Chapter 90: More Wants and Information
Bianca was exhausted by weeks end, school was out but now she had even more to do. On top of everything the dead girl who they were doing a second autopsy on hadn’t been finished, but they had now ruled it as a homicide. Dr. Paxton had asked her for some extra help for the next week or so, even though school was out. Bianca agreed due to it wouldn’t hurt having some extra credits for college. Bianca had finished out her Friday with running the trails at the gym and target practice, with Ms. Lincolnwood had decided to step back and give Bianca her space. She wanted to be if nothing else friends with Bianca and if there was anything she could do to let her know it. Bianca was happy to as least have someone understand and just back up and give her some breathing room. “Ms. Lincolnwood I’m really flattered that you find me…um…shit I really don’t care what people see in me I’m one fucked up person right now…. OMG wait is that what it is?” Bianca asked and before Ms. Lincolnwood could even give her an answer she was out of the gym without a shower and in the truck flying out of the parking lot.
Bianca sped off and didn’t know exactly where she was going just knew she needed to be somewhere where no one wanted something from her. She still had about 2 hours to kill, but knew it would be shorter due to she didn’t get a chance to shower at the gym before she left. 10 minutes later she found herself in mama’s driveway and not really sure why she went there. “Does it make me that weak of a person? Do I just have fucked up written across my forehead?” she thought as she sat in her truck in the driveway of Mrs. Mamas. A short while later Mrs. Mama was at her side window “Darlin’ are you ok?” and as Bianca looked over and down, she had tears running down her face. Mama helped her with her door and as soon as she was out of the truck mama took her in her arms. “Shhh baby girl, come inside and tell me what’s going on!” she asked of her. Bianca followed along and had her gym bag in hand as they walked up the walkway.
Once inside Bianca broke down and fell to the floor in tears “What is wrong with me? that makes me everyone so attracted to me, obsessed, or just plain fucking crazy over me? Do I have one fucked up bitch written all over my body?” She just kept rambling on and on, Mama got down to the floor with her “I’m a pretty old fart and you’ve got me on the floor with you baby girl” she sighed. Mama just held her tight and once the crying was over Bianca grew angry and frustrated again which is where she rather be than vulnerable. Mama decided to change the subject and asked “you need a shower? I see you’ve been doing something, workout wise and I can smell the gun powder on you.” Bianca was shocked and finally looked up at Mama. “Yes, shower would be great, and I’ve only got about an hour and a half before I need to get home and to the office. For the appointments I have and the clients that will be coming.” Mama stiffened and waited until Bianca got up “Now help this old lady up would you please?” she begged and smiled as she tried to get to her feet.
Bianca helped Mama to her feet and apologized for going all crazy and breaking down on her and on the floor of her house. Mama hugged her tight. “Honey you can do it any time, now go shower and when you get out I’ll have some water or iced tea ready or both!” Bianca smiled “both please and thank you” she whispered as she went into the direction of the bathroom. 10 minutes later Bianca was refreshed and out of the shower finding her way back to the kitchen for the water and iced tea. She found Mama at the table waiting patiently but looked like she had something on her mind. Bianca sat down slowly with her aching body from all the activities and clients she had seen all week, and Mama still didn’t say anything right away. Just let Bianca get comfortable before looking at Bianca a few minutes later. “You know you have enough money to leave, and you can always stay here until you can get out of town” she said as she watched Bianca over her tea glass. Mama prayed that she could get through to the young woman who she had seen at her almost worst she was sure.
Bianca starred blankly out of the window “I want my mother with me too, I don’t want to feel the way I do inside when I think I can just leave without her but can’t.” Mama grabbed her hand “Honey, she won’t ever leave this life trust me I’ve….” Mama stopped and got up and went to the fridge. Bianca knew she had more to say, and mama had wanted her to come over again during the weekend so she could tell her it all, but also knew it was a good time than any to get it all out of the way. Bianca waited and waited, and Mama never finished what she was going to say, until mama came back to the table and brought with her a nice pasta salad for the two of them. Bianca ate it slowly and numbly do to she was just feeling so much and didn’t know what to do with it anymore. 15 minutes later they were both done eating and still sitting silently together. “I wanted you to stop by this week so I could explain some things to you about all the papers you had signed” Mama said as she sipped her tea slowly at the same time as watching Bianca.
Bianca took a deep breath and sighed, “I have enough to deal with Mama and I hope it’s nothing crazy to push me over the edge.” Mama laughed and looked into Bianca’s eyes “I’ve left everything to you in my will, the house the money, and the business.” Bianca’s eyes grew big and she almost passed out “what are you talking about Mama you’ve got children leave it to them” Bianca said as she rose from her chair and began to pace the kitchen floor. Mama got up from the table and grabbed Bianca and drew her into her arms. “I need to show you something downstairs then maybe you’ll understand.” Once in the 2nd basement beneath the home office mama pulled both office chairs up to the computer monitors and pulled out a wireless keyboard and mouse. Something that was like nothing she’d ever seen before, and she was into all the new shit around. Bianca just kept rocking back and forth in her chair “What the fuck….” She just kept whispering to herself. A few seconds later mama had picture after picture up on the screen of Bianca from the time she was a baby until that exact moment.
Mama slowly turned to another computer monitor and this time they were pictures of her mother as a child and up until that moment, there was another child in a few photos and Bianca just didn’t understand. Bianca just starred at the photos and tried to process “S—so you have been watching not just me, but my mother too?” Bianca couldn’t hold still anymore so she got up and paced the floor needing to keep moving her limbs. Mama rolled in her chair to face Bianca “Darlin’ I’ve been watching you and your mother because you are my family at least of what I have left.”
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