Chapter 51

***Dayle***

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This is the part where I say, I GOT FUCKED, I’M FUCKED UP & I’M GONNA FUCK HIM UP.

This day isn't the best, neither the worse; it's just one of the days you hate to come across. Everything that has happened still plays out before me like I'm in a movie room. I sit on the edge of my bed, before I take a sip from my flask, I've vodka in it.

**Flashback starts:**
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Dom seized my keys to my car because of last night, he assumed that I couldn't be responsible enough to return home as planned but instead drove to another vicinity. Actually, Dad ordered that my car keys be taken hold of and for that fucking reason; my mood got ruined. I have no choice than to join Chrissy in the black Mercedes Benz, and to top up my disdain, Molly’s text pops up. Chrissy must have seen it perhaps but pretends to not see a single thing, I tuck my cellphone away instead. Once we enter the building, trying to escape morning routine (the groupies that have one or two or nothing to say), Chrissy and I depart without a word. We hadn't even spoken since we rose from bed, i can't place hands on what exactly is the problem. Last night she propelled me to finger fuck her, she rained and this morning she's carrying about a cursed expression on her face? Fuck it!
I head to the meeting hall, fortunately, Caesar turned himself in and so it's safe to say that I'm exonerated from the silly drama; Cisco is back to his job and so are we—back to our normalities.
“Hey Dayle, what's up? You look a mess, what's wrong! I hear that the Benz truck rolled you and your sis in, how true?!” Jamil asks as we exchange friendly handshakes. This academy sucks. “Where was the Audi anyway?” he adds, why is this guy so into my business this morning? I smirk.
“Garage. No biking games anytime soon?” I ask to deviate from the actual unnecessary topic. He shrugs his shoulders.
“That will be prom, you'll be the first to know!” Jamil adds and we shake again. “I'm planning on my mini-party by Sat, are ya coming through?!”
“Can't wait bro!” I snap as he walks away while further to meet Steve and Egan, they are deep in a conversation, what could be the problem? Jess waves at me with a wink as soon as we cross paths, I wave right back. The hall is getting emptied on the spot.
“Morning my mans...” I holler at them informally but only Steve reciprocates with a smile. We do our customized handshake but Egan stares daggers at me, a kind of a death stare. I would not remain silent while he does that you me.
“You gotta problem? Fucking talk! Stop being a dry pussy!” I blurt out before I retract my careless words.
“Yeah, dry pussy that you fucking are. Man slut!” Egan fires back angrily, I knew that there was more to that death stare. We get tensed approaching each other as Egan comes in between us pushing us away from each other. I’m Egan and I.
“Back off guys, have some head over your freaking balls!” he warns us but no way, Egan wants to hit me.
“No, you should ask him what the duck happened last night? How could he? What is his problem? He fucking fucked me up last night...” Egan starts explaining, probably narrating the whole story again.
“What the hell? I came for my Sis, what’s up?!” I offhandedly tell him but it only worsens the issue.
“Don’t fucking play dumb Dayle, I know what this is about? You mad that I got there first right?” Egan says mockingly but that statement does not find me well even of he is right.
“I was gonna tick her off before you fucking snuck in... Such a demon, I see...” I say to him
“Take that shit back! You were hitting on her, weren't you? I see the things you do, you could have just ticked her off right from the start...” Egan says, why on earth did he have to say that, well, good thing he knows that I like her and I've liked her before hisass cane into the picture.
“You don't deserve Chrissy, dickhead!” I blurt out. This time he scoots towards me with a big punch, I fumble a bit and pick myself up, I give the same ounce of punch. Successfully. We start getting physical, the punches are continuous and unstoppable, Steve attempts to set us apart but he gets hit along the way.
“Fuck you all bitches, kill your fucking selves, dickheads!” Steve scowls at us angrily holding the side of his face.
“You better not cross my path Egan, I'm gonna fuck you up!!!” I warn him
“Do your fucking best Dayle, all void as fuck. Try a single shit and the whole of Hemsville is going to know what you have been about—” he threatens
“Egan! Fuck you, stop fucking talking! Look!!” Steve says to him, welcome to Hemsville High School where students would rather watch you die while recording than intervene.
“You've got fucking seven days to do so, WE all are gonna get so fucked!” I tell him back. I used to think that he's smarter but right now; he's going to jeopardize everything I've worked for all because he's being a dick. That was do low of him to do.
“Watch me! Let's see who fucks it up better! Maybe it's high time she knows the kind of brother that you are!” Egan tells me and I scoff
“Likewise the shitty boyfriend!” I add
“Guys, you all are gonna regret this shit...” Steve says taking his bag along
“Yeah. Fuck that, I'm out!” I head out before any of us does, the few students that are the move away still recording except one guy that declined to move away from my path. Really? I fling his cellphone to the ground and the only thing left was the sound of the crash against the tiled floor.
He's making this about Chrissy and at gr can't time jeopardizing us, if the school knows about our fuck lists, we are automatically expelled, no two ways. How Egan even think that shit? Does he think that Chrissy would love him better and hate me more when he lets the cat out?

When I got to the class for Physics test, Molly came up to me, she must have seen the latest clip. Does she know that I do t wish to relate with her? She knows but she keeps trying so hard. She proposed something weird earlier, keeping her as my girlfriend or else she uses her weapon against me. Fuck. Just when I thought that I had it all sorted out, but no, Molly wants me back. She says that it's the least I can do compensate her for everything that has happened. What would happen when Amber or Lauren finds out that I'm seeing Molly? What's going to be the outcome? I'm not safe.
“Are you okay, Dayle?” she asks calmly sitting next to me but I fall on deaf ears staring my phone, it's literally blank. “I saw everything, it’s sad that you and Eg—”
“Leave me the fuck alone!” I scream at her jit she remains still, forcefully keeping her composure. I'm really mad. It worsens when Chrissy refuses to talk to me, she's purposefully ignore me. Really? What has he told her that makes her hate me all of a sudden?
“No Dayle, I don't wanna leave you, stop pushing me away—I still love you and you know that. Where are they, the people that claim to love you better, where are they?” she asks. She's right. No one is here, it's just the two of us in this large class, no one believes that Egan is also at fault. Every mischief is Dayle’s fault.
“I don't want to talk about it!” I snap without looking at her
“I know, but you don't deserve all that shit he said to you! Let's have some lunch or maybe stroll around the staff’s section. It's quiet, what do you think?” she opts. Truly, I hate to feel vulnerable but I'm feeling that way already and shamefully, Molly is here with me—I mean where is Chrissy, the girl I truly love with every part and inch of me? Where?
“I'll get that, let's go!” Molly takes my books from me. I go with her.
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**Flashback ends:**

Truth be told, I don't know where to start from, I may have started but didn't he go too far with everything? Now it's registered on my mind to take her as MINE, I'll make sure that he loses her too. If I can't have Chrissy to myself, no one will. Egan would hate me for making an effort to put me down.
I gulp more of the vodka, I think I'm gonna need something stronger than this, or else I might lose my cool any fucking instant.