Book 2 Bianca's Revenge: Chapter 41

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Subject: “Carmella”
So you found out my name congrats…..but that doesn’t make up for what happened today and the way you flipped out… I just don’t think I can have anything else to do with you… which fucking breaks my heart because…ugh just never mind I just don’t want to go down this road. To be honest with you I’m truly scared of you right now, I don’t know how you can just hit your mother the way you did… and I saw what I assume you did to Nevaeh’s face….. so I guess this is good bye, but here are some great replacements for you and the twins. I hope that you find everything you’re looking for out of life, you deserve everything your heart desires. I’ll never forget you, your family, friends and most of all your beautiful children!
-Carmella O’Brien (xoxox)

Bianca couldn’t believe it “A letter a fucking letter, not just something she could say to my face…?” she muttered as she quickly replied since the twins were fussing for
her attention.

Subject: “I understand”
My beautiful CARMELLA what can I say to you that would make you understand even a fraction…. But when all is said and done I can’t take back what you witnessed and I’m sorry… God am I’m sorry and I do understand your worry because the truth is sometimes I’m scared of myself. The good thing is that you’ve left just in time and at least I won’t have to worry about your safety since you will no longer be hanging around. As for the list of Drs. I’m not going to use any of them but thank you for it anyways. I’ve already chose a Dr a couple of weeks ago and the twins new Dr I left up to my grandfather. I already sent my records over and the twins records will stay here for the new Dr. Who comes Monday for the twins 4 month check-up and round of shots. On a more personal note I’m just glad I got to hold you, kiss you love you even if it was only for a night. I will cherish you and that memory forever. I’ll make sure to keep you alive in the eyes of Syd and Princess Victoria. I know they are little but they “Love” you and well I should probably end this letter before I change my mind and chase you ‘til the of time…. And if you ever want to see the twins without me around you have mama’s # and the Eagletons too. I’d contact the Eagletons first just to keep you safe… ok
All my love
Bianca Patrone (xoxoxox)

Bianca got up and turned everything off as she headed to bed and her now quiet children. “Well at least they are settled down” she whispered as she entered the room. To her surprise the twins were being held by Mama and Nevaeh being fed. “So you all having a good old time in here?” Bianca smiled as she passed them and into the bathroom to get ready for bed. A few minutes later Bianca rejoined them taking Sydney from mama as he started to fuss knowing she was close to him. Mama kissed them all and left the room. “Oh mama make sure I’m up by no later than 7 am I have a lot to do tomorrow” Bianca whispered as she took her seat in the glider. Mama agreed to make sure to have her up at 7am if she wasn’t up already on her own. Bianca, the twins and Nevaeh were now alone with the woman very aware of one another. “I’m sorry sweetness about earlier I just really lost it and I shouldn’t have used you as an outlet. So I hope you forgive me I’d hate for you to leave without us making up…” Bianca said as she rocked her son and fed him the rest of his bottle.

25 mins later both Sydney and Victoria were fed, changed and now ready for bed. “You can leave Victoria in her onesie they both get pretty hot during the night” Bianca said as she placed Sydney in his crib and waited for Nevaeh to place Victoria next to him. Once the twins were fast asleep Nevaeh took Bianca by her hands. She led her to the bed and sat down on the edge and then had Bianca sit on her lap. “Angel I understand anger and flipping out trust me. I’m sorry I wasn’t here when Marco called” Nevaeh said as she ran her fingers up and down Bianca’s spine with soft circles. Bianca arched her back and as her hair almost reached the floor. Nevaeh grabbed the back of it and giving it a little tug. “Oh no you didn’t…” Bianca said with a hot breathed whispered that enveloped the both of them. Bianca got up quickly and faced Nevaeh “No more of this… you are now in a relationship. I don’t believe in cheating… don’t even say anything about what I used to do. Because that is not who I am anymore nor did I want to be that way…” Bianca whispered when Nevaeh gave her a “oh really look”. Nevaeh didn’t take Bianca’s advice and took off her clothes and got into bed. Bianca turned and went to the door and locked it turning out the rest of the lights. She was fighting her own demands as she climbed into bed with nothing on. She tried her best to say no. “This doesn’t mean anything I just need to feel you next to me one last time…” Bianca whispered. Nevaeh understood and left everything up to Bianca who did what she said she’d do nothing. She curled up next to Nevaeh and finally fell asleep. Nevaeh held on to her tight not wanting to ever have to let her go. She knew that they couldn’t stay in a relationship that wasn’t every going to go anywhere.

7am came quickly and Bianca had already been awake for a few hours. Since Nevaeh left to go to catch her early flight to Europe. Bianca’s phone buzzed as the alarm went off and she got up and turned it off. “Good God what is with these text messages?” she whispered as she looked down to see her phone lit up with messages. There were 20 text messages 5 from Alex 3 from Tyler 5 from Bonita 2 from Breann 1 from Nevaeh and 2 from Mr. Grayson and 2 from Brandon. Bianca didn’t feel like dealing with anyone’s BS and put her phone back down and finished getting ready for her day. 45 mins later Bianca was refreshed from a shower but still a little sexually frustrated. Since she had to handle things herself, she was dressed within minutes. Then ready to care for the twins who would be waking any minute. Bianca exited the bathroom and immediately knew the twins where no longer in the room. Since she didn’t hear them and the bedroom door was cracked open. “What the hell” she yelled and in ran mama with Victoria in her arms. Bianca calmed quickly “I’m good now, Goodness mama you scared me” she said as she hugged and kissed them both. Mama smiled “You were in the shower and Alex and Bonita called. They said they would all be arriving at 9:30am for the self-defense courses” mama whispered softly as she knew Bianca was still panicked.

Bianca smiled “Yes I set up the classes but I wanted it done at the gym not the house. I’m not sure why they are all coming here I need to stop it before they come. This is my safe place and rather keep people at bay..” 15 mins later Bianca called Alex cell reaching him just in time and putting a stop to it and re-directing everyone to the gym. “Ok no problem B relax it’s not a big deal and I’m re-directing as we speak” Alex said. Bianca took a big sigh of relief and finally hung up just as the doorbell rang. Bianca was back on edge again as she exited her bedroom. She found Bonita walking through the front door, and her mother walking into the kitchen. “Good morning” Bianca said as her mother passed and just kept her head down still. She was feeling all types of feelings from the night before. The twins where being fed by Mama on the couch and now Bonita. Who joined to help in the feedings to help relieve some stress. “Well I guess I’ll pump for a bit since I’m full to the rim and they’re being taken care of. Then I’ll head out to the gym for the first course. I also want them trying a bit of baby cereal in their milk today. So after that bottle and if they’re still hungry add a bit of cereal to the milk please” Bianca said as she slowly leaned down. Then kissed the twins before taking her seat to pump. Mama promised to get them to try the cereal with the next round of bottles. “Bianca did you talk to your mother yet this morning? It would be a good idea that the two of you talk. Maybe even offer to take her with to the class” mama said in a tone Bianca knew she really had no choice.