Chapter Forty-Nine - I Want To Be With You

***McKenna***

Paxton and I, locked in a passionate embrace, stumble into my bedroom. I told myself I wouldn’t go here again, but here I am. I should have known better. Paxton slams the door behind us, trapping me against it.

His lips parted from mine and dipped down to kiss my neck. I whimper, entangling my fingers into his hair. They run along my jawline and up to my ear.

“I want you so fucking much. Can you feel what you do to me?” he groans, pressing his excitement against me.

“Yes.” I moan.

My level of arousal matches his. My panties are soaking, and my clit is throbbing. We fight with one another’s clothing. Before long, a pile forms on the floor with everything in it. His lips meet mine once more. Paxton hooks his arms under my legs and lifts me from the ground. I wrap my arms and legs around him, grinding against his hardened cock. Growling, he plunges roughly into me without hesitation.

I let out a shriek, my fingernails raking down his spine. Fuck, I have missed this and him.

“Fuck,” he breathes out as I tighten around him.

He buries his face in my neck and rails me. Every thrust deeper and harder than the previous.

Crying out, I shift my hips to align with his. “Yes! Fuck. So good!”

His teeth sink into my neck. With every stroke, I get closer to the edge. We’ll have a quick first round because it’s what our bodies have been longing for. I grip his hair, yanking it to bring his lips back to mine. He uses his hips to hold mine against the door while slowly removing his cock from inside me. I wince at the loss of contact, but he quickly plunges back in.

“I have missed your pussy around me, Kenna.” He pants.

“She has missed you,” I breathe out.

He makes sure to have a hold on me, turning us around and leading us over to the bed. He throws me down on it and then crawls up towards me. He kisses me, pinning my arms above my head. I encircle my legs around him, grinding against him, longing for him to fill me up once more.
“Do you need me that badly, baby girl?” he growls, smirking.

“Yes, please, fill me up again. I am already so close.” I moan between heavy breaths.

Paxton teases my entrance but doesn’t press in. I protest by whining, and he bursts into laughter. I yank my hands from his hold, placing them on his chest and flip him onto his back. My patience has run out.

I lower myself onto his length, gasping as he fills me up once more. A loud groan escapes his lips as his hands tighten around my hips. Placing my hand on his chest, I begin to move my hips back and forth in a rhythmic motion.

“So good.” I cry out, my head falling back.

Paxton slaps my ass. “Faster.” He pants.

I moan, doing as I am told, and pick up my speed. Knowing how much it gets to him, I start to move my hips in a circle. I watch as his eyes close and his head falls back. I reach over and grip the headboard, bouncing up and down on his cock. The sensation of his cock pounding into me with every downward motion was so pleasurable.

“Yes! I am close.” I squeal, my head falling forward.

Paxton can only curse and moan below me, getting harder inside of me. He is due to lose it. He snatches my hand from the headboard, flipping me onto my back in a sudden movement. His urge to take control was taking over because he was going to come before me. He doesn’t like when that happens.

“Sweetness, there’s no way I’m coming before you,” he growls, slapping my thigh. 

He holds my hips down on the bed and pushes back in with such speed and force that the bed shifts beneath us. I let out a scream, my nails digging into his back. Paxton slid a hand between us, stimulating my clit while he vigorously fucked me.

I grip him tightly as my orgasm surges through me so strongly that it makes me feel dizzy. I tremble uncontrollably, his name escaping my lips in a breathless whisper as I spill around him and onto the bed. The build-up is all releasing at once.

“Yes, that’s it, baby girl, spill for me. I have missed this feeling.” He grunts.

I am too weak to say anything. Paxton’s lips come down on mine, and he aims for his end. With a few more intense and rapid movements, he gasps and moans my name as he releases his warmth inside me, flowing onto the bed. It would seem we needed this as much as one another. I came a second time, and we ride through our highs together.

Paxton slumps against me, burying his face in my neck. Both breathless and our bodies sticking together from all the sweat and heat.

“I have missed you so much.” He whispers in my ear.

I close my eyes and whisper, “I missed you, too.”

He kisses over my neck, up my jawline and gently kisses my lips before rolling next to me. Paxton reaches for me, bringing me closer to him. I snuggle close, letting my head find comfort on his chest.

A comfortable silence fills the room. His fingers move softly up and down my back, caressing my skin. We needed time to catch our breaths.

I thought I wasn’t getting myself back into this with him. I shouldn’t be surprised. I can’t help but smile when he kisses the top of my head. It’s such a sweet gesture.

“Can we please end the games and the constant back-and-forth? I want to be with you for real. No changing minds or issues.”

I can hear the nervousness in his voice. I place my chin on his chest and glance up at him. His eyes lock with mine, patiently awaiting my response.

“Are you sure that is what you really want?” I ask softly.

He strokes the hair away from my face. “Yes. I am positive. My only wish is to be with you.”

“I want you too, but our relationship stays private, Paxton. I refuse to allow the entire world to find out and end up hated. I don’t want my life out there for everyone to see and criticize,” I whisper.

“That is fine. We can stay private. I would prefer that, anyway, because it means you are protected. Is it what you want? Do you want to be with me?”

“Yes, of course I do, but no more fuck up or mistakes.”

“I promise there will be none of those.”

“Okay, we can give it a go,” I say brightly.

A massive smile grows on his lips. “I look forward to it.”

I kiss him, and he pulls me on top of him. I lie down on top of him, my face in his neck. I close my eyes, enjoying the closeness between us. I sincerely hope it doesn’t turn into a disaster.