to fight, kill them!” Yeah. I have gone mad.

I shouted hard and loud to order to find Elle.

Who is she to trick me that she likes me too? Does she still not believe what I said? Does she still believe I killed Archer? I let her see who I was. However, this was all she would give me.

It's as if I'm about to explode in anger. Even Gaia just bent down looking at me.

“Didn't I tell you not to watch her but you should still keep your eyes on her ?! Which part is harder to understand there ?!”

I know I shouldn't keep leash on her but ...

“I-I'm sorry, my Lord but I also don't know how it happened that she suddenly disappeared. We just fell asleep suddenly because of the perfume put in the air.”

I just stared at Gaia as she explained.

Who did that? Is it you, Elle?

Is that how you really want to be free from my hand?

When you come back I'll make sure you don't get out of my hand.

~~~~~

The whole night passed but no Elle came out. No Elle showed up to me.

I also spent the whole night staring at the ceiling waiting for her. Until the sun peeked out I did not see her.

I thought the whole night would pass again without her showing up to me

Nonetheless, all of a sudden ...

"Your Majesty, Lady Elle has come back!" Gaia’s declaration woke up my sleeping spirit.

I wasted no more minutes or seconds and I stood up. I went down to the outside palace and saw her walking slowly as if she did not want to approach me. She looked straight at me and I couldn't hear what she was thinking.

Why? What can't I make you stay?

I extended my hand and saw how the tears condensed in her eyes until she came in front of me. She stared at my hand but I did not remove it in front of her.

Just as she was about to place her hand on my palm, I instantly pulled the back of her hair.

"How many times do I have to beg you so you can be by my side?"

The tears that she had been holding back were already dripping. “... Logan. It hurts. ”

She held my hand but I just dragged her into my room. They just watch me how I pulled her.

“You can't run away this time.” I pushed her to bed, tearing her clothes.

Elle Point of view

It's Logan. My Logan. My mate.

When I saw him outside the palace waiting for me I just wanted to run and not let him go. I wish he would just lock me in his room and not leave me there — even though I knew it was impossible for that to happen.

Tears welled up in my eyes as I thought I would touch him again. But the woman who will hold him is very different from the woman he used to hold.

When I saw that he held out his hand to me. I knew I was safe. That I have nothing more to fear.

That's what all I thought.

“You assume, you could run away from me, didn't you? I've been telling you for a long time. You're mine! Only mine!"

“N-no. Logan.. You are wrong.” I tried to stop him. "Agh ..!" But I screamed when he suddenly bit my nape.

My eyes widened. It was as if something was burning my neck because of what he did. I could feel his fang on my skin.

“I said before that I will not mark you until I get your consent. I take back what I said. If this is the only way for you not to run, I will do it.”

He took my two hands and pressed them on both sides of my head as I lay on the bed.

“Tell me. Give me a reason to think if you are really telling the truth.” He is now licking my lips down to my neck.

But I flinched. I remember what Augustus told me. Logan will throw me out when he finds out that his enemy has caught and touch me. I'm afraid he might not touch me anymore.

"I'm sorry." That was the only thing I could say that became even more the reason why he was even more angry with me.

I could feel his anger every time he held me. I'm scared.

I remember every caress Augustus gave me.

It's dirty.

It's filthy.

“F-Filty. Dirty. Please, let go of me.” The air is coming out of my mouth. I don’t know where I’m disgusted. To myself or to Augustus holding me. Either way, I don’t want Logan to touch me because I feel like I’m a virus that will give him some kind of pain.

"I see. You used to scream that you like it, now you hate it. What is the reason for your change of mind?”

"No."

"You tell me!" He let go of my hands. He sat on my stomach and suddenly choked me.

But no matter what he did to me I could not feel my fear. I was even more trembling because of what Augustus had done to me.

"No."

Nothing comes out of my mouth but that word. I want to get out of that dark room. Logan's room is all I want and nothing else.

“You’re not telling me? Then this filthy man here beside you will make you feel even dirty. I will violate and mess you until you no longer think of looking for someone else because you feel dirty.”

"No."

He just suddenly laughed out loud.

I know he had no plans to laugh at what happened to me but I felt the same way about what he said. Because of Augustus touching me, I don't want him to touch me again.

I hope he releases me now because I want to bathe my body in boiling water so that all traces of Augustus' hand on me will disappear.

Logan suddenly left my stomach and hugged me. I was just amazed at what he did. The next thing I could feel was his lips invading my mouth.

I don’t like that.

No. Don't touch me.

His hand crawled down my body and chest. Every caress he gives me, what I remember is the night I was tied to Augustus’s bed.

"I'm going to fuck you until nothing comes out of you but pure water." He opened my legs and fear enveloped me because he might find out that something had happened to Augustus and me.

I stared at him with fear in my heart.

“I can't believe it. My cum is still inside you. You still haven't removed it. What a good girl.” My eyes widened looking at his hand holding there. “It's still pink and it still looks sore. Are you still in pain? But sorry I will fick you again.”

"Wha-what are you saying?"

"Shall we start now?"

“No— I need to— Aghh!”

I never finished what I was going to say when he pushed his manhood inside me. I clenched to the blanket because he was penetrating deeper now and it seemed like all my flesh was tearing apart my body.

“T-take it out. It hurts. Logan. Ugh .. ”

“Hurts? Why? Did you also think about how I felt when you left me alone even though I told you to come with the guard if ever you want to wander?” He pulled my nipples and they seemed to be removed because of his pulling. I just stared at his hand and wondered what it would do next.

“I wonder if you like it. Me pinching your nipple or thrusting inside you?” He slammed me again, this time more pressure.

“Ahh ..” I keep moaning every time he jams me. The tears in my eyes are not going away.

“What a good and honest reaction, Elle. You like it, right?” He licked my cheek and now he is jamming me faster.

I could not answer what he said. I wanted to struggle but he was too strong. It's like he's planting something in my internal organs.

“Just watching your flustered reaction, I want to shoot every sperm left in my cock..I want to impregnate you, Elle. I want you to be my queen.”

His grind inside me got worse. I stick out my tongue when he hits my womb..He wants to enter my womb so I raise my foot higher.

“Logan. Logan. It's hitting me. Please stop. No. Slow down.” I'm begging him because his crotch is so big, he hits all my weak spots. Even the inside me is clenching.

“Aw. Should I stop now? Should I take out my dick?” His movement slowed down and it looked like he was going to remove his cock.

I bit my lip and held his hand.

“No. Ahh .. Don't pull out. Pour it all inside me. Make me pregnant until no one tries to kidnap me.”

"Very good."

He thrust again and this time I could no longer keep up with his movements.

“Logan..Logan. Cumming. I'm cumming.” I grabbed his arm. "Nghh."

“Don't be unfair..Wait for me.” He closed his eyes and gritted his teeth until I felt his hot semen inside me.

“Wow. That was a nice shoot.” He has now left my body. He also lowered my legs. He got off the bed and I didn’t know where he was going.

I just dropped my body on the bed because I was fainting. I can't even raise my finger. I'm still shivering.

As I lay down, there was a sudden knock. I never looked at who it was. I tilted my body because I think I would regain energy faster if I was in that position.

“My Lord, the Alpha of the Shadow pack is here and wants to talk to Lady Elle. Shall I let him in?” Gaia said.

When I heard the name of our pack I would have stood up but I just felt a cold thing on my foot.

When I looked at that, I saw the chain.

I looked up at Logan whose cold aura had returned.

"You can't get out."