Chapter 100

\*\*PRINCE CASPIAN'S POV\*\*



It's been a while since I last stepped out, and I don't intend to do so anytime soon.



Sheba and Phoebe have been trying to get me to leave my room, but that's not working out.



The place I consider best to find solace is locked away from everyone else and everything.



Soon I'll be turning One thousand, yet there's no hope of breaking free. Seline really held on tightly to her words, and now I'm stuck in the body of a twenty-year-old, when I'm not even a vampire.



The more I think about this, the more I want to stay far away from everyone else.



I heard Prince Axel was finally awake, but I couldn't even step out to see him. Being away from the supernatural world, trapped in deep sleep for so many centuries, would have been preferable than remaining stuck here, and watching the ones you love go through eternal pains in their different lives.



I wonder if he had any idea what he had missed, and what he had been spared from.



The pains, sufferings, dealing with the endless cycles of life and death.



I shook my head, pushing the thoughts aside. Ever since I took that senseless decision, and the curse was placed upon me, I've had to live with the scary shadows and figures in my head, not this time... I totally need a break.



But can I even change my fate? No matter how bad things seem, the best I can do is to try finding solace in my isolation.



I stood up, walked over to the window that overlooked the gardens below...the same gardens which held a lot of beautiful memories.



Although I try to conceal it each time it comes up, I can't just get rid of the longing embedded deep in my heart... that pressing desire to be free from this prison.



With my gaze lingering on the garden, I felt the familiar feeling press further. The feeling I've grown accustomed to over the centuries, that never got any easier.



I thought about all the things I'd missed out on, all the experiences I never had the chance to have, everything...



I thought about all the people I'd loved and lost, the friends I made and outlived… The beauty and bliss, what bliss is there?.



The pains I've been through outweigh whatever beauty or light I've ever had in my life.



And there's Luciana, the only person who's managed to capture my attention and affection each time she comes back...



And it's crazy that neither she nor Duncan recall a thing.



I push the thoughts aside, it's better I focus on the present and let the past be.



I took a deep breath, feeling the cool night air fill my lungs.



I heard the sound of a harsh knock on the door.



Why can't they just let me be?



"Phoebe, Sheba, go away" I yelled.



"Or else what?" I heard a familiar and annoying voice reply.



Oh shit, Lincoln is back.



"Go away, Lincoln." I half yelled.



"I'm sorry you don't have the option of telling me what to do...so you either open the door and gently let me in, or I let myself in."



Why does he have to be this pestic? He's literally the only person who can break through my stubborn heart, and cause me to do what I don't intend to do.



I sighed, knowing that Lincoln wouldn't back down. Grudgingly, I walked over to the door, unlocking it and pulling it open.



Lincoln stood in the doorway, with a mischievous grin spread across his face.



So annoying..



"Nahh, finally," he said, sauntering into the room excitedly. "I was starting to think you'd never let me in."



I rolled my eyes, shutting the door behind him. "What do you want? Annoying brat." I asked in a neutral tone.



He flopped down the couch, making himself feel at home in my own bedroom.



How nice...



"I heard Alpha Jeremy is throwing a party," he said, the excitement not leaving his eyes. "And I'm not about to miss it."



I raised an eyebrow, intrigued, so despite all these years, he's still so crazy about parties...



I guess our curse isn't even affecting him.



I watched Lincoln, a mixture of amusement and annoyance swirling inside me. His excitement was infectious, and I suddenly found myself considering his proposal.



"Jeremy's party?" I repeated, recalling we got an invitation. 



He nodded, his grin growing wider. "Yeah, and it's supposed to be the party of the year. Last year it was hosted by Supreme Alpha Xavier of the gray wolves." He said. "And I'm not about to miss it, plus Luciana is going to be there."



My heart skipped a beat at the mention of Luciana's name.



I felt a pang of curiosity, and before I knew it, I agreed to go to the party with Lincoln. 



The main reason why I find him annoying is that he just has a way of getting you to do things even when you're not interested.



"Fine," I said, giving up. "Let's go then."



He whooped in excitement, pumping his fist in the air, as though he had just got an award.



"I knew you'd come around, Caspian."



I rolled my eyes at him.



He's been making me do that so frequently.



...



The drive to the party took shorter than expected. 



It's always that way when Lincoln is driving.



As we arrived at the venue, I couldn't help but feel a sense of trepidation.



Since it's the gathering of the year, composed of other werewolves, and it's hosted by the Supreme Alpha, other werewolves will be present, meaning Salvador's will be there too…



Lincoln made mention of Lucina showing up too. Is this going to be another dramatic night?



I hope I don't get to see her in pain this time around.



As we stepped out of the car, I could feel the energy of the party emanating from within the venue.



I took a deep breath, steeling myself for what was to come, because I was certain the night wouldn't just pass like that.



"Come on, Caspian! Let's go have some fun!" Lincoln clapped me on the back, with a broad grin.



I raised an eyebrow, my gaze skeptical.



"Fun?" I repeated. "You know as well as I do, that this party is going to be a powder jug of drama and tension."



He shrugged, unfazed. "That's what makes it exciting...besides, I'm her godfather for a reason...let's go."



I shook my head. "You're totally unbelievable."



"Say whatever... Anyway, grab a date, let's enjoy the night." He said and disappeared into the crowd.



"Can I have a dance?" A petite lady asked politely, joining me.



Deep down, I wanted to scream a no at her, or just ignore her and walk away, but I couldn't. I found myself agreeing.



If Luciana was really present, she would also be here on a date, or maybe not...she doesn't even give a fuck about me or how I feel. Although she used to, that was in the past.



The dance was announced, and as I danced with the unknown lady, I scanned the room, my eyes searching for Luciana.



And then, I saw her.



Looking as innocent as ever, clad in an emerald green dress, she was not alone. She was having a dance with The host, Alpha Jeremy....



My heart skipped a beat and I watched them, feeling a pang of jealousy enveloping me.



That same moment, her eyes darted to mine, as though she was trying to recall something.



My gaze held hers, locking it safely as though nothing and no one else mattered.



I think her dance slowed, because Jeremy traced her gaze and his eyes met mine.



I broke the staring competition and just then I sighted the devil... Mrs. Salvador was walking aggressively towards Luciana, just like she does every time.



Before I could interfere, her hand already hit Luciana angrily.



Whenever she does this, I try to wonder if she doesn't have respect for herself or the dignitaries present, but what can I say?



I watched from across the room as Luciana's mother stormed off, leaving her shaken and tearful.



I brought this upon her. If only I hadn't stepped foot into her life the first time, all of these would have been avoided...



I suddenly felt a weird feeling, one I had felt in a long time and, without thinking twice, I charged at the door, going the same way as Mrs. Salvador went...