Book 2: Bianca's Revenge: Chapter 13
Mama looked up at her husband and shook her head to him agreeing that seeing the twins would be just what she needed. “Yes, honey he’s going to go and grab them” she promised. Nevaeh slowly passed Sydney over first and then Victoria after changing them and getting them ready for their feeding time. Sydney got closer and slowly laid them both down on the bed in front of Bianca. Who was now sitting up on her own with mama still sitting close by. Bianca thanked them, but didn’t make eye contact feeling if she did, she might pass out again. “Where’s my cell, the breast pump bag, and if umm if someone could get me a tall glass of water, please.” She asked nicely and watched as Nevaeh left the room to get what Bianca had asked for and crying hating that she had to see Bianca so lost.
Bianca lost it the moment Nevaeh had left the room not able to hold in the emotions she was feeling and the overload that came from it all. Sydney stayed and sat behind mama quietly and mama tried her hardest to explain. “It’s complicated Bianca and I promise over the next few months to a year you’ll know everything” she promised knowing that Bianca was feeling so many different things at that moment. Nevaeh walked back into the room and Bianca put up her hands. “Alright enough for now my brain and breasts are about to explode” she whispered not wanting to hear anything else for the time being. Mama smiled and said one last thing before Bianca started on breast feeding the twins “You have to get at least 4oz or more from each breast before breast feeding just to be safe since you had the wine.”
Bianca shook her head as she cleaned herself with a wipe and attached each cup to her breast and pushed the button. “Ugh… that will get you every time…” she jumped as the pump took on suction. Everyone in the room burst into laughter which caused the twins to get startled and start whaling and freaking out as if someone was hurting them. Bianca downed her water and tried to put everything into prospective as she let the breast pump do its job. “I’m just trying to wrap my head around everything that is happening in my life all at once” she said to herself. As she calmed her twins down and changed their now wet diapers again before feeding them. “Hello… to Bianca….. anyone there” Nevaeh said softly as she snapped her fingers. Bianca finally made eye contact and focused on everyone in the room. “What… umm sorry was thinking” she muttered wishing everyone would just give her time to think and be alone.
Nevaeh put the phone in her hand before walking away to give her privacy. “It’s Tyler on the phone” she said with the roll of her eyes. Bianca gave a chuckle as she rolled her eyes and gripped the phone tight in her hand. “Hello….” was about all she could get out before Tyler started yelling. “Where have you been? I’ve called 10x my parents even called…. You’ve got us freaking out over here..” Bianca pulled the phone away from her ear and let Tyler finish due to she was just too tired to argue. “Tyler calm down please I’m where I said I’d be, at mama’s…. shit give me a minute” she said as she sat the phone on the bed next to her and stopped the pump looking at the now full bottles. “Oh, damn 8oz on each side, I guess better to be safe than sorry” she let out a giggle that rang through the room.
Bianca sat everything on the side table next to her and picked the phone back up when she heard Tyler screaming out her name. “Ok, Ok Tyler chill, I was just finishing up pumping sooo sorry” she said with a little sarcasm in her tone. Tyler finished screaming and finally took a break giving Bianca perfect timing to speak. “Ty it’s not like you didn’t know where I’d be, and the kids are fine. I fell asleep and there are enough adults here to attend to “MY” children” she emphasized on “MY” making sure Tyler understood. “It’s late and they need to be fed here soon so I think I’ll be here for the night..” she finished up. Not a second later Tyler was at it again yelling and trying to make things even worse. “It’s 8pm and they are “NOT” just your children…” “You know what Tyler your right hold on one min..” Bianca said as she passed the phone to mama. “Can you speak to him please and calm him and if you’re ok with it maybe the Eagletons can stop by and say goodnight to the twins?” Bianca said and smiled as mama shook her head “Yes”. She finally took the phone and headed out of the room to give Bianca some privacy. Mama had talked to Tyler and calmed him down all while Bianca, the twins, Nevaeh and her grandfather Sydney sat in the nursery. “I’m not really sure how to take all this in Mr… ummm” she left the question up in the air. “You can call me Dr. Patrone, pop, grand….” Bianca put up her hand. “Ok thank you Dr. Patrone I think I that’ll be good for now just have to get a hang of all this new life you know…” she said as she grabbed the feeding pillow.
Grabbing one baby at a time Bianca got them settled into their spots and one at a time latched on for what she hoped wouldn’t be another long feeding that drained her. Sydney was always the one to be latched on first since he was more demanding taking very much after his father and Victoria calmer like herself. 45 minutes passed and the doorbell rang making Bianca’s body tense up with the fact that she was so exhausted. She just wanted to be left alone with her children for the rest of the evening. She was happy that the twins had already finished eating and calm again and ready to see their father and grandparents. Bianca got to her feet with them both in her arms when she could hear their voices and left the room.
Around the corner from the room was the large family room there stood the room full of not only her family that never existed until recently and now her children’s father and grandparents’ looking like it was a normal day. Before she could greet them, they were concerned and coming at her. “Oh, dear Bianca you look exhausted honey” “Oh yes you should be resting…” Alex and Bonita both commented at the same time. Bianca shrugged it off and handed the twins to them and went to the kitchen giving them time to love on their grandchildren. “I can’t ever catch a break… I need to do something I just don’t know what” she said to herself as she went straight for the fridge for some leftovers hoping she’d find something that looked good.
Bianca was just taking the food out of the microwave when Nevaeh, Mama and her grandfather Dr. Patrone entered the kitchen. “Ty and his parents want to know if it’d be alright if they bathe the twins before bed? They wanted to checked with you” Mama said as she grabbed Bianca some milk to go along with her very rich food she had decided on. Bianca thanked mama for the milk “That’s fine doesn’t matter what I want or need anyways never has and looks like it never will matter..” Bianca was in no mood to argue and just wanted the day to be over already. Bianca didn’t say another word just stopped before she broke down again and decided on a mental shut down was better and finished eating. She had stayed in that state until she was completely finished with her food, drank the last of her milk even though she had everyone talking around her and she just ignored it.
Bianca cleaned up her plate and slowly turned and stared blankly at the people in the kitchen. “Can you look after the twins for a bit? If not, I can have the Eagletons take them home with them….” Mama stopped her before she could finish “They’ll be fine here honey, but where are you going?” she asked, Bianca shrugged and left the room. A few minutes later Bianca found Alex, Bonita, and Tyler bathing Victoria and Sydney. “Excuse me for a moment please…” she said as she entered the master bath. They all looked at her and stared “I just wanted to say bye and tell you all that the twins and I will be here for a couple of days. I’m stepping out for a minute and expect you to leave the twins here when you leave. I’ll only be gone about an hour or less” she promised.