♥ Chapter 22♥

Caterina Vossini. 

We leave the restaurant, and Bóris promptly opens the car door for us. I give a slight nod before letting my little one go in first. I watch him as he settles into the backseat, his hesitation still evident in his movements. Furthermore, I walk in there and sit next to him, feeling the nervous energy emanating from him.

'' Let's go to the mall, Bóris. ''I order with a firm and authoritative tone.

I cross my legs, adjusting myself in my seat, and turn my attention to my little one next to me. I look at Axel with a mix of desire and curiosity. How could he think he's not attractive? Just because of that shitty little bitch. His body, his look of fear—everything about him is fascinating. There's something about his vulnerability that captivates me deeply, awakening my sadistic side.

"You're beautiful, a tremendous hottie who drives me crazy," I think, remembering our previous conversations. I will make him see your beauty, and that beauty will be mine alone. Only I can touch it and taste every inch of it.

I admit to myself that the way I tasted it was quite impulsive. I should have taken it more calmly, but I couldn't resist seeing the fear in his eyes. The trembling of your body, the way your eyes analyzed me—it was the peak for me. That moment, when I realized he was completely under my control, was intoxicating.

I don't regret our night together, but I admit I wasn't very patient. My desire for him surpassed my rationality. It would have been wiser to gain his trust before moving forward like that. However, the fact that he is still here, by my side, gives me hope that he can adjust to this new dynamic.

As the car advances through the streets, I continue to watch Axel. Every movement, every expression, everything about him fascinates me. He is a masterpiece that I have had the privilege of shaping. And I will do it with precision and care to ensure it becomes exactly what I want.

I admit that I am indeed brutish, possessive, and sadistic. I was trained my whole life as a killing machine, to have everything under my control. My family has always taught me that love is a weakness, something I cannot allow myself. Men are tools, used for pleasure and reproduction. But Axel—he's different. He awakened something in me that I didn't know existed. I feel a need to possess him, to shape him, but also to protect him in a way I've never felt before.

What he still doesn't understand is that, under my tutelage, he will find a new way of living. A life where he will be protected, valued, and, above all, desired. This is something he's never had before, and I'm determined to show him what it means to be truly wanted and loved, even if it's not in the conventional sense.

So, as the car speeds toward the mall, I am determined to take every step necessary to ensure that Axel understands and accepts the role he will play at my side. And deep down, I know that he too will begin to see the beauty that I see in him.

I watch him once more, my burning gaze fixed on him. The softness of her profile, the slight curve of her lips—it all draws me in a way that's almost painful. I want him to see what I see and feel what I feel. But this will take time. And patience has never been my strong suit.

Still, for him, I'll try.

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14:30 '' Shopping ''  Valdoria.

The car finally stops in front of the mall, and Bóris quickly gets out to open the door for me. I get out of the car with grace and extend my hand to my little one, who seems surprised by the gesture. I know he is still scared by everything that is happening because everything is new in his life. But I will show him that there is something beyond fear.

'' Come, my little one. '' I say, my voice soft but full of authority.

Axel hesitates for a moment, but then accepts my hand. I feel his hand shaking slightly, which makes me smile with a hint of amusement.

'' Don't be so scared, my little one. '' I whisper, pulling him closer to me.

Our bodies press together, and before he can protest, I kiss his lips in a lingering peck. When I pull away, I see the look of surprise and confusion on his face, which only makes me smile even more.

'' Come on. '' I say, pulling him firmly towards the mall.

I leave Bóris behind, knowing he will take care of everything while I focus on Axel. We walk through the mall hand in hand, and I feel the tension in her body begin to ease, although there is still a slight hesitation in her steps.

'' Today, let's find clothes that really flatter you. '' I say, giving him a look that mixes desire and determination. ''I want you to see yourself through my eyes and see the beauty and potential that I see.

As we walk, I can't help but notice every little detail of Axel. His nervousness, his quick glances around, and the way he tries to process everything that's happening. He is a fascinating combination of vulnerability and strength, and I am determined to mold that combination into something even more extraordinary.

We stop in front of a luxury boutique, and I pull Axel inside, ignoring the curious looks of the salespeople.

'' Choose whatever you want. '' I tell him. ''Don’t worry about the price. I want you to feel comfortable and confident.

He looks around, clearly impressed by the sophisticated surroundings. I give him a gentle push to encourage him to explore, while I follow closely behind, ready to guide and support him at every step.

Right now, my mind is focused on a clear goal: making Axel see his own value and understand that, by my side, he can find a new way of living where he will be protected, valued, and, above all, desired.

I realize he is paralyzed and unable to make a choice. His eyes are partially hidden by his hair, as if he wants to hide from the world. I roll my eyes, exasperated by his insecurity, and start selecting some clothes.

'' Here, enter this fitting room and try it out. ''I order, handing him a set of clothes.

He hesitates but complies, nervously entering the dressing room. I sit on the sofa opposite and pick up a fashion magazine, flipping through the pages as I wait.

When Axel comes out of the dressing room, he is wearing a slim-cut white linen shirt that highlights his chest and arms, and dark jeans that fit perfectly to his body. The combination makes him incredibly attractive, and I feel a shiver of excitement run down my spine.

'' This seems strange. It doesn't suit me. '' He says, insecurity evident in his voice.

I smile mischievously, my eyes shining with desire.

'' This outfit was perfect. Now another. '' I say, almost ordering.

He sighs and goes back to the dressing room. I close my eyes, trying to calm down. That outfit made him so sexy that I needed to control myself before doing something impulsive.

Axel emerges from the dressing room again, this time wearing a tight black t-shirt and khaki pants that complement his lean, athletic body. I run my tongue over my lips, enjoying the sight.

'' You look so hot, darling. '' I say, voice full of desire.

'' These clothes don't suit me. I feel strange and ugly. '' He responds, still unsure.

I growl irritably and get up quickly, walking steadily towards him. I push him back into the dressing room and stare at him intensely.

'' What did I say about putting yourself down? You look beautiful. Don't believe me? '' I say, fury evident in my voice.

I take his hand and, without warning, put it down my pants. His eyes widen in shock as he feels the wetness between my legs.

'' See how wet I am for you. '' I say, voice low and husky with desire. ''Believe me, Axel. You are irresistible.

Before he can respond, I kiss him with ferocity and savagery he's never experienced. My hand slides over your body with desire and urgency, feeling every contour and every muscle. I bite her lips and whisper, still furious:

'' Do you think I'm lying? I could rip off those clothes of yours and fuck you right here and now, but I don't want anyone to see your delicious body because it's just mine. '' I growl possessively, seeing the surprise in his eyes at the intensity of my desire. 

He looks down at my pants, where his hand is still inside, and I feel his fingers move a little, which makes me laugh.

'' Are you wanting to do something here, my love? '' I whisper teasingly.

He turns extremely red and quickly pulls his hand away, which makes me laugh even harder.

'' Do you understand now? You make me wet and very excited. Believe my words, because I will never lie to you. Now, next outfit.

He seems to be processing everything that just happened, still in a daze. I smile, enjoying his vulnerability and the way he responds to me. I leave the dressing room, leaving him alone to change.

After trying on almost all the clothes in the store, I decide it's time to finalize the purchase. I buy everything and give the delivery address. Then we went to a beauty salon.

Entering the salon, we are greeted by a hairdresser who quickly approaches.

'' Welcome.

I look at the woman with disdain and order:

'' Cut his hair. '' I point to Axel, who looks like he's about to faint from nervousness. His eyes plead with me not to allow the cut, but I smile as if I care about his opinion. However, my gaze quickly turns serious.

'' Sit in that chair and let her cut that hair.

He lowers his head, resigns, and follows the woman to the chair. As he sits, I watch the hairdresser intently. Any inappropriate touching, and your hands will disappear.

'' I want a cut that shows off your beautiful eyes. '' I say firmly.

The woman agrees, and the cutting soon begins. Axel looks nervous but remains quiet. I watch him closely, the hairdresser's every move is being monitored by me. With each strand that falls, I see the transformation in Axel, his face becoming more exposed and his eyes becoming more visible.

The hairdresser works expertly, and I see the slow but noticeable change in Axel. 

When the hairdresser finishes the cut, she steps aside, allowing me to take the next step. I approach Axel, who is still sitting in the chair, and gently turn it so he is facing me. With a soft smile, I run my hand over her cheek, feeling the softness of her skin.

'' See, my little one. You are too beautiful. '' I say, my voice soft and full of admiration. ''This is your new look. Accept that you are beautiful.

I watch the confusion and surprise in his eyes as he processes my words. I lean a little closer, letting my gaze penetrate his.

'' You better try to control myself, darling, because now my possessiveness will increase.

He's shocked by my confession, his eyes wide and full of uncertainty. But before he can respond, I just smile, conveying a mix of confidence and dominance.

'' Trust me, Axel. I will show you what it means to be truly desired.

He will have to put up with my possessiveness now, because I know it will increase. My desire for him is an uncontrollable flame. Now that he's shown off that handsome face, there's a real chance that other women will start hitting on him. And I will not allow anyone else to have what is mine.

Possessiveness becomes an urgent need, a force I cannot ignore. You know that as he reveals himself more, my desire for him and my determination to keep him under my control will only grow.