Chapter 55

I lean over to kiss him. He’s the only man whom my heart accepted. My heart still recognize him even after burying it My heart welcomes those phrases just for him. I can't offer him the words I know he wants to hear, but I also know he'd rather wait than force me to say them.



When his lips moved to my forehead, I closed my eyes. This is the fastest time-lapse I've ever encountered in my whole life. It feels so perfect, and it started to freaks me out.



If you're afraid, why don't you jump with him when he offers his hand?


It is not yet the ideal time. Your brother is still dealing with unresolved problems, your issues, and ofcourse your fans, Aimme. They are your treasure, and I know you want them to hear the story first coming from your mouth, before others can.


I smiled and turned to face the sea.

My heart is very happy and at peace right now that it feels guilty for not caring what happened outside this island.



After I fix the problem, I'll start taking him back. Maybe that's why we haven't seen each other in years, but even if we had, I'm not sure I could have survived with him. This will never last or will end in a negative way.



This moment is the right moment. I feel his comfort and warmth surrounding me.


Hope, I hope you will never get mad at me. I hope you never despise me for doing something that will make me happy. I hope we can both get along with this. I hope that we will both fine to this.


I couldn't forget even now. Not even single chance.


"Your brother wants to talk to you...maybe at 11 p.m.," Kairus added softly.
I nodded.


I'm not sure how to tell my brother about the situation's bizarre plot twist. I'm not sure, but I'm sure he'll be furious for not only letting Kairus into my heart, but also for breaking my virginity.



Your little sister just became insane, Drew.


I'll keep this a secret. I will not mess his head yet, and I'd like to talk to him as well. I missed him. I miss my bestfreind. My mother, as well as Hope's parents. I know they're worried about me now; even though my brother says I'm fine, reassuring words aren't enough for them.



I want to check how chaotic my life is. I'm worried about my fans as well. they never heard words from me. I can't leave them like that, but I don't have much of a choice.



I’m worried to Ron as well. I left him without wiping his name, and I'm not sure what's going through Hayes' mind right now.

The way he acted seem so strange, and does it mean that he’s not happy of me leaving him away? He's faking our good-byes, and deep down he has a plan to have me flee with him.


Did my brother see this coming? He never like Hayes at all not even once. I can also see how parents’ Hope don’t like him either.



Is he upset because I'm keeping him away because of the unusual way he acted? He's faking our goodbyes, and deep down he's plotting to take me with him.


Did my brother foresee this? He had never liked Hayes in his life. I can also see why Hope's parents dislike him.



Was I blind or did I miss something?



People don't deserve to be judged based on what they have or what we see of them from the outside, which is why I gave everyone a chance to prove themselves except...Kairus.


If that person breaks my heart or violates my trust and kindness, I will never tolerate them again, or maybe I will if I know they have already apologized or learned from their mistake and will never do it again.



Once that person break my heart or break my trust, and kindness, I will never tolerate them or maybe I will once I know that they already say sorry or learn from that mistake and will never do it again.


Trusting is a big risk, yet here I am, tied to my death for Kairus.



The wind blew against our skin. And I realize I forgot our clothes had dried from being here for so long.


I looked at Kairus and was not shocked when he swiftly returned my gaze. I'm worried because I can see fear in his eyes.


Why? What’s wrong? I wanted to ask but I decided not to. I feel like I wouldn’t able to handle it.



He spotted my eyes glinting down. He smiled and the dread vanished. He looked at me with admiration for what he sees in front of him.


I don't need to glance in the mirror to know whether I'm attractive; simply looking into his eyes made me feel as if I'm the only woman he sees.


“Shall we go inside now I whispered, gently. He softly nodded, only waiting for me.



He stood up first, and offer me his hand.


The first thought that sprang to me as he stood up and extended his hand to me was, "Will I allow him to be a part of the future?" Tomorrow is the future we requested, and the day we asked for, and will I be ready to see him? To see him walking, waiting, calling, seeing me, and so on.


I sighed softly. As my hand brushes across his ever-ready, calm palm, I smile.



I wrapped my hands around his arm, and he exchanged my hand, which he entwined. We were walking along the seashore like a real couple.



This island is our precious little secret. I'll be content to look back and even more content to see what's ahead of us.


I will admit not to him but to myself. I love him, and I think my heart will always do so.


By holding Kairus' hand, I realized that I was not waiting for the perfect time, but rather for the man that my heart wanted.



"We are waiting for the perfect time to come" is just an excuse. The truth is that we are not waiting for the perfect or right time; the truth is, we are waiting for the person we want to have, not the perfect time.

Even if it isn't the right moment, merely having that person is worth taking a chance on and enough to risk. Waiting for the perfect moment is only an excuse since the person who asks you is not the guy you wanted to be with. There is no such thing as a perfect time; perhaps there is just the right guy, but not the man you desire to risk your life for.


The ideal timing is determined by the second owner of the heart.


I'm already prepared and having the time of my life, so why haven't I fallen in love again?



Because when we have the person we want, any time is a good time to take a chance. We simply wait for the person we desire.



Even in the most difficult, dangerous, and inconvenient circumstances, you can fight your love, even if the timing is not ideal.