Book 2 Bianca's Revenge: Chapter 50

6 hours later she was back on solid ground and walking from where she jumped out of the plane and found the black town car waiting. She became more shaky as she grew closer and had to stop a couple of times. “UGH… I can’t believe I missed so much…graduation, my children’s life who are now 8 ½ months old.. I don’t even know how to go back.. will they remember me?” she said as she got just steps away from the car. The driver-body guard was waiting and as he tried to take her bag she got in his face and told him to back off. “I got it, I’ve been out here alone doing my thing and didn’t need anyone to hold a bag for me… so get your ass back in the driver’s seat please” she said. She stepped up closer to the car and looked at herself in the blacked out windows seeing herself for the first time in months. “Man I’m ripped, I really didn’t think I was this changed physically and well umm ya mentally..” she thought to herself as she was about to climb into the back of the car.
A minute later she backed up away from the car finding it to enclosed for her liking as she had not been in a car in a while but had been in some very small places recently not able to get out. Bianca backed up and away from the car and paced the middle of the street watching the security detail whisper into his coat. He had relayed some type of message to whoever it was on the other end. “Geeze would you stop talking in that damn thing I’ll be fine..” she said as she came back to the car and slowly opened the back door again just as another car pulled up next to them. She wasn’t sure why, but her instinct told her to open the back door and as she did she could not believe who it was. The one person who truly made the electricity in her body ignite like a wildfire.

Bianca felt like she was about to die where she stood as Carmella just stared at her not saying a word almost like if it were a dream, or a trap of some sort. “Dr. O’Brien…ummm Carmella” she whispered to herself waiting for Carmella to say something to prove it wasn’t a dream. Bianca slowly got in and told the driver and security detail to wait a second before he got back in so that she could have a word with the good Dr. in private. Bianca closed the door and slowly turned to face Dr. O’Brien as she put her hair up into a ponytail since she was now starting to sweat. Once her hair was up she rubbed her sweaty palms down her sweat pants “Car….mella.. umm no Dr. O’Brien… I’m not sure what you are doing here… It’s really not safe to be seen with me or my family, but also confused on how you knew that I’d be here” she confessed.

A minute later Bianca slowly moved to try and get out of O’Brien’s car but was unable to get the door open even though the door lock was up. The 2nd car drove away quickly with Bianca’s bag inside which only made her that more angry and determined to get out. The driver started to slowly move and all Bianca could do was stay to her-self and pray that Carmella would do the same. Bianca looked from Carmella to the driver and then back out the window. She was trying to pay attention where they were going. The driver shook his head as Bianca and his eyes met once more making her more frustrated than ever. The electricity got more intense between Bianca and Carmella. To the point they were both pulling at their own clothes to keep from touching one another or saying anything.

Bianca hoped and prayed the driver would drive faster. “Mr. Addison Sir please take me where ever Bianca is going because I’d feel much safer.. and our discussion has not even begun yet…” O’Brien said as she looked to Bianca to the driver seeing the unspoken words clearly. Carmella took a few deep breaths and finally turned to Bianca and asked “Look at me please..” Bianca immediately obliged with turning to face Carmella. Then all she wanted to do was wrap her arms around her. Carmella scooted closer to Bianca and put her hand on her big thick muscular thigh “Wow…Ummmm Bianca… You asked me why I was here and all I can say right now is. That ummm shoot this isn’t going to sound good but here we go. The minute I got your email 3 ½ months ago I just figured it was some type of joke. Then when your grand-papa called a month in a half later begging me to come to the house right away. To check on the twins, which both had come down with the chicken pox and very sick.. they are both great now though so not to worry. Then your grand-papa and mama told me what was going on I felt really bad. Sydney had called me again before he left again and begged me to just stay close. To just be here for Syd and Viki if needed. So what was I supposed to say when they are my world pretty much since the day they were born…” she stopped and tried to reach for Bianca again. Only after she had moved her leg and turned away from Carmella.

Bianca pulled back again when Carmella had completely unbuckled and got closer reaching for Bianca to comfort her. “Please don’t it has been 3 ½ - 4 months of being untouched. In a way I was used to and I’d never want to hurt you…” Bianca whispered as she faced Carmella for a brief moment before turning back to face the road. “Mr. Addison here is a question… who is all at mama’s? I’m not really up for a home coming so if you could just relay that message. Then have mama let everyone know I’m back safe and then take me in the back way to my own home please. I just need time to… umm get back into the swing of things and you know what I’m talking about..” Bianca said as she kept her eyes on the road. She did not want to look him in the eye knowing he’d be able to see the fear.

35 minutes later Mr. Addison dropped Bianca and Carmella off at her house and escorted them inside before heading to the study and to the main command center. Bianca threw her things in the wash before heading to the bar for water and scotch. She planted a seat on her now uncovered furniture. “Thank you for everything you’ve done for us. I don’t know what I’d do if anything ever happened to you… I…. ugh no I can’t do this I’m way too tired and need to soak my broken ribs and bruised body parts” Bianca whispered as she downed her scotch and water. She slowly got up off the couch with assistance from Carmella even though she tried to refuse and make her leave. Carmella ran Bianca a hot bath as she needed one to relieve the stress. Along with some aches and pains and let Bianca get ready for it. Carmella exited the bathroom to find Bianca nude in her closet and could now see why Bianca didn’t want her to touch her. She gasped and went to Bianca’s side as she was taking off the ace bandage. That she had wrapped around her bruised and fractured ribs. “Good God…” Carmella whispered and Bianca put her robe on as quickly as she could. “I’m sorry you had to see me like this, but trust me I’ve been through worse” Bianca said. She put her hands up to touch Carmella’s face and then pulled back. Carmella frowned but stayed quiet not wanting to upset Bianca more then she already was. “Carmella you now who and what I am so again I just… I don’t know what you want…” Bianca whispered as she stepped around her and went to the bathroom.

Bianca was just submerging into the water and relaxing her head against the bath pillow as the bathroom door slowly opened. A few seconds later Carmella stood behind the old fashioned claw tub. That Bianca just had to have that sat directly in the middle of the bathroom. She slowly leaned down as she softly ran her fingertips through Bianca’s hair. Bianca immediately stopped her with a tight grip on Carmella’s hands. The moment Carmella gasped Bianca slowly let go and sighed through gritted teeth. “I…I’m sorry… see that’s what I’m talking about… I’ve been gone to long and learning to fight and protect myself from the littlest touch.. and now I’m home and can’t even bare to be touched” Bianca whispered softly into the air. Bianca heard Carmella’s bare feet go across the floor as she kept her eyes closed. All she wanted to do was grab Carmella and stop her. She wanted to be able to be gentle and love someone, not just anyone but her the one she had longed for. The next thing Bianca felt was that the tub water got higher. As she opened her eyes she found a very sexy Carmella slowly sitting down into the tub. Bianca sat straight up and put her hands up to get Carmella to stop where she was. “I’m just not ready…. Trust me beautiful I want nothing more to do then wrap my arms around you and to never let you go. I just don’t think you’re ready and I’m not sure I’m even ready..” Bianca whispered softly.

Bianca waited for Carmella to stop coming at her but when she didn’t she slowly sat back and laid her head back down. Bianca’s heart raced and pumped as Carmella straddled over her thighs. At least the best she could in a tub that Bianca had specially made to fit her life style. “We’ll take it slowly honey just take a deep breath, I’m not leaving and I’ll help you through this..” Carmella whispered close to her ear. Bianca shivered as Carmella’s breath touched her ear and neck. “I’m not sure you and…um have the time to…” Bianca whispered and she took a deep gulp of air in. “Ok now honey I’m going to slowly put my hands on your shoulder and work my way down slow” Carmella said as she grabbed the wash cloth and body wash.

1 ½ hours later Bianca was fully relaxed, but still not ready to touch Carmella afraid she might hurt her in some way. Bianca was exhausted, sore and as Carmella helped her out of the tub. Then into bed naked like she had wanted and followed right up into it with her. Bianca wasn’t sure they should be sleeping together in the same bed since she knew she could wake up in a nightmare and thrashing around. “Carmella…. I’d love for you to stay, but for your own safety I’m thinking you should choose another room. Or at least take the bed while I take the couch, or even the floor. Trust me I’ve changed since the last time we did this.. the difference now is that I have nightmares at times that can get pretty violent” she whispered. It didn’t take long for Bianca to fall asleep and not to long after that waking up in a ball, shaking and sweating. Carmella slowly got off the bed and went to Bianca’s side of the bed and turned on the bedside table light. “Bianca honey you’re ok just listen to my voice, I’m calm and you’re safe. I promise just listen to the sound of my voice…” Carmella whispered softly.