I want to it memorable

Jacob POV
She was just so perfect in every way, I couldn't take my eyes off her, there was that feeling of both Joy and happiness that lingered in me.
So when I felt that obstruction, I was shocked, I thought she might have experienced sex with Aiden, but it never occurred to me that she was still a virgin.
Immediately got down, no this is not the right way, this day should have been special for her, I shouldn't take their virginity so mindlessly, without caring how she feels.
I felt unhappy about the whole situation, I went to pick up my clothes and I immediately wore them, he was looking at me surprised.
"I know I'm not good enough," she said almost tearing up.
"Fuck, I suck in bed" she finally let go of her tears, I felt so bad for her, I don't want her to misunderstand my intentions, so I immediately rushed to her and cuddle her rightly, she was in so much pain and I hate to see her in pain, I don't want anything to happen to her.
So I immediately wrapped my hands around her, " it's okay, I..I..."
" Yeah I Know, I suck in bed, you don't have to tell me".
"No that's not what I meant".
"Okey so what did you have to explain for your actions?" she asked.
With a deep breath, I stared at her, my heart churned, I felt almost hurt by her actions.
I then kissed her gently, so I can make her calm down, which she did.
She sniffled a breath while looking at me, before she came closer to me and she kissed me so passionately, I felt so loved by her actions, I couldn't stop myself anymore, because the feeling was too intense.
After some time he finally let go of me while looking me in the eyes.
"I love you, and I won't want anything to come in between us, your virginity is something that shouldn't be taken for granted, is something that should be taken with utmost care. If I want to have your first time, I want the day to be special and memorable " I said to her. She was looking at me, her gaze was intense, I couldn't understand what she was thinking, not until she came close to me and immediately claimed my lips in a scorching kiss.
I felt my member harden, so I pushed her gently to stop her Frome from going any further.
"No let's stop, I want to make it day memorable for you, and you are making things difficult for me " I smiled at my words.
"Because I want to make things difficult till you can no longer resist me," she said smugly, I felt smitten by her beauty, sometimes when I look at her, it was almost like a dream, I can't believe that I'm having this gorgeous woman all to myself.
I then noticed her gaze softened and sadden.
"What's the matter?".
"Thank you for loving me, I was not expecting you to do this, I.. I..." She trailed before she brought herself closer to me and nuzzled closer to my chest, I heaved out a sigh.
Before we both doze off to sleep, this was the best night I have ever experienced.
It was so beautiful, inhaling her lavender scent and her knowing her body belongs is something I should be grateful for.
I heard the blaring sounds of my alarm, I came to realize it was already 5 am, I immediately stood up before I rushed towards the bathroom and decided to take a shower, when I was done, I started walking towards the bedroom.
Only for me to notice that she was still sleeping, her hair covering everything which made me feel happier.
I decided to prepare her favorite dish, even though I can't cook, I just have to by using the internet to assist me all through.
When I was done, I was sweating, I then heard the voice of Selina, she was standing beside the door, she was wearing Casual clothes. And her hair was a bit messy, her eyes looked droopy.
"Good morning sir" she greeted politely and I nodded before she came closer to me in an attempt to help me in the kitchen.
"No don't worry, I'll just do everything," I said to her. She stiffened my words, she then nodded without saying a word.
"Okay, can I help you with some other chores maybe cutting the vegetables" she suggested?
"No, I'll do it myself" I retort back, almost angry. She nodded again, then she went to stand beside the door without doing anything.
I hate to be watched like that, had it been she was living with her parents or in an apartment, I'll have given her a day off, so I can have some privacy with Josephine, but I remembered that she was an orphan, I remembered the day she had come here, begging me to give her a job and a place to live in, she looked so pitiable, I felt remorse for her, I have to give her the job as a maid in the house, even that's not the best options for now. I immediately shrugged that taught away, before I continued cooking.
Then after thirty minutes, I noticed that I'm not doing exactly, how I'm being instructed online, I even had to watch the videos on YouTube, but still nothing.
With a sigh, I was still bent on cooking something for Josephine, if there is the least I can do, then I'm ready. I took the carrots, and sliced them gently, almost like I was scared of harming the vegetable.
Then I perceived an intoxicating scent of lavender, it filled my nostrils that I had to close my eyes in an attempt to absorb the addictive scent.
"Ouch" I grimaced when I noticed that I was no longer slicing the carrots but my fingers, blood was dripping, and I was about to head towards the dishwasher to wash my dripping hand.
"Sorry sir, I hope you are fine" Selina came close to me asking the evident question.
"No... am in perfect condition" I retort sarcastically.
Only for me to see that Josephine was standing beside the door, she was wearing her nightgown, and her long hair, sexily cascading down her back. I was looking at those brown orbs, they were sucking me in. I couldn't hold the feeling anymore.
She swayed her slender legs towards me, I was looking at her without migrating my attention to something else.
"Are you okay?" She asked worriedly.
I found myself nodding without even knowing what she had asked me because my mind was not there, she stared at me, her gaze was beautiful before she lifted my finger and dipped it into her mouth, making me stiffen in her actions.