CHAPTER 39 "STRANGERS IN THE NIGHT 2"
WHEN does Jason stops kissing her to have a chance to breathe, Jenny doesn't know. Because the truth is that the young man just let go of her lips but his burning mouth still did not stop attacking her when it came down from her neck and to her shoulder which has been previously exposed in front of him.
"You smell so good," the young man said then effortlessly took off the other side of her robe that was left hanging on her shoulder.
"Jason, please stop before it's too late," Jenny whispered as she seemed to realize what could happen next.
Jenny heard the weak laugh that made its way down the young man's throat before he touched her face then he turned her towards him and so their eyes met.
"No," he said kissing her for a moment before in hurried actions that he completely removed her body covering.
At that very moment, her nakedness became completely visible to Jason. And even though the young man didn't touch her, as his gaze caressed her especially her breasts, Jenny felt like she was getting burned.
"Tell me you're mine, do not subdue to others because I just want you to be mine," Jason said in a tone that seemed to be begging.
It was then that Jenny felt great pity for the young man. But despite that, she still insisted on not showing that emotion to Jason. She knew that wouldn't help just in case for whatever reason why he is acting like this now.
"Jason, please," what that please was for, Jenny couldn't even determine. But in her heart, she knew that she also did not want the young man to stop what he was doing to her body.
"Just let me do what I want, I miss you so much," Jason begged then he touched her lips with his index finger.
Once again, Jenny was affected by what her ex-boyfriend did.
If Jenny could just confess and tell her the truth that she had never lost him in her heart and that no other man had ever claimed her, she would do it.
But if this is what happens to her that she always becomes vulnerable to Jason's rage, what is it that she has and is left for her that she can be proud of and hold on to but her pride.
"You're drunk, go ahead and rest. If you want to sleep here, it's okay but I hope it's not like this ---," she couldn't continue what she wanted to say because he kissed her again.
This time she felt as if Jason was more confident in his actions. He is so furious, he is like a tornado ready to strike and destroy any possible obstacle in his path.
"I know sweetheart, I can feel that you want this too as much as I do. So please don't resist the heat you're feeling, give in. We're not immature anymore so I'm sure you can handle everything that I want to do to you now."
Jason stopped kissing her for a moment just to say those words that really ignited the intense heat she was feeling. Unsatisfied, he held her face tightly and then kissed her mouth again.
The word impulsive is not enough for her to describe what kind of kiss Jason gave her that caused the permanent collapse of all the stability she had gathered. So for the second and last time as the young man wanted to happen, Jenny finally gave up.
Jason was right, she liked this and maybe the young man could feel the trembling of her whole body because of his caresses and kisses. Because if she was against what he was doing, it would be so easy to scream and make a scene if she really wanted to stop the young man in all his audacity.
But they are already here in her room and she is naked. So there is no more excuse that she can use against the young man to stop what he wants to happen.
"Jason!" she exclaimed when she felt his warm kiss on her breast.
"Jen," the young man replied before he gently took her hand and then kissed it. "Don't leave me again, please?" he said staring into her eyes.
The young lady smiled at what she heard. This is still the formerly tender but jealous young man she loved then. Nothing has changed with him, that’s what she sees. Because obviously, she was the one who changed because she was hurt.
"I'm only yours,then and until now," she replied then caressed his very handsome face. "Claim me as much as you want, even over and over again, because you're right, I want this, I want to make it with you, always."
She preferred to say that to the young man so that somehow the insecurity she could see in his eyes would disappear and wash away.
And if this is the only way for the man to be happy and restore the beautiful radiance in his dark eyes it is okay with her. After all, she is smarter now. Maybe it's wrong because they're not married. But just like what the young man wanted to happen, this is also what her body was screaming for.
The longing she feels for Jason is too intense.
Her longing to be able to be claimed by him, again and again, was not trivial, and this time she knew she could separate her feelings from the heat she was having. That’s all and she’ll put a boundary if necessary.
"That's probably the best thing you've said since the last time something happened to us, you know that?" in the tone of Jason's speech, Jenny could feel his intense restraint to squeeze her completely.
She laughed softly. "Don't be jealous of Leo, he's a good friend. But you, you can kiss me and you can do this and everything you want to do to my body," she didn't know where the courage she used came from but she did not regret it.
The corner of Jason's lips lifted then he opened his mouth to speak. After that, Jenny decided to take off the young man's clothes herself. She grabbed the hem of his blue shirt then pulled it up and then teasingly threw it anywhere in the room.
She smiled staring at the now glistening eyes of the young man. And when she couldn't stand it, she gently placed her both hands on his wide chest and made a gentle caress in there.
"You have the most beautiful pair of dark eyes in the world for me," she said. "You know that huh? Jason?" she added.
"And for me, you are the most perfect woman I have ever met," he said lifting one of her legs at the foot of the bed as he remained to kneel in front of her.
A mixture of nervousness and longing quickly rushed into Jenny's heart because of what the young man had done. After that, he pulled her nape and kissed her.
And along with the touching of their lips was the dangerous but insane happiness that Jenny felt when his finger entered the cut of her femininity.