Book2: Bianca's Revenge Chapter 2: Getting to Know Her Infants

Bianca kept looking and watching Victoria as she moved her little hands and feet making noises of all sorts. “Um ok now is she supposed to be making so much noise am I not doing something right? Why is she grunting and moving so much?” She asked. She looked to Nevaeh with tears in her eyes hoping she had the answers she was looking for. Nevaeh smiled and calmly responded to Bianca’s scared look and tone to her voice. “Everything is fine that’s normal baby stuff, she’s doing what all babies do. Now how about trying to hold Sydney since he’s the squirmiest baby I have ever met in my life. I’m sure would finally love to meet his mother.” Nevaeh turned towards Bianca and slowly laid Sydney on her chest. Then gave her little instruction on how to hold him. “Now slowly put your hand on the back of his head and the other just below his butt to support them both.”
The moment Bianca touched her son the sparks and warmth of love that she automatically felt was taking over. It was making her feel just a tad over whelmed. A minute or two had passed just as Bianca was starting to get comfortable enough to relax. When there was a small soft knock at the bedroom door and in walked Tyler, Alex, and Bonita. “We just wanted to check on everyone” the 3 of them said almost at the exact same time as they entered the room. Once completely inside they stood back and still as much as possible. When they saw that Bianca was finally awake and holding Sydney and had Victoria between her legs. Tyler slowly moved towards the bed and smiled hoping he wouldn’t be yelled at or told to go away. Alex and Bonita did the same once they saw that Bianca didn’t scold Tyler for getting closer.
Bonita was the first to say something hoping she was not over stepping. “It’s good to see that you’re awake darling. We hope you’re ok with staying here until….” She stopped when Alex grabbed her arm warning her to tread lightly. Tyler moved even closer when Victoria started to whine a bit and didn’t want to over whelm Bianca if she started to cry. “I’ve got her, she’s daddies little angel” he said to Nevaeh as she had went to reach for her. Tyler slowly picked her up and sat down in the rocker next to the bed. “What’s the matter Victoria Ann? You hungry, wet, tired a little of everything maybe I think so my sweet little princess.” Tyler giggled. Bianca just watched in amazement not ever seeing Tyler so mushy.
Sydney had started to move a little more and Bianca didn’t know what to do. “Someone, take him please” she asked as she started to shake. Bonita stepped forward and slowly took Sydney in her arms giving Bianca more time to adjust. Bianca wanted out of the bed and slowly pushed off the blankets and slid to the edge of the bed. “I really need to use the bathroom and get out of this damn bed. Then maybe have a bath and just loosen up these muscles?” she pleaded. She let her feet touch the stool at her side and closed her eye. As all the blood rushed from head to toe in such a rush, she felt sick again. She was afraid to even open her eyes fearing she might throw up or pass out. Though she hated feeling so helpless and knowing everyone had been taking care of her.
Bianca waited for the room to stop spinning before she climbed down off the bed. That had been so high off the floor that you needed a step stool just to get into the bed. Everyone warned her to be careful and to take it slow. Which only made her that more irritated and snapped “If everyone could please….just take a step back and give me a few minutes please.” Bianca groaned and ran her hands through her hair and then down her chest. She brushed over her breasts feeling how big they seemed. Then went wide eyed as she cupped them and then looked down. “What the hell is going on here, I feel like they are going to explode or something. Then it is all wet here… I’m assuming by what I’ve read in the baby books this is breast milk and I’m extremely full.” Bonita handed over Sydney to Alex and leaned her hip against the bed next to Bianca.
Bonita made sure to keep her distance as she faced Bianca and explained it the best she could. “Honey yes it’s your body filling and or filled to the max with breast milk. Since you’ve been out of it we’ve been helping express the milk. For the twins to eat instead of giving them formula. Breast milk is the best source when they are infants and even more so when they’re premature.” Bianca did her best not to over react and just listened. When it came to how they were all helping to keep her children healthy and safe. While she was unconscious for almost a month. Bonita had kept talking but Bianca had stopped listening as visions in her mind played out scenes. Of them all hooking her to a breast pump and pumping milk from her while she was unconscious. She finally stepped off the stool and let her feet touch the ground for the first time in weeks. “I’m going to do this alone if you don’t mind, so please give me a chance to do it” she whispered in such a low tone. She wasn’t even sure if anyone had heard her.
It took Bianca a couple of minutes to stand up straight and get her balance. Before she could walk herself to the bathroom. She took her time as she slowly walked across the massive room and into the bathroom closing the door. Finally making it to the shower she started to cry and scold herself “FUCK I can’t be a mother I have no idea what I’m doing…” the pjs she had been wearing hit the floor making her feel better to be naked. The shower had made her feel 10x better and relaxed her to the point of crying more as she sat on the built in bench. “God this feels amazing but at the same time awful with the pressure from my breasts” she whispered as she cupped her breasts and watched as the milk came out. The weakness and tired feeling hit again making her feel helpless. It had made her even more pissed off that she had been in a bed for a month.
The events had started to flash in her mind again as she finished washing up. She was trying to find the strength to face the little group of people. That had formed just outside the bathroom in the bedroom. “I guess this is what PTSD is all about and what happens after you’ve been shot. Then put into early labor because of psycho mother. Then again I could have just left her to die, but no had to carry her lifeless body in my arms. To try and keep myself and my unborn children safe.” The anger started to rise again in her chest. She wanted to hit something so bad to the point she collapsed to the shower floor.
Bianca watched as blood ran down the drain and she started to panic. She was trying to find enough strength to call out for someone to help her. When she couldn’t get up off the floor. “Umm someone anyone can you please come in here please and you might want to call the Dr.” Bianca cried out as loud as she could. Nevaeh came running in “You alright angel?” Bianca just kept her eyes focused on the blood clots. That kept coming out from between her legs. “I—I have blood clots coming from my vagina” she whispered as she looked weakly up at Nevaeh. Nevaeh opened the shower door and climbed in with her after tearing off her clothes. “You’re fine angel I promise it’s normal clotting after having a vaginal birth and you had twins. Dr. said there could be blood clots, and that it’s due to your uterus contracting back to its normal size” she whispered as she took Bianca in her arms after picking her up off the floor.