Nate Part 5
Liking her has been a real trial. I’m in love with a girl who has trouble being touched, whose parents don’t let her go out alone, except when she’s at her grandmother’s, who has a strong personality, even if it doesn’t seem like it. But I’ve never felt so crazy about a girl without even kissing her.
“You know what would make me happy, Nate?” Isabela whispers, her eyes still devouring me, tearing me apart, like magnets pulling my soul. I shake my head slightly, still dazed by the meaning of the moment. “I really want to be able to hug you.”
Damn! I can’t believe this is happening. I slide my hand through her strand of hair, feeling momentarily sad to let it go, but I’m so shocked by these advances in our relationship that I wonder why I didn’t bring her here before. If I’d known the result would be this...
“What’s stopping you from doing that?” I ask, ignoring the giggles and teasing from my friends, who are high and repeating my words with Isa, lost in stoned laughter from the weed. “Hugging you wouldn’t just make me happy, Isabela, it would take me to heaven.”
She looks down, seeming sad. Bites her upper lip for the thousandth time today, then looks back at me, now showing something different in the stormy sea of her irises.
“I’ll hug you! I never get under a hug. You’ll never do that without permission, okay? When we take that step, whenever you want that, a touch, you’ll ask me and wait,” she says all at once, so nervous and anxious that she stumbles over her words, not even waiting for me to agree.
I don’t have time to respond, because Isabela throws herself against my body. Standing on tiptoe, she wraps her beautiful, thin arms around my neck.
I feel like I’m walking through a sweet land, with a strong grape scent sweeping over me, and I feel like I’ll never be able to live without this. I’m so nervous I don’t even move. Though my dick isn’t really in the mood to cooperate and suddenly sprang to life, brushing against her stomach. But Isabela is holding me so tight, breathing so deeply, that she probably doesn’t even notice.
I don’t know what I did for her to take this step today, to give me the gift of finally feeling her body around mine, but I know I want hugs like this for the rest of my life.