Chapter 39

I woke up feeling happy and satisfied. I blocked his phone number and everything last night. I even smirked as I closed my eyes last night, and I'm sure if my brother came crashing into my room, he'd think I was having a crazy nightmare.


I can't help but feel a little content in my heart. I can be so vocal about my rage and anger at him, whereas before everything, all the heaviness I felt was carried to me silently without anyone knowing, and it's getting heavier. It is also a good idea to show those who have caused you distress so that they can feel and see how you feel. Let them suffer and be guilty about it too.


Kairus is not dumb and numb. He knows that we should never see or speak again. Everything came to an end when we left that house.



If we could measure it, and I think that everything around us should be set aside because if we value it, our small interaction with each other is not even that meaningful.



I'm not sure why I'm so upset when we could all just be at peace. Maybe my heart hopes. Maybe my heart believe that he loves me as well. Growing up, love isn't that important. I see people fight for their lives in order to survive and live, rather than fighting for unrequited love.


I was walking through a world where love is no longer sacred. People strive to do their best for their career. People were racing to get the things or dream that they wanted to have or they were looking for their own ship to save them from sinking. They simply let love walk on its own and meet at the end or at the peak of the mountain. To the end point.



My current goal is to complete my early light workout. I'll leave at nine o'clock and have another three hours. My heart and health have improved since receiving Hope's heart. I can now feel strong throughout my entire body, whereas before I thought I only felt strong because my mind was strong. Nonetheless, I do not allow my body to become tired or ill. I have to take care of this for myself, the people around me, and for my family and for those who love me. I am very careful for taking my life, again.


My gaze was drawn to my brother's guestroom when I opened my door. His door is still tightly shut. Perhaps he's too tired right now due to the jetlag. I'm still dazed by his unexpected revelation.



His entire course of action was calculated. I have no idea any of it. In that regard, I misjudged him. I though his fully healed and moved on. A guy who doesn’t care.



I came to a halt when I heard a familiar cold and rough voice echoing around the room. Because of the loud music that is coming into my condo on the ground floor, the wall is beating and vibrated.


“Angel…sexy,…angel…Beautiful angel…please don’t be an angel yet…”


I feel nostalgic hearing that song again. It's been a long time since I've heard that song. I don’t have a copy of that song. It was sacred for all the boys.



“Rosy?” I tried calling my PA. “Is that you?”
But no one responded. As I get closer to the living room, the music seems to get louder.



It was the song written by my best friends. They made it for me to fight. I've been asking them to play it with me and let the rest of the world hear it, but they either don't want to or are too shy. Nobody knew they liked music because of me.


“Andrew? " I was taken aback. "It's you..." I was surprised to see my brother lying in his messy hair on the sofa.


He raised his head and looked at me, perplexed to see me looking so surprised. His forehead met and then slowly he picked up his phone, the music stopped.



“Wow, you have the copy of that?” I asked amaze. They didn’t give it to me either.


“Yeah?” He asked, confused. “It was given to me by the boys. "It's my ringtone and my music collection," he explained as he pushed his head against the pillow.

I took a step towards the kitchen.


“Send me that!” I said as I walked into the kitchen. When I saw food on the table, I exclaimed. "What is this? " I screamed.



"Of course, food," said my brother.


I faked a laughed. I know it but he doesn’t need to. "Wow, breakfast in the morning," I muttered to myself, but my gaze was drawn to the top of the refrigerator. There is a lavender flower.



Is that Kelsey? Kelsey liked flowers? Lavender flower perhaps?


I called, slowly approaching the flower.

“Yes, darling?” He replied, and the music stopped again so I could continue or for him to hear.

“Did you just started your mission today?” I asked aloud.


Few moments of silent. Maybe thinking. If he forgot that he told me his secret that’s why I knew now.


“What do you mean?” He asked, innocently.



“There’s a flower here!” I double-checked, and it's still fresh. It has a very fresh and calming scent. I pressed my nose against it while closing my eyes.




"It's not mine," he said, and my eyes widened. "It was sent by someone. There's a letter, and I've already thrown it away in the trash bin.”


I cast a glance at the garbage can.


Should I go for it? Should I double-check?



I shook my head and went on eating. I don’t want to disturb my peaceful day. I feel like and I have already instinct who sent it.

The flower looks like have a contagious disease. I pushed it away from my sight. I disregard that thoughts behind and I just kept quiet and filled my stomach with food instead of thoughts.


After eating I stood up, and saw my brother now laying in the sofa while the feet were on the head couch.


“Andrew, I’ll have meeting somewhere.” I said, and my brother’s eyes quickly opened. “Take care of the house. I’ll be gone and be back late afternoon or before noon. It depends.”


He nodded and he smirked. “You’re not bringing your favorite flower?”


I shrugged my shoulder. “I don’t know. It’s not for me. Maybe that flower was sent to the wrong person which is me.” I said pointing myself


He raises his brow, challenging. “Aren’t curious what’s inside the letter?”


We stared longer. What he wants? We both hate those people.


I shook my head. “No.”



I turned my back way from my brother. I sighed heavily but before I could disappear my brother utter the words that were illegal.



“Good morning. Love-vender. It was a happy morning…” My brother started and chuckled. I put my hands both of my ears hoping I wouldn’t hear him but I still did. “It must be a busy day for you today. Don’t forget to eat, and I couldn’t text you but don’t worry I will buy another sim, again.”


I glance back to check my brother and he was smirking, teasingly while facing the phone. He stopped, chuckling, and looked at me.



He was reading on the phone. “I took a picture in case I needed it.” He said, sheepishly.


I crumpled my face and rolled my eyes towards him.



“Based on your reaction, it feels like you already knew who it was!”



I continued walking without looking at him again. It’s so miracle to see him smiling and laughing where in fact he was so pretty mad before.


What a perfect timing! My phone vibrated.



“Good Morning. Did you get the flowers? Hehe, don’t think of blocking me again. I already bought twenty sim card in advance.”



Wow. I lost of words to say but only wow. I’m so amazed with his thick-faced.


My phone vibrated again.

“Don’t crunch your nose, and be grumpy. The weather is hot like you.”


Fuck with this Billionaire.



I rolled my eyes, and texted him.




“You just ruin my morning and make my head hot.”