Book 2 Bianca's Revenge: Chapter 39

25 minutes later mama had finally got Bianca to calm down as they walked out of the gym. Just as Nevaeh came running in and picking Bianca up off her feet. “Angel….. I’m so sorry… geez…” Nevaeh gasped into her ear. She didn’t care that Bianca was drenched in sweat and still shaking from not fear but anger. Mama left them and went back to the family and once she had left Bianca un-wrapped her legs from Nevaeh. Then she back handed her with built up anger towards so many things. The moment it happened, Bianca went stiff and started to feel a little guilty. Yet she stayed steel and feeling righteous in her action. She felt like somehow now was the time to get things on track to keep the ones she cared about at a distance so they’d stay safe. Bianca stood up straight and ready for a real fight. When Nevaeh came towards her with a bloodied up lip and a stone look on her face. Bianca didn’t know what to think or expect and even parts of her hoped. That Nevaeh would spar with her even if it were for a moment. Nevaeh got close enough but kept her hands to herself with her eyes closed. “I’m sorry angel for everything…. if you need me to tell you everything I know I will..” Nevaeh whispered. Bianca took off her wet tank and wiped off her sweat. She then used the damp towel to wipe off the blood from Nevaeh’s lip. “I’m sorry sweetness, I just hate games… or whatever this is that you and my mothers parents are keeping from me. Ahhh you’ve known about this whole thing for..?” She asked in a demanding tone.
15 mins later and still angry as all hell Bianca tried to get herself more presentable. She headed back upstairs after Nevaeh left her to head upstairs first. Bianca went straight to the kitchen and grabbed the bourbon off the bar shelf and didn’t bother with a glass as she chugged it down. Anastasia came in looking to warm up bottles finding Bianca downing the liquor. Then as she tried to be a mother for the first time and placing her hands lovingly on her daughters should she almost immediately regretted it. “Don’t ever fucking touch me again, and I hope you know this is all your fault. I wish you would have died..!” Bianca screamed and slapped her mother in the face.

The last thing Bianca saw was Alex man handling her and taking her out the back door. Before she got her children even more upset with the her screaming. Once her feet were back on solid ground she pushed Alex away from her. “Not sure why you took me out of the house, but you and your family can fuck off and leave me alone…” Bianca said as she downed the rest of the bourbon in the bottle. Bianca started to pace a little area of the backyard. As she started to calm her racing heart she started to laugh as she realized that she had no tank top on. She was in just her sports bra and boy shorts the noticed Alex was still out on the back porch and watching her. “Alex please do me a favor please I need the breast pump from the house so either let me go back in or bring it to me please….” she demanded.
Alex eyed her with a serious look as she got closer and knowing she was a lot calmer. So he took her arm and led her back in the house. Bianca went straight to her room and cleaned up with a cool shower and down time to herself to get herself together. Another hour passed and she finally felt she was safe to be around people without flipping out. She left her room heading into the living room. “I just want to apologize to everyone here and well…. Not really sure what else to say or what you all might be looking to hear but that’s all I have to offer” she said as she saw everyone except Dr. O’Brien in the room. Alex, Bonita, Tyler, and Maggie all got up off the couch and hugged her telling her everything was going to be alright. Bianca saw that her twins were sleeping in their bouncy chair’s instead of their swings and started to tear up all over again. Mama stepped into the room and everyone sat down as mama got closer. With Anastasia next to her with Bianca giving them both a “fuck off now” look. “Where is Dr. O’Brien…” Bianca whispered as she finally realized she wasn’t there after taking a look around the room. Bianca took off back down stairs to the lab hoping she’d find O’Brien. It is what she did find but found her placing the last few things in her bag and heading towards the back exit.

A second later Bianca was panicking trying to figure out what she could say to make sure stay, but all that came out was “Hey…. Ummm are you leaving?” and gasped when she knew the answer without really needing to ask. Dr. O’Brien turned and had a stone look on her face and just shook her head “Yes”. “So you don’t even want to hear me out? I mean I know you really shouldn’t be this involved as you are so…. I guess the only way to keep you out of harm’s way is to…. Let… you go!” Bianca said as she stood in the door way. O’Brien waited until Bianca moved from the door way. At 1st Bianca didn’t want to move, but saw that O’Brien began to shake with fear that was also in her eyes. Bianca immediately moved away from the door and kept her head down. As O’Brien moved passed her she put out her hand and brushed it along O’Brien’s. O’Brien was about ½ way down the hall when Bianca called out “I’m sorry I frightened you and I wish there was a way to take it back. I guess now you see me for who and what I really am… I will make sure mama gets you all your money. Then have someone either bring you cash or a check.. it’s whatever you want Carmella…” Bianca saw her keep walking even after she called out her real name until she couldn’t see her any longer.
Bianca ran after her thinking the name on the list she had was wrong, but knew it wasn’t when she yelled it out again “Carmella… please.” Bianca made it to the elevator at the back exit and watched as the doors opened. Carmella didn’t get in right away, but instead turned around. “I’ll stay right here…Please just tell me good bye and tell me…. I don’t know… I just need to hear your voice” Bianca said as O’Brien slowly let the door close without her inside. Bianca felt hopeful for a brief moment, but when Carmella finally said something all it was, was “Bye and you’re right” at least that’s what Bianca made it out to be. Bianca wanted to run after her and hold her but as she took a step closer. The doors opened once more and this time Carmella was inside them and holding her hands up.

Bianca cried her eyes out as she waited a good 10 minutes before she went back up to her family. She found everyone still up in the living room that she had left when she went to find Carmella. Bianca sat quietly on the floor next to her children. Who were beginning to stir from their afternoon nap and put their nuks in their mouths until she could get their bottles ready. She did not want to breast feed for the rest of the day. Bianca was about to get back up to retrieve diapers and bottles but was surprised. To find Maggie walking up with everything she needed. “Awww thank you Maggie, you really didn’t have to do that… again I’m sorry for that ummm what has taken place in the last few hours” she said. As Maggie got down on the floor in front of her. She took Sydney out and got him changed while Bianca got Victoria ready. A few minutes later Sydney and Victoria were now both ready for a bottle. Bianca let Maggie help giving Sydney his and Bianca giving Victoria hers. Maggie didn’t seem to be frighten even though everyone else seemed to still be on edge. They were not even sure what Bianca might say or do. “Mommy is so sorry she went a little nuts earlier. I promise you’ll never have to see that again…” she whispered as she stroked each of their little hands and relaxed a little more.

45 minutes later Bianca passed Victoria off to Bonita, while Maggie passed Sydney off to Tyler. She then helped one another up off the floor. “Thanks again for your help and not being frightened unlike the rest of these people here… I swear I’m not usually like this, just have a lot going on…” she whispered to Maggie. Maggie hugged her like she knew in some way of her own what Bianca was going through. Bianca turned to face Alex “Alex I’m going to need your help for about a good hour if you could please down stairs” she said as she walked towards her bedroom and Alex followed close behind. An hour later Alex had helped Bianca move what she wanted moved to her new home. Then told her over and over that he didn’t want her staying there alone. Bianca had finally had enough of everyone telling her what to do and how to live. “Well Alex it’s really not up to you or your decision. I expect you to keep Ty and everyone oblivious to my house here. Because it’s private and a safe place for me and “MY” innocent children. They are all I have and all I need so please just let me have that ok… I want everyone to stay safe. So the less everyone knows about this place the better. So as long as no one knows that we are out here we’ll be fine and safer. Then if we were out where people know where others live” Bianca said as her and Alex rejoined the family and decided Bianca was right. So he got him and his family on their way for the time being.