Attraction

"Now, are you going to tell me what's wrong with you? or do I have to get it out of you by force?" Josh seriously, asked breaking his knuckles, pretending to appear more dominant, I roll my eyes at him and continue to take off my suit.

My inner wolf was too restless, he wanted to go back to its mate and beg him to take him back submitting himself like a good little mate, which in my case was the opposite of what I felt, I, on the other hand, wanted nothing to do with him. my thoughts were consumed with what took place at the mansion's bathroom, it was to of control, it was like we were under a spell, none of us could breakthrough, the hotness of our bodies, the steaminess of the action, and the sparks, god, those sparks were divine, I could almost still feel them my skin, trying to break through and burst into thousands of little bursts, the feeling was too euphoric, I can't believe I let him do that to me, I should feel violated, I should feel humiliated but I all feel empty the moment I left the mansion like I left a part of myself back at that mansion. I groan hitting myself in my head. stupid, stupid, stupid horny little wolf.

I don't like this new feeling, there has to be a way to break this bond or some spell to unlink us, something, anything to undo this wicked hold he had on me. I was struck by intense pain in my chest with just a thought that makes my heartache. imagine when it happens. it was hard, I couldn't even imagine what it would be like to feel it when the moment comes, but we will cross that bridge when we get there.

"Dude, I'm still here" he waves his hand in front of my face, I didn't realize that I had stopped what I was doing and was staring at the wall zooned out, "you're scaring me, man, spill it out, already " he frowns jumping on the bed, pulling one of the pillows into his lap, staring at me intensely, waiting for me to spill the beans.

I sighed sitting on my bed, I put my hands over my face and mumbled tiredly "thatdickfaceismymate," the words hardly made out.

"Speak English," he yells annoyed hitting me with a pillow acting childish

"That dick face is my Mate," I groaned falling back on my bed not facing him because honestly, I knew the look he had on his face. it's flabbergasting

"oh, shit," he gasped, I snickered at his jaw-dropping expression, I ignore him and go back to leaning on the bed, trying to drown my thoughts into something else but all I could think about was the dark hair, sharp features, and mesmerizing eyes and the dark hungry look behind them.

"I don't understand, why this happened either, I mean I'm not even gay," I pull the pillow and dump it on my face, screaming out in frustration.

"holy shit!" he began laughing historically he was enjoying it too much, he was so amused with the situation that he ended up falling off the bed on the floor wheezing painfully. but got back to laughing like a loon anyway, like I said he was having too much fun.

I threw my pillow on his face, he laughed harder "shut up, you asshole. I feel bad already." I yelled frustrated pulling at my hair. "why is this happening to me, why him of all people,"

he smiled regulating his breathing " I'm sorry, man. but this is all karma for all the hearts you broke since puberty," he smirked holding the pillow under his arm, he stood up and approached my bed, he stood there for a second contemplating something, I raised my eyebrow in question " was just wondering if it was ok, to lay down next to you," he said looking at the spot next to me, contemplating something.

I sat up eyeing him suspiciously "what the hell? Why not?" I raised a question sitting up watching and waiting for his next words.

"I don't want an Alpha beast on my ass if he smells my scent on you," he chuckled enjoying every second of this, asshole. I rolled my eyes at him, fucking hell.

"I wish the same for you, my dear Joshua, wish you the same," I smiled sarcastically, he rolled his eyes at me and sat down on my bed.

"not going to happen, bro, because I'm not a man whore like you, I've got some standards, and whoever my mate is, I just hope they aren't some stuck-up ass," he whispered not meeting my eyes, I know for a fact that among the two of us, he is the one who wants a mate almost desperately, he didn't have anyone growing up, it was always him and his dad, who is a warrior. he grew up with me and loved my parents when they were together, he wanted that, and honestly, so did I.

"Let's slow down a little, it's too late to talk about mate and shit, all these sentiments are screwing with my brain, I need my rest," I yawned lying back down.

he chuckles shaking his head but laid down next to me, we both cocoon ourselves into the blanket and wait for the sleep to make its presence known. I heard Josh snoring, and let out a sigh. God! why me? I don't know what I did to deserve this.

I drag out a sigh and turn around to face the wall, everytime I close my eyes I see those eyes, his eyes, deep his haunting eyes, the intense look he gave me in that bathroom was living in my head rent-free. running back and forth like nobody's business.

"Mating sucks" I mumble one last time and fall asleep hoping I don't have an encounter with him tomorrow or any day after that, but knowing my luck, I can't guarantee anything,

let's hope for the best

Or not.