Forgiveness

Josephine POV
He stood up From the bed before he head towards the bedroom, I don't know I ended up being so bold, I was ready to be naked in front of him, I followed his every step, I was determined to achieve my aim, which was to amend our Lost moments, I would love to feel every inch of him, the thought of being so close to him and to spend the rest of my life with him is the only thing that seeped through me, I can't help it. My heart was beating so fast when I decided to follow him towards the bathroom, he allowed the water to cascade through his body. His hair was wet and his lips became more alluring, I can't help it, I just want to have more of him, because he was looking even more handsome and sexy
I then walked seductively towards him, I almost forget about what Jared had informed us about Celine, I want to show my full claims on him, and with no restraints, I was feeling so overwhelmed with emotions, he smirked allowing me to go even closer to him and show my full claims on him which I did, I kissed his lips like a starved animal.
He accepted me wholeheartedly, he then slipped his hand towards my needy clit, allowing me to muffle out a soft moan of both pleasure and slight pain, be kept on nibbling the flesh, I felt so overwhelmed with so many emotions, my heart was beating so fast, the thought made me so overwhelmed before I claimed his lips in a scorching kiss, my heart was beating so fast and the thought of anything happening to me is something I don't want to think right now.
I drew in a deep breath only to hear another knock resound from the door, " Jacob we are waiting for you, you have to hurry up" he said which made me plaster a smile on my face.
I just like the way he lost control whenever he set his eyes on me, it makes me overwhelmed with so many emotions, that my heart was racing rapidly.
I noticed how his ass cheeks bounced sexily, I could bear to tear my gaze from him, I wonder how I never realized how he was so sexy, everything about him screams the word perfection, I noticed that the thought of not being close to him was already making my heart churned in pain, the thought spending the rest of my life with him, is all that matters and what makes me feel extremely grateful to have ended up with someone like him, this is something I could forget, especially what did to me.
When we were both sited in the car, we both drove to the hospital where Jared had told us about, Jacob then parked the car in the garage.
But he was still, he didn't go out of the car, which made me furrow my brows, I noticed the way he was silent, almost like he was trying to understand something, but he never said a word.
" Is anything the matter?" I asked him, and he nodded, which made me plastered a smile but it eventually turned to a sad smile, he then rubbed his finger on mine before he whispered.
"I'll like you to look at me and be sincere with me, please don't forget the fact that I Love you so much and things can turn out to be better, but I want to ask you something," he said. I drew in a deep breath while wondering where he was driving, I then nodded, while waiting for him to proceed.
"Yes....is there anything you want to tell me?" I asked him, he smiled at me before he said.
" Yes, I want to ask if you are okay with the meeting, after what she did to you?". His question was least expected, but I was glad that he cared, so I drew in a deep breath while trying to recuperate myself before I nodded.
"I'm okay with it, there is nothing wrong with seeing her," I said to her, which made him plaster a smile on his face before he stretched smile on his face, then he came out of the car, then I also did the same, when we were both out of the car, he then started walking towards the room which I supposed Celine would be present.
My heart was beating fast, I don't know what I'll say or how I'll feel when I eventually set my eyes on her, but I just wish that we would settle things with her. I remembered that horrifying day, the day where she was shot I thought she was dead, only to hear from Jared that she was still alive and she wanted to talk to me, I felt so Happy.
I remembered her eyes, the way the Welled up, and the way she was full of regrets, I felt pity for her that's the reason why I wanted to make use of this opportunity to make things right with her.
I noticed how Jacob turned to look at me, he didn't walk inside, he rather held my hand and gave me a reassuring smile before he asked, "I'm asking you again, are you sure about this?".
I nod my head adamantly because I want to settle things with her, but the thought of going Inside was making my heart beat erratically because I don't know how I'll react or how what I'll even say to her.
"Are you sure? because it's evident that you are nervous" he asked, I came to realize that Jacob is just so perfect and I refused to see the good man in him I went in search of someone who will only bring nothing but misery in my life, I drew in a deep breath before I walked inside the room only to see that her eyes were closed and she looked so pale, it's clear enough that she was in pains and I can feel everything, the thought of anything happening to her is something I'm not praying for.
"Celine..." I called out softly, she muffled a groan before she gently opened her eyes and attempted to stand up. I immediately rushed towards her and I stopped her from doing that, " no you need to stop, you must be in pain" I warned her, which made her plastered a smile on he face before she attempted to cup my cheeks, despite the fact I was a little bit angry with her I had to let her do what she intends doing.
" I'm sorry" she apologized which took me off guard, her words took me by surprise, but I want her to make amendments, and I noticed her eyes were welling up.
She then turned to look at Jacob who was standing beside the bed, "I'm sorry, I was desperate for you, and I lost my way, this was not the way I grew up, I'm sorry" he apologized which made him plastered an assuring smile on his face.
"Please help me plead with your wife to forgive me, I made a wrong decision, and I now know how wrong I was by trying to have you to myself," she said gently before she coughed, her words made me feel pitied her, I came to realize that she doesn't this pain that she was experiencing.
I then took hand in mine before I look at them intently then I said, "I have forgiven you".