Aiden!!

Josephine POV
I was shocked beyond compare, when I noticed he was the one. He immediately closed my mouth before I can utter a word, he immediately took off the lap coat before he came closer to me, he then found a more comfortable sit for the both of us, then we sat down and I stared at him , while waiting patiently for him to tell me what had brought him here.
I noticed the way he darts his eyes towards different directions, before he managed to heaved a sigh and he held my hand so firmly in his palms.
"I have missed you so much my love, I wish I could just turn back time and start things over again" he said, but I couldn't utter a word, surprisingly enough , I no longer feel anything for him, despite his touch, I found myself so engrossed in the thought of what they might be doing to Jacob right now.
"What are you thinking about, because I'm telling you how much I missed you, yet you are acting nonchalant" he said.
" Thank you for dropping by, and the way you saved me from the reporters,but I have to check on my husband" I said hastily, before I attempted to rushed Inside the operating Room, I just want to know how my husband is doing, Only to feel a firm grip on my wrist, stopping me from moving any further.
"What are you doing "I asked, he gently let go of my hand before he came closer to me and he stared at me.
" I know how you are feeling right now, especially now that your husband is in a very horrible condition, but I just want to have just a little bit if your time " he said, I stared at him with nothing but rage in my voice.
"Can you please Just let me be for now, because i have already made things clear between us, that we have to be clear from each other till after six months" I tried to make him remember, he was silent and he had a very sad expression on his face.
"I know you had said that but... I can't stay a single day without you, not hearing from you nor feeling your soft skin, I just can't no matter how hard I tried to do so"he said to me,but I didn't bother myself with his what he said, I would have been affected, if it was in the pass. because I know right now he was actually trying to guilt trip me and I was not going to fall for it.
" No I can't do that and I won't do that okey, because I have already made things clear, now if you can leave so I can attend to my husband " I half yelled, because of the way he was unperturbed about the condition of my husband but rather what matters to him is our relationship.
I noticed the shock expression in his eyes, which was vivid enough that I have never shouted at him, but his actions today was quite frustrating and there is nothing I can do about it.
" I'm sorry, but you have to understand me that that I have not forgotten about our relationship ,just that you are finding it hard to give us the gap of six months then we can come together, like the way we used to" he said, I took a deep breath, he nodded before he cupped my cheeks in between his strong Palms.
" I know for sure that you wants our relationship to work, but I'm scared Josephine, can't you see the fear in me?"
"Which fear?" I asked, he had a sad smile on his face.
"The fear of losing you, what if you eventually fall for him, then what would become of me?how would I cope" so many questions were brought fought. Now I understood, and not even sure myself, because I have start noticing the beautiful sides of Jacob that I had never seen before, the side, I wish to continue seeing.
"I... I" I stammered, not knowing what to say..
"Now you see my fears, it's evident enough that you have start caring for the young man" he said, I took a deep breath, before I went towards the door.
"Please try to understand me, please " I pleaded for understanding, but he was not buying any of it, before he tried to forcefully claimed my lips.
" What are you doing, I tried to push him " I was shocked to see this side of him, the side that I never knew even existed, the only thing I wanted at this moment was to be gree from him and eventually get the opportunity to know how my husband is doing at the moment, but he was not giving me any space to do that, I tried as much to be out of his grip but he was too strong for me.
"Please just let me go and let see my husband, he must be in pains, while I'm here talking to you".
"Yes I'll let you go, only if you promise me that you will never fall for him, I want you to be mine and mine forever, because I don't want anything to happen to you" he said, I let out a sigh before I said.
" I'll never promise when it concerns the matters of the heart, because those are very crucial aspects of life that it shouldn't be mess with " I said to him, then I force me my hand out of his grip..
"Are you now leaving me for him, please remember the times we had together and remember the love we shared, I beg of you, please don't think of leaving me because I won't be able to bare it" he pleaded while trying to keep a calm expression, he then had a smile on his cheeks, there was that expression that I didn't fail to noticed and I know for sure, that he wants me to promise him before he can eventually let me go.
" Can you please leave me" I pleaded, but still he didn't.
"Mam your presence in needed" the voice the doctor resonates.