Chapter 79

Elle's Point of view

He's now behind me, and I can feel him pushing harder since his every move is more incisive.

“Do you like it? Do you want me to annihilate your p*ssy and ass? Y-yeah… Hah,” he shouted as he shook me harder and snatched my two arms to carry behind me.

“Fuck you, Logan!” I couldn’t stop yelling at him as he put me back in my Doggy-style position. I clung to the pillow as my boobs mashed more on the bed.

He quickened the entrance so much that I was unaware that the pain was fading with each stroke he delivered inside me. He did not do anything like this to me before. It is not good to know that our skin is sticking together again.

“Ahh..!” To his last bang at me, I felt a burst of hot liquid in my asshole.

“You haven't changed, you're still flavorful. So, how am I supposed to identify this body?” That was the last thing he uttered to me before falling asleep next to me. He held me from behind, but my mind was wandering where.

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I haven't seen Logan since our previous talk, but there is a new servant who delivers me food on a regular day. I'm not sure where he is, but I'm pleased he knew I enjoyed eating during my pregnancy but puzzled why so much!

Yet, the new servant did not speaking every time she gives me the food. It kind of weird. But who will give me foods rather than Logan, right?

Yes. It has been a month since I have been here in the palace. Soon after, I became pregnant. Yora is now here too. I don’t know what happened to Archer and the one whom he is with.

I CAN'T FINISH THESE TOO MUCH FOOD!

Almost a month has also passed. I can already feel my tummy swollen, and the day Logan is waiting for— I mean we. I don’t want to admit to myself the reluctance that I will marry Logan and still thinking about Archer. I’m worried about him.

I got up from lying down to take a bath. I also have some difficulty walking because of my big stomach. I am leaving now to go to the market for clothes for my baby. We haven't been able to buy anything yet because Logan is busy, sometimes we haven't met and only Gaia informs me that he leaves early.

I merely sped up the shower since I didn't want to soak in it. I asked for a roomy dress so I wouldn't have to struggle any longer. Simple lilac flowery dress. I'm hoping I don't stand out too much. Because I am white, and the color gets progressively white as a result of these colors, I am easily seen in the werewolves’ eyes.

I mean because of Logan too, I am drawing the eyes’ attention.

"No, don't come. I want to go alone because Gaia or another servant might go somewhere and need you. I'll just take a walk in a market," I told the guard when he arrived to send me. I don't want to act like an important person here in the palace. I am just a lover of Logan.

"Ladyship. The Majesty and Gaia might be angry and kill me if I just let you go," he said, scratchy in the head and unsure what to do.

It looks like he has no intention of leaving me. “Don't worry, that won’t happen. I'll just tell Logan I don't want someone to accompany me.”

I think I've persuaded him because his response has mellowed a little. I don't want anyone to accompany me because I want to loiter around the marketl and look at the items. I don't want to ask these things to servants or Gaia. because I'm afraid they'll be broken when they arrive.

As I walked out, I called a messenger to let Logan know that I hadn't gone with a guard and that I could be a little late, so I hope he doesn't come looking for me.

When I came out, I saw a black chariot outside but I just ignored it. I think that is the guard. I thought I had already persuaded him.

I immediately looked for another chariot and stopped it. When the chariot moved, so did the black chariot. I dismissed that because maybe we were just in the same direction or going.

Arriving at the market I immediately saw a lot of noisy werewolves. Teenagers running away and families wandering. I kept thinking of my parents. I didn't even get them here before they died.

I went straight to the baby clothing store, but I was disrupted by someone who came up to me out of nowhere. I didn't move since I was already terrified of abrupt shocks. I face into one of the stores to look at the reflection of the person putting his hand around my shoulders on the glass walls.

I felt nasty when I looked at him. While he was wearing a classic head cap because he was in the market. He is afraid that someone will see him. Why doesn't this man let me go? Maybe later someone will see us and I will be mistaken for a cheater..

It’s Archer. He doesn’t harm. I know him.

I removed without making noise the arm that was holding me. When I rubbed it out, I walked away as if nothing had happened. I ignored him because I knew he would just follow me. I went into one of the shops then immediately went through the baby clothes.

I lifted a white shirt. The man on my side also picked up a shoe that was quite oversized. Maybe the lady was wondering why we were picking up different clothes and not even talking. I picked up clothes that I thought would suit my daughter. Just last week I had a talk to the doctor and I was not with Logan and just alone. I was still nervous because that was the first time I was going to be alone.

When I was told that my child was a girl I was overjoyed. What I expect is a boy but whatever the gender is it's okay. While I was shopping, the man next to me spoke.

"Do you like the food I send everyday?" He stopped rummaging for apparel and then turned to me holding the clothes he had chosen. It's good that he didn't take the shoes that someone thought were for three years old.

I looked at him, so he sent them? No wonder so much. This man was so exaggerated that he wanted me to give birth to the excessive amount of food I ate. I resisted him then took the clothes I had collected to pay the woman.

"Let me." He takes the clothes from me but I avoid them from him.

I'm not scared to him anymore. I should not be scared to him at the first place because I know Archer more than anyone. He is kind and doesn't do things that harm me.

I know, all he want a closure to our relationship. Logan said next week, Yora will bring back my memories.

When we were in front of the woman, the lady smiled at Archer. This man was still looking at my body while looking at the clothes I was holding and seemed to be comparing them to his.

Because I didn't want to be with him, I was the first to pay and pack the stuff. The woman who was arranging the clothes I had chosen couldn't take her eyes off Archer as if she was making a mistake in what she was wrapping. Archer has a different physical appearance, no wonder the woman look at him like that.

When I finally went out and tried to walk back to palace. I turned to him.

The smile still lingered on his lips. “I’m happy to see you happy. Perhaps this is all that I need?”

My body hair stood on end because of what he said. I swallowed first before turning my face to him.

“I suffer watching you. Even if you are sad or not—, right in front of me. It hurts seeing that I stole your happiness.” He touched my hands. His voice is still hard but I can hear the light shake of it. Everyone was watching the two of us, when I saw in the corner of my eye.

I was ready to yank my hand from him when someone else grabbed my other hand. When I watched Logan's angry eyes meet Archer’s stare, my heart skipped a beat. He seemed to be able to murder him with the additional blade of his every glare. When I turned around, his jaw tensed and his hand clenched.

“Be thankful that I let you live. I told you to stay away from her..” His voice got mad, but there was a trace of annoyance there. “I will take her. Let go of her.”

He yanked me so hard that my face collided with his chest, and Archer let me go. I wanted to be enraged because of the strength of his draw, but I was taken aback when he buried my head deeper in his chest, while not moving his gaze away from father. As a result, I couldn't move right away. I may have sunk in my thoughts again if he hadn't spoken at the same moment.

“I just tried to see her to say my farewell.”

I couldn't see the reaction of them all because my face was just sunk into Logan’s chest and I couldn't lift it because his hand was on the back of my head to put more pressure on me there. He still smells the same. His body became more stone.

Unbeknownst to me, my hands moved spontaneously and slowly landed on his chest. How is this heart? We looked at each other because of what I did. His eyes were taking me to the other side of the world.

“Your heartbeat.” It came out of my lips deliberately. I could feel his heart beating fast and loud.

He didn't even move though I told him that. As before, he did not know how to be embarrassed. He can express himself. But it is only a mask for his true identity. What lurks in that attitude is the dark Logan.

I stood up straight, Logan’s hand fearlessly wrapped around my waist. Surprisingly, he can do this in front of many. I turned to Archer who had sad eyes.

“Archer. All I want is for you to live. Live the life you want. The destiny might be changing but don’t let your happiness be gone.”

He just nodded and didn’t say anything before he finally left.

I repositioned myself and pulled the dress I was wearing. I'm fortunate that this is what I choose to wear today, and at least my demeanor matches the beauty that I'm wearing. I don't appear to be garbage. I step forward and let Logan follow me.

I can say that I am worthy to be the Queen next to the Lycan King.

While walking my breathing getting heavy and it's hard to breath.

The next thing I knew, I was in the room again. My forehead furrowed as I was suddenly pulled back into it. I instantly removed the hand of the one who grabbed me and then angrily looked at whoever it was. I presently saw that Logan was also lying.

I think we are back in the palace.

The next thing he said was the end of the smirk on my lips. I expected him to get furious because of his jealousy of Archer, but it wasn’t too bad that he had a reaction like this after what happened.

“I think we better not leave this room.We will stay here until you give birth. Augustus is still proceeding with his plans. I don’t want anything to happen to you.”

I know he is jealous so I laughed out loud.