chapter 90

I dragged my finger over Xavier’s chest, I was still naked against him but the blanket was there to shield our nakedness. I was tired and since I had done all my homework I was planning on sleeping like this.

“Winter?” Xavier said

“Yes,” I asked lazily

“Does this mean you forgive me?” he asked, I don’t know well I will definitely talk to him from now on but completely forgiving him for what he has done that would take time and my father was gone. I realize that tears have not really left my eyes since it happened, probably because you know that in your heart he is still alive somewhere, he couldn’t be.

“That was amazing” I giggled softly trying to change the topic, he hesitated before letting out a deep chuckle sending sweet vibrations from his chest throughout my whole body.

I looked up at him and started playing with his nose ring “are you going to take it off?” I asked admiring how sexy he looked with sex hair falling over his face, I took a moment to brush it away so I can look into his eyes before I went back to stroking his ring

“Probably on my coronation, then after I can put it back on” he replied and stroked my hand softly.

“Why is that?”

“Nose rings are not part of the attire, my father is already angry as it is now”

“And what is the attire?”

“Oh, the normal,”

“You are going to wear a tuxedo” I burst out laughing

“And what is so funny about that?” I cannot picture my self picturing Xavier in a tuxedo.

“I cannot just put my mind on it, you a tuxedo that would be a sight”

“Yes a beautiful sight”

“Just be praying to whoever you pray to that I do not start a laughing fit when I see you on our wedding day” I said “who do you pray to?”

“My father, past demons, and kings, sometimes myself”

“Whoa, that must be awesome praying to your own father and yourself”

“Yeah it is pretty amazing, you have not done any homework”

“I have actually so we can just lay here and cuddle, I did it with Alec”

“Speaking of Alec, I am glad you didn’t kiss him today”

“I have a boyfriend so I have to be faithful right, how did you know he wanted to kiss me?” I scrunched my eyebrows in confusion

“You think a lot before kissing someone, don’t you know?”

“Well I guess I have to start kissing without telling my mind that I want to kiss right”

“Maybe,” he said and stroked my hair, I yawned and buried my face deeper into his chest, he smelt like sweat, sex, and lavender.

“You smell so good, Xavier,”

“Thank you” let me tell you something, you and Xavier only get worse from when you make love, you told me to kiss him, I didn’t think you would listen, WHAT I always listen to you, just shut up and let me sleep.

I woke up sweaty in bed, it was all dark and Xavier was not with me when I looked around, another sex dream? I got out of bed and slowly slipped on my slippers and pulled my shorts down a little more to cover my thighs from the cold air that seemed to be coming out of nowhere. My eyes went to the direction where the wind seemed to have been coming from, it was the window in Xavier’s room, Odd I did not even know that the window could even be opened.

I slowly walked toward it and looked down, surprisingly when I did I could not see the ground I couldn’t even see anything but fog, suddenly someone pushed me and my heart jumped. I went tumbling down from the window sure to meet my doom, whilst screaming for help. I was waiting for the impact of the hard ground but it never came instead I just found myself face planted in the soft dirt.

DIRT, Xavier’s house was surrounded by concrete. I got up from the floor and looked around, I found myself surrounded by barren trees, Is this a nightmare? There was a light in the distance and loud grunting and sound of sword blades scraping against each other. Normally if I was watching a horror movie like this I would admonish the girl not to go there and scold her when she ended up dead, but I found myself walking closer and closer towards the sound, I got to a clearing and there was nothing there. There was nothing to be afraid of, except the fact that you have no idea where you are going or where you are, right, I wish Xavier had started teaching me spells, but this is a dream request for a map.

“I need a map” suddenly I heard the rustling of trees and another extremely loud grunt, I turned around swiftly and I saw a man repeatedly stabbing someone, no need to talk just back away, it’s a dream no one can harm me in a dream. I walked forward slowly and I heard the sound of a branch snap into two, who is that idiot.

The person that was doing the stabbing turned to look at me and I turned to look at the person who stepped on the branch but there was no one there. Oh I get it now, I am the idiot, I started running backing away from the creature I couldn’t really see his face, I should have started running but I was sure that with the long strides the person was taking towards me before I turned around completely to start running he would have stabbed me twenty times. I backed away faster and of course, my back found that it was the right time to hit a tree.

“You don’t want to do this” the person cocked their head to the side and just at the moment I saw their green eyes flash in the moonlight before he plunged the knife into my chest, XAVIER?

But the person flipped their hair and I instantly figured out that it was a woman, it is just a dream, it is just a dream. But it felt so real. I fell to the ground and I found my body being sucked into the ground, branches, and thorns digging into my skin. I hit the ground with a more brutal impact than when I fell from the window.

“Where am I” I looked around and saw I was in a cell, this didn’t seem like a dream anymore, more like a vision.

I got up then walked to the silhouette of a man facing the window, the man turned around and I was met with a hideous face the face was burned and bloody. I almost threw up instead I let out a quick gag and squinted my eyes trying to see if I could recognize the face.

“Who are you and where am I and what is that foul stench” I held my nose.

“You abandoned me” what, I know that voice

“Dad? I didn’t he didn’t let me go, I am so glad you are alive” I ran to hug him, he was sticky and he smelled but I didn’t care anymore, he was alive. He pushed me away.

“You left me to rot and for that, you would pay” he grabbed my neck

“Dad? Dad? Dad, Daddy, daddy listen to me” I said, my words were muffled and I couldn’t breathe because his hands were firm around my neck. “Ugh”