Epilogue Part 5
You know something funny about the hormone oxytocin? It’s not only released when we’re having sex. This small and treacherous love hormone is responsible for bonding us to another person, creating a strong tie of pure love and affection. Sometimes, it’s perpetual. At this moment, my body is simply exuding the love hormone, injected into my bloodstream, making me stand on my tiptoes, not caring about his height, because all I want is to reach him. I drag my hand to the back of his neck, pulling him towards me and feeling alive as I take his lips with mine. The slide of his tongue welcomes me back after such a long time away from home. The strong hand that holds me by the waist lifts me off the ground, and it all begins from here. And the truth is that not even Freud could explain this chemistry. We only understand it when we feel it, when we connect through it, and I am connected to Roy in every possible way.
“I love you. I love you, Roy,” I whisper urgently between our lips, kissing him with all the longing of a lifetime.
Is forever eternal? I don’t know, but as long as I’m by his side, it will be. I will be inappropriately, irrevocably, and shamelessly the woman I decided to be, the woman in love with her Master, with the man, with what he taught me to be, in love with Jonathan.
If you ask me if I regret getting into his game, the answer will be no. I would make the same decisions again. I needed to lose myself to find myself. But if you think this is madness, I’ll tell you again: it’s not.
This is SODOM!
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