CHAPTER 52 "SEX OR CHOCOLATE 4"

IT WAS in that very place that Jason claimed her. Because as she asked and told the young man, to drive themselves mad. But she thinks that their intercourse had a more severe effect on her and her body.

The young man just lifted both of her legs to the side of the table and then was able to unite their bodies.

Jason violently pushed his manhood into her entrance. But despite her desire to scream with pleasure, she held back because she was worried that someone might hear her and know what they were doing.

"J-Just hurry because Mama might come suddenly!" she whispered then moaned when Jason suddenly emphasized his manhood inside her. "Shit!" she said.

"Didn't you tell me to hurry up?" said Jason that she even heard the amusement in the tone of his voice as he pulled again then pushed his angry manhood into her entrance.

"My God, Jason why do you seem to drive me crazy?" she moaned and then clung to the man's arm then pulled him closer to her.

The young man did not speak after that. Not because she possessed her lips but because she felt his sudden concentration on what he was doing which in turn caused Jenny's blurry eyesight due to the intense and blissful sensation that Jason repeatedly slapped relentlessly on her femininity until they finally had their release.

"I really don't like quickies, you're in a hurry," the young man said smiling and then caught her lips for a moment.

Jenny also laughed at what Jason said. "I also don't like it, it's just that when my mother catches up with us, the two of us will definitely end up for the wedding," she said and only to bit her lower lip, eventually.

"Why don't you just agree to marry me? So that we wouldn't be like this anymore, hiding," it was a joke but Jenny knew and she felt that what Jason said was true deep inside him.

That was when Jenny sighed then started dressing. She didn’t reply and just remained silent, she hoped Jason would get the meaning of her not saying anything like when they were in college and she wasn’t even wrong.

"Hey," he said hugging her as they both got dressed. "Are you angry because of what I said?" it was his question in a soothing tone.

"No, but it's just annoying because you always talk about it. You know I'm not ready yet. You don't know how I feel when you say that, I let something happen to us, and then I don't want to get married to you."

At that point, she saw the agony in the young man's eyes as she stared at him. And since she didn’t like that kind of scene, Jenny again decided to avoid his gazes.

"I also don't understand myself, I'm afraid to commit my heart but I don't want to lose you, you know that?" Jenny thinks that because she saw the emotion in Jason's eyes, she was able to admit that.

On the other hand, she also has no plans to retract anything she said because that is the truth.

"What did you say?" Jason couldn't seem to believe the words he heard slipping from her lips.

"I said I'm not ready to commit myself to you yet, I'm scared. I don't know if it's because of our past but maybe yes. But believe it or not, I've forgiven you already," she explained.

When Jason remained silent the young lady continued.

"Do you want to know the truth?"

"What is the truth?" asked Jason.

"I like everything that happens to us. That's the truth, I want you always with me. I'm always looking for you and I'm happy when I receive messages from you, as well as your calls. I want all those and I'm happy, what I just don't understand is why I can't label what is about us and what we truly are?"

"Jen," the young man tried to hold her hand but she avoided that.

"Let's go? I'm sure Mama is drowsy, I even left my duplicate key," she decided to change the subject later.

When she looked at Jason it was then that she saw the more intensification of pain in his eyes. Jenny was hurt there but as she had done before, she averted her gaze.

*****

IN the vacant room in their house, Jenny told him to sleep.

Maybe he had been lying there for less than an hour but he remained very much awake while staring at the ceiling. He knew why, it was because his mind was busy. And he also knew who was the reason for that busyness. None other than the woman he didn’t know was already asleep or like he was also awake and thinking. Jenny was in the room just next to the one he occupied.

That's when he thought of picking up his cell phone. He made a message and then sent it to the young lady.

Jason: Are you asleep yet?

He asked the girl.

He thought she might not answer because if he was tired of the baking they did all day, Jenny would surely feel twice as much. But he was literally surprised when suddenly he heard his cell phone ring and saw that the message was from her.

Jenny: Not yet, I can't sleep.

Jason smiled there.

Jason: Well, same here. Let's just talk first?

Jenny: Isn't that what the two of us already doing now?

That’s what she answered him so he smiled.

Jason: You know you weren't snobbish before but now you're like that.

He joked here and then put a laughing emoji at the end of the sentence.

Jenny: Everything can change, especially when you're hurt. You hurt me!

At the end of Jenny's message, there was also a laughing emoji but despite that, Jason still couldn't help but feel guilty and be affected by what the young lady said.

Jason: I'm sorry, but if you'll agree, I'm willing to take it back from you. You have agreed to my marriage offer.

In Jason's heart was the hope that even in that way he would be able to convince Jenny to what he wanted to happen, but her refusal remained stubborn.

Jenny: Don't worry, when I am ready I myself will offer marriage to you.

The sadness that the young man felt when he read the message from Jenny quickly disappeared. And since he didn't reply right away he heard his message alert tone again, from her.

Jenny: Let's go to sleep, tomorrow if you have nothing to do can you help me to deliver orders? The one who ordered texted, begging me that if I could deliver the cake and cupcakes to her because the one who supposedly takes them is unfortunately sick.

A wide smile tore from Jason's lips because of that.

Jason: No problem, I'll help you tomorrow.

Jenny: Thanks Jason, sweet dreams.

Jason: Sweet dreams.

That's all and the conversation between him and Jenny ended, which in fact was just in the other room.

At that thought, the young man shook his head as he smiled and closed his eyes.