I can't tell him I love him
I walked in daze into Enzo office. He was working on his computer when I entered. Oh lest I forget, nobody stopped me when I was about to enter, infact I was welcomed with warm smiles by the receptionists and everyone.
But I have no heart to care or mind whatever they are doing, the paragraph... WE COULD KILL KYLE AT ANYTIME keep replaying itself in my head that makes me feel as if I was the only distressed person in Europe.
He looked up immediately I slide the door opened and our eyes met, meeting his warm and gentle face, I felts something stabbed my heart.
My tears threatened to fall but I tried to hold it back and forced a smile.
"Hi" I said timidly and looked on the floor as I walked towards him. By now, his face was radiating in a handsome smile as he stopped What he was doing and concentrated on me.
I got near him and made to sit opposite him but he stretched his hand and made me fall on his laps thereby our lips met. I made to pull away but he pulled me closer.
After the brief kiss, he looked into my eyes with affection, "Baby, I am so happy with this greatest surprise ever" he said.
I hummed and sat down more comfortably on his laps.
"What's happening? You're not saying anything? Is something the matters?" He asked with worried face.
I quickly rejected it, "No no... I just... I just wanted to see you" I said quickly trying to avoid is suspicions as the warning rang in my head again. Why I really came to visit him I can't say it myself.
He raised his head and rest his jaw on my chest almost in-between my two breasts, "Baby, did you miss me that much? You should have called me and I'll have come to see you"
"No.... Not that" I said again.
He pouted, "I'm sorry for Making you miss me too much, it's like I'll have you to stay at home and hire a teacher for you"
I shot him a surprising look, "What?" Make me stay at home? I haven't stayed at home and alot is already happening.
Then it flashed in brain, KYLE'S SURGERY if I get the surgery done then I leave Enzo for Serena ad Judy for all they want, they won't be able to touch him anyway.
"Emm... Enzo... I want to ask, don't you think we should talk about Kyle's surgery?" I am afraid of what his reply would be.
But he smiled beautifully and stroked my cheeks, "Don't worry about that, Ryu had called him today to tell me, we've fixed a date for that, that should be next month"
My heart leapt in joy as heard this beautiful news. I hugged him spasmodically, I was too happy to mind that he might not like it. Kyle is finally getting his surgery, so if I don't ask he won't tell me or he planned to tell me later?
"Thank you so much!!" I beamed happily and hugged him again. Enzo was beside himself as he smiled very beautifully.
Seeing his smile and so much love in his eyes for me breaks my heart. I am going to use him, I'll never be his wife. After Kyle's surgery, I'll have to leave him later on if my brother has to live.
"I'm sorry Enzo, I am only using you to cure my sick brother and I will never be yours. I'm sorry for giving you this temporary happiness. I'm sorry for backstabbing you like this. Serena and Judy will never be able to touch you but I'll leave you for them, I can't trade Kyle for anything or anyone, not even for you. He's my only family and it's my duty to protect him. Staying with you can put you in trouble too" I wanted to tell him all these but I couldn't say it but plastered the fake smile on my face while he smiled too and kissed me afterwards.
"Baby, wait till I finish this so we could leave together" he said.
I quickly stood up from his laps. "No.. no Enzo, I'll go home first, take you time at work, I'll go home with Roger"
"Sweetheart are you sure you'll be fine?" He asked with concern.
I smiled genuinely and patted his back Lovingly, "don't worry, I'll go home Straight, I'll be fine and wait for you at home, our house" I said.
I was going to treasure this moment. I was going to love him all I wanted now since I don't have much time left to be with him.
Enzo is a good personality, he shouldn't be a cheater and deceitful person like me. I made his Weaver and now I'm planning to leave him without any goodbye. So I should make him really happy now that I'm with him.
With that, I left his office.
"I love you Alice Lewiston" I heard him said after me but I don't dare return the word because I don't deserve such words.