Ugly sight

Chrissy

How the fuck am I supposed to ignore the fact that I saw Dayle finger fucking the famous Amber Hart? She was acting as if she didn't care about him but there, she wanted him. We all want him. Hemsville senior high girls crave him.

At that time I saw them, my crotch kept twitching very hard, and I was suddenly in the mood to fuck Dayle. It wasn't my intention to see him, I stepped out to catch some air since Max was saying all sorts of things to me. In summary, we argued and he said something disturbing to me. That Ellen is better than I am. How?

Initially, Ken and I talked and I showed him the video to add to our fun, I shared it with him in my drunk stare, and they prompted me to have a few sips but it landed me into shit. Messed up like a fucking mud. We kept laughing about it.

This brings me back to Dayle, damn, I can't help but want the way he kept stroking her. I got wet on the spot. I've never heard of sex but I can't help but fantasize about it and it's always with Dayle. The popular heartbreaker and player.

Did I lie in bed trying to decipher whether or not to keep him in my thoughts or not? I want every inch of him.

Fuck! Fuck!! Fuck!!!

If I don't take time, I'll eventually touch myself, I fucking swear it. My phone chimes, good thing my attention depletes.

“Hey, Chrissy? Come get me from your doorstep!” Ken says

“Holy fuck, Ken you're not a stranger.”

“The door is practically locked, dummy!”

“You are such a rogue! Hold on!” I hang up and rush to meet him. Mom must have locked the door to keep me safe. She had gone on a date, she told me about this rich man that she met at her banking job, they'd been hanging out for a very long time now. I am eager to know the person that makes my mother smile a whole bunch, she's never sad, except for the stress and all. I'm happy that she's found a man for herself, I wish that I would also find mine.

I unlock the door and I see Ken holding a box of pizza and a wine bottle on his left.

“Taddaa!” he teases and I smile at once.

“How do you know that I'm longing for pizza!”

We walk up to my bedroom, he's the only boy that my mother lets into my room, mostly because we practically grew up seeing each other often. She's not that sentimental about him. Well, me too.

We hop into my soft bed, she rests on an arm while I lie on my back. Both eating.

“How come you left the party this early? Wasn't it meant to last through the night? Today is Sats!” I stir up and he shudders

“I had to come by and check on you! How are you?” he angles his gaze to concentrate on me.

“I'm fine! Evidently!”

“Okay nerd, I know that you had it rough with Max and I don't even have intentions to plead on his behalf again. We both saw the signs, right?”

“Again!” I roll over on my belly and take the bottle of red wine from goes hand and gulp some. He takes part of the pizza and feeds me, I gladly accept it and he continues to eat too.

“I guess that he's seeing Ellen now...”

“How does that make you feel?”

“Paranoid. In a good way. Like, she talks about him a lot and kinda shows so much affection towards him and still tries to balance up when I'm there. It's just... crazy how your best friend takes your boyfriend away from you. Maybe she's one of the reasons why he virtually hates me!”

“Don’t say that and besides, you broke up with him before they came into the limelight. You still won!”

“Win to lose! I fucking hate my life, Ken, it fucking sucks!”

“I think you're a great girl, Chrissy! If it wasn't for the fact that you won't say yes to me even if I tried, I would have made you my girl,” he says and I smile.

“You are sweet! I love you and you know that.” I snap and stuff my mouth while he nods carefully. “Tell me, did you meet someone today?”

“Yes, Chriss! We even... fucked!”

“Jeez Ken, you said that you would stop flinging—”

“It's Ariana, so chill. We like each other okay but we are just scared to make it a thing! That's all!”

“Don’t be a player Ken, or else I would kill you!”

“Yeah I know, and that's why it's Ariana. You needed to hear how she was screaming my name... I didn't know that I was so good....”

“Ewww!” my face squeezes playfully and he laughs.

“You’ll get there, I promise! Even Max has told me that you haven't slept with—”

“Fuck me, he told you that?”

“Yeah, why not! He's my bro!”

“Yeah, I should have guessed!” I roll my eyes and look away from him. I'm officially embarrassed right now.

“Would you forgive Ellen?”

“I don’t understand, are you pleading on behalf of Max or Ellen?” I get pissed off

“It’s not Max, it’s Ellen now. I mean she’s our friend! She's always been! Your choice by that way, I'll always be there for you regardless of whoever or whatever.”

He snuggles my cheek playfully and I blush, he has a way of making me light up my dead flames. I love Ken, moon, and Back.

“Me too, whoever you choose to go out with is fine with. I'll support you! Even Ariana! She's really pretty!”

“Yeah right? I had to find someone as pretty as you. Good thing that she's not like Amber or her friends despite being a part of the squad.”

“Absolutely!”

“And hey, if you feel like you want someone but can't reach that person, you should let me know. I'll help you!” he gulps from the bottle too

“When would you let me fight my demons, Ken? Stop spoiling me!”

“It's my job to take care of you, darling. Let me!”

“I know!” we chuckle. “Thanks for the other day with Dayle, I could gave been hopeless without you! Not even Max fought for me, he treated me like we weren't a thing or something —”

“He didn't wanna pry,”

“Stop defending him, I'm gonna get mad!” I snap and he backs off.

“Okay. Ellen told me that Dayle came at you after Bio class,” his mood spoiled

“Just drop it, okay? It was sorted out!”

Lie! It can never be sorted out, worse if I tell him that I really like Dayle, Ken would cut off my mouth for talking and rip my heart for liking him. He's very protective of me.

“Drop it? I'm not Elle, you know that I won't drop it. I'll get at him!”

“How?”

“Even if I told you, you'd still say no. I'll keep it to myself. Please honey eat up, so that we could see the movie. I'll wait will Mom returns!” I smile faintly at him thinking and wondering what he would eventually do.

*

When Mom returned at about past 11 pm, Ken left. Mom told him to sleep over but he simply declined because he hadn't told his mother or father. No pressure, Mom said.

She came in with some gift boxes and some chocolates and cookies. She had given a box of cookies to Ken since he didn't like chocolate that much. We sat on the sofa, she was constantly waving her fingers like a classy teenager while she told me about her boyfriend.

“Is he that rich, Mom?”

“Yes baby, very rich. He helps me with your tuition and even the rent, I don't even ask; he goes ahead to do it. He's very nice, nicer than Gary ever was.”

“He was never nice mom, stop painting him grey!” Grey in the sense that it's a mix of white and black. My father was an absolute animal. She smiles and opens the cookie box, it's so yummy and tasty. Despite being full, I can't ignore this one.

“What's his name?”

“Owen!”

“Great!” I coolly tell her.

“Honey,” she puts down the jewelry box and ties a to me fully. “I wanted to talk to you about something very important. Just in case you have or haven't noticed, I uh...” She stops

“Mom, talk to me, I'll always listen.”

“Smart girl!” she sighs rubbing her thighs swiftly. “How would you feel if I told you that I'm getting married?”

“No way Mom, like, are you engaged?” I brighten up standing to my feet.

“Yes, but I don't know how you would feel! I mean, getting into a new home and—”

“Mom what do you fucking mean—”

“Language honey, language!” she corrects me rising to her feet, it just came out because of excitement.

“Sorry!” I throw myself around her for a hug, she embraces me tightly knowing that I consented. Not even the last thing on my mind is not near making her feel sad. I'm happy that she found a good responsible man.

“I'm happy for you, Mom. I am!”

“You don't know how excited you have made me feel, honey. I'm blessed and I promise you that you wouldn't have to go through what you went through. Ever again.” she says to me with another hug then we sit down. Unraveling the gifts, she even gave me bracelets amongst the many gifts, he is indeed very rich–the man she was getting married to.

She furthered to tell me why he hadn't shown up, it was because Mom stopped him thinking that I would be upset, she was only protecting my feelings. I hate it when she acts too selfless, placing herself before me. She's always worried about me. It didn't end there, she also told me that the man has got a son and that he has never gotten married until now when he proposed to her.

I text Ken instantly.

*Mom got engaged!!!!*

Accompanied by some emojis and I hit send.

*Are you serious?*

*You’re gonna have a daddy?!*

He accompanied it with some ‘WOW’ and hearts’ emojis and

Staring at his text made me laugh to myself before replying.

*Yes Ken, I'm gonna give a daddy!*

*Come pick me up tomorrow, we gotta chill!*

In less than a minute, he replied.

*I thought you'd never ask! Okay!!*

*Luv you, Chris-Shit!*

I read it thrice, he better stop playing me this way.

*You are so dead, tomorrow!*