You are a virgin

Josephine POV
When we left, I had a dreading feeling that might not turn out the way I had anticipated, I was feeling so restless, there was that lingering feeling that told me, things won't be the way I had once anticipated, then I ended up surprised when I came to realize that she apologized to me, I was shocked and I couldn't utter a word.
My heart was beating so fast, I felt it, the pain, the agony, I remembered her gaze it was full of nothing but regrets, I can't stop the pain, that coursed through me.
I noticed Jacob, he had a smile sprawled on his face, so he came close to me and wrapped his hands around me.
He then stared at me intently in the eyes, his gaze was full of so many emotions.
I don't know how to express myself, so I started fidgeting with my tight top and my face managed to turn crimson red, I felt so happy that everything was over.
I'm happy that Celine has realized her mistake and she was ready to apologize, I sank in a deep breath.
Then he came close to me and enclosed his hands around my neck, bringing me closer to him, before he kissed me, the kiss was needy and a little bit rushed.
It was more than what I had anticipated, he was so rough in his actions, but yet careful. I wonder why I have never liked him, but he was truly handsome, I was so foolish even back when we were in school.
My heart was beating so fast, so I cupped his cheeks and brought him closer to me, diving the kiss.
He then trailed his tongue to my collarbone, down to my cleavage. I found myself being a moaning mess, he was so delicate with his touch yet rough at the same time. it was more like he knew every part of my body, the right places to touch. He then trailed down to my belly and sucked the flesh, I felt damp with need.
But he was not stopping, when he was trailing down to my thighs, I gasp and stiffened.
I bet he felt my stiffened body, so he abruptly stopped to look at me, his eyes were full of lust.
" I'm still yet to take a shower," I said, feeling so embarrassed before, I covered my face in share embarrassment, but I couldn't stop myself anymore, I just wanted him so badly, I don't care what happens. but I wanted him.
But I knew I was yet to take a shower. So I bit my lips before I said shyly, " I'll like to take a shower".
He curved his lips to a smirk.
"You are more beautiful when you are blushing".
"No, I'm not" I denied the evidence.
He smiled and shrugged before he swiftly took me in his muscular arms. Then he started taking graceful strides towards the bathroom, he then gently placed me on the bathtub before he took a sponge and applied a mild soap and he started rubbing the sponge, ever so gently on my body.
I felt so much need as it coursed through me, he would frequently trail his hands on my silky body, making me moan to his touch. My body trembled and writhe in pleasure.
He then trailed his hands down to my thighs, his touch allowed me to muffle a louder moan, I was surprised by the way I cared less when he looked at me and how he made me feel, I couldn't stop the feeling anymore.
It was too intense, to get it over with.
He abruptly stood up and gently unbuttoned his shirt, in a swift moment, his shirt was on the Floor, before unclasping his belt, then his pants followed suit.
He was so sexy and handsome, he trailed his hands down, I found myself feeling so aroused, especially when I noticed his dangling member.
He came close to me and he stared at me closely.
"Did you like what you see?" He smirked.
I gulped because he was very big. He smiled and he stoked my hair, his gaze was so tender and full of affection, his eyes drew me in.
He groaned before he immediately kissed me like a starved man, I groaned so loudly, there was nothing that could stop me now because I also craved for him, then he stopped what he was doing before he trailed his hands, I felt him awakened something in me.
" This is my sole desire, even from the first day I set my eyes on you, to feel your lips against lime, to bring you close to me, and to hear you scream my name," he said. His voice was hoarse and full of need.
I found myself blushing, so I immediately kissed him again, he smiled at my clumsy actions, despite the fact we have to make out severally with Aiden, but I'm not yet good with kissing.
He took the sponge and gently rubbed the content of my body, I found myself, feeling even more cared for, the feeling was so Intense.
He then trailed kisses beside my neck, before he whispered hoarsely, " I love you so much Josephine" he said. My eyes opened wide in shock, then my lips eventually curved into a smile.
"I love you too," he said. Before I could say another word, he gently took me to the soft king-sized bed, and he laid me there.
His gaze still held mine, my heart was beating erratically because this was my first time, I don't know what my first time would feel like, his gaze was filled with lust, then he immediately took one of my breasts in a scorching suck, allowing my fall my head back in nothing but pure pleasure, I couldn't stop the feeling anymore, because it was too much to take in all at once.
My heart was beating so fast, only for him to slip a finger into my damp core, a soft moan escaped my lips.
His touch was soft yet delicate at the same time, I knew you cared about me, but the way his eyes were feasting on my body, it was more like my body was a rare jewel.
He left my breast and gently trailed down to my belly, sucking the flesh like it was my last.
I couldn't stop myself anymore, it was almost like he knew all the right places to touch, " Fuck, yes" I cursed in pleasure, when I felt him lapping his tongue on my clit, it was sensitive.
When he was done, he crawled to my head before he attempted to penetrate me, I close my eyes waiting for the pain, but when he felt an obstruction, he opened his eyes wide.
"You are still a Virgin?"