CHAPTER 26 "FEARLESS KISSES"

Jenny was almost out of breath at her boyfriend's fury at that moment. But despite everything, she knew that she did not want Jason to stop what he was doing because that was what she wanted.

"Jenny, I love you so much," the young man whispered to her as he released her lips so she had a chance to breathe and catch some air.

"I love you so much and I'm so mad at you," he said gazing on her face before she was crushed again by another strong and earnest kiss.

And just like before, she reacted the same way. She quickly lost her sanity. But this time she seemed to have had enough courage to respond in a way that she knew Jason was making a deep kiss on her in equal fire and desire.

Jenny knew that Jason felt what she did that and that was probably what he was waiting for her to do because, after that, he guided her to sit on the edge of the four-poster bed that was inside his own room.

She quickly let go of Jason's kiss on her when the young man did that. "B-But, I-I haven't ---,"

He just smiled and kissed her so she was unable to finish what else she wanted to say. After a while, he also released her lips and surveyed her face with so much affection and tenderness.

"I know," he said touching her chin then he raised her face and kissed her hard again but only for a moment. "And I won't rush you with that," he said with a smile then kissed the bridge of her nose.

Jenny breathed a sigh of relief at what her boyfriend had said. But that was only a moment because Jason once again made the pounding of her chest faster as he reclaimed her lips in the same way he had done to her a while ago.

At that point, Jenny tried to reciprocate what her boyfriend was doing to her. She tried to imitate the way he kissed her and when Jason felt that his lips suddenly caressed her gently.

When the young man laid her on the soft bed she no longer refused. She believed what he had said so there is no reason to worry that he would go beyond what she could only give.

"I-I thought you were going to sleep?" she asked when Jason resigned from kissing her.

The young man just laughed softly before kissing her forehead. "The original plan, yes, but now it seems like I just want to kiss you more?" he replied then went on top of her.

Jenny's breathing quickened at what her boyfriend had done. "B-But, do you really need to be here on top of me while you're kissing me?" she asked not hiding the intense nervousness in her voice.

At her question, the young man laughed out loud. Then his eyes twinkled again as he looked at her face, in such a way that he seemed to be memorizing every angle of it.

Jenny admitted that even though Jason is her boyfriend, she is still not really immune to his kisses and caresses. Or even in the effect every time he stares at her face.

Maybe that is how it would because she loves him so much.

And she knew the time would come and she would also be able to give herself to him because of the great love she had for the young man.

"Why? Just in case you want to kiss you this way, isn't it okay with you? Don't you want to?" he asked her then tenderly parted a few strands of hair that covered her face.

It was then that Jenny shook her head. "No, it's just that, why ---,"

Jason's thick eyebrows rose as he waited for the continuation of the sentence she was about to say.

"Y-You know you're my first boyfriend, don't you?" she told him.

"And?"

The young lady sighed. She knew Jason knew what she meant, he was just pretending because he wanted everything to come from her.

"I-I'm shy," she would tell the truth.

"Where are you ashamed of? You're so beautiful, everything about you is beautiful, so what should you be ashamed of?" Jason asked with amusement in his tone.

Jenny frowned at her boyfriend's teasing.

"Do you really want me to tell you the real reason?" she asked again.

Jason just nodded.

Then Jenny frowned again. But in the end, she still decided to admit to the young man what he wanted to hear from her. She couldn't understand but she felt at that moment as if she didn't have the ability not to give Jason whatever he wanted from her.

"Sweetheart?" Jason again as she remained silent.

It was then that Jenny's sanity seemed to return to the present. "I-I know you've had a lot of girlfriends," she said.

When Jason didn't speak and stared at her in such a way that he was obviously just waiting for everything that she was about to say Jenny's lips twitched again to continue.

"I also know that they are all more experienced. Unlike me who don't even know how to respond with a simple kiss," she said in a tone mixed with intense insecurity.

Jason smiled broadly at what she said even though there was a strange sparkle in his eyes that caused a strange warmth and caress of emotion in Jenny's heart.

"But I'd rather kiss you," Jason said still not changing the gleams in his eyes.

Jenny quickly blushed with what the young man said. "S-Stop it," she warned, she avoided his gaze as she wanted to break the young man's eye contact but she failed.

Jason touched her face then lifted the corner of his lips as he stared at her again. "Why, don't you believe me when I said that I love you?" he asked with teasing in his tone.

"I-I believe you of course," she replied still with a trembling tone of voice.

"Then you should also believe that you're the one I want to kiss, regardless of whether you know how to respond or not. That's not an issue to me, that's what I want you to remember okay?" the young man to her in his usual kind tone.

"S-Sorry, I can't help feeling insecure," she replied telling the young man the truth.

"You shouldn't feel that way, because believe it or not you've done so much in my heart that even I can't understand," Jason replied to her.

That was when she smiled, then her hand moved spontaneously, and then gently caressed the face of the man she loved.

"I-I hope you can wait for me," she said meaningfully.

An understanding smile tore from Jason's lips because of what she said.

“No matter how long I am more than willing to wait for you and I know it will all be worth it,” after that, Jason no longer a wasted moment.

He claimed her lips again in the same way as he used to but more gently. She knew why. Jason was giving her ample opportunity to respond to his kisses so she also tried to do everything she could to do it in a way that she knew her boyfriend would like and enjoy.

And it wasn't long until because of her effortsshe was able to keep up with the fury of Jason's lips on her.

The fear she had felt is completely gone. Like a bloke of ice that the young man was able to meltdown with his warm kisses.

So at the end like Jason, Jenny knew she was also able to convey to him how passionate the true love she had for the young man was.

And that love taught her how to make the young man feel the love she had for him by responding to his kisses without a trace of fear or even the slightest doubt.

"H-How do you like my fearless kisses?" her smiling question to Jason between catching her own breath after he released her lips again.

"You mean how do I love them? Sweetheart, I want more of those fearless kisses," after saying that he took her lips again.

Jenny saw in Jason's eyes the sincerity of what he said and she felt so happy about it. He did more than appreciation and that was reason enough for her to give in to his demands.