The Permission
*Chapter 53*
"Just as you assume, my siren. He confides with the slaves while you are away," Carlos, one of my watchers, said when he was reporting while I was leaning to the post of my bed.
I walked to him and compelled him to look at me. "How about my watchers and servants? How about you? Have you fallen for his scheme?" I asked as I brushed my knuckles to Carlos' cheek.
"Yes, my siren. It is all according to your plan. We have confided in him just as your order."
"Good." I smiled. "Spend a night with me for your good report," I said with a seductive smile and turned my head at Frederick who was being tied up to the saltire cross and wearing a ball gag in his mouth. "I want this slave to suffer for misbehaving."
Carlos glanced at Frederick before he nodded and kissed my hand. "Yes, my siren. As you wish," he said with a smile.
Throughout the night, I made sure Frederick was watching me being pleasured by another man. I was truthful in my words to punish him. As soon as we got home, I already tied him up while I tied knots to his body. He must be thankful that I didn't decide to use the whip with wolfsbane. I just wanted to hurt him and his wolf.
Just remembering back in the Argenta that I spoke with Prince Atticus still infuriated me. To vex my anger, I bestowed them all to Frederick for three consecutive days.
"If only you're Prince Atticus, I shall bestow a heavy punishment," I said. "I am feeling melancholy since I only name you after him, darling. You must be grateful that I am a merciful goddess. I would have punished you severely just like before."
Frederick gasped in horror before he looked away. His eyes expressed that he was hurt. Not to me, but to his pathetic actions.
I released Frederick. After that, he bawled his eyes out. I only looked at him with a cold facade and didn't comfort him just as the time I did at Argenta. I ignored him even though my wolf was urging me to halt my madness and console Frederick already.
"A-Am I forgiven, my goddess?" Frederick asked through sobbing.
"Are you that hurt seeing me sleeping with another man?" He nodded. "How hurt are you really?" I sat on my bed and crossed my arms over my chest.
"Enough that I want to kill him... I felt like I was buried six feet below the ground where you are enjoying other men's touch... I am your mate who can satisfy you but because of me... Because of me, I failed you."
Stay strong, Novalie. Do not show mercy at Frederick. Yet. Do not be swooned at his cries and pleas. Yet. He must have understood already that he shouldn't have done what he did at the Argenta.
I didn't say anything which horrified Frederick. "My goddess, please..." He crawled to me. "Please forgive me... I will behave from now on... Please may your anger dissipate..."
I stayed silent which alarmed him more. His eyes were glistening with more tears.
"I promise!" he cried.
"Promises are meant to be broken." I snorted.
"T-Then what shall I do so you can forgive me?" he asked, pleading. "I-I will not act on my own accord without your permission, my goddess. Please forgive me... I shall not dare to make you angry again..."
I stared at him. My heart was already breaking as my wolf was raging inside me. Perhaps, I must forgive him already since three consecutive days of torturing our mate bond by sleeping with different men in front of him was enough to compensate for the anger I felt from Prince Atticus.
"Come here." I beckoned my hand.
He sniffed and hugged my waist while he was kneeling. "D-Does this mean... I am... forgiven?" he asked when I caressed his hair.
"Hush now, darling. I shall lift up your punishment." His face brightened up at my words. Sighing, I cupped his face and wiped his tears. "Do not repeat what you did there. You already know how I share my anger with someone. Are we clear this time, darling?"
He sniffed and nodded. "Yes, my goddess."
"Let's get to bed." I stood up and ordered him to stand up.
I gathered Frederick in my arms to calm him down from feeling the overwhelming emotion while I was silently envying him as I also wanted to be comforted. What happened back in the Argenta gave me a heavy emotion.
*Abomination.*
I resented the fifth prince so much I wanted to commit treason against the royal lycan family. This was why I couldn't contain my anger and vex it to Frederick when he dared to make an action that infuriated me.
He shouldn't have done that. I was already close to vexing my anger to the carriage but instead, I transferred it to him.
It was his fault that he shouldn't meddle in my business but he still did.
I looked down at the sleeping state of Frederick. He was my pathetic yet adorable slave who happened to be my mate. Thus, I was still yearning for him.
This annoying mate bond was making me struggle as it made me push to make Frederick my favorite concubine albeit I told myself that I had no favorites.
Ah, this made me feel more struggle than before.
Waking up at midnight, I found myself being in Frederick's arms. I looked up hearing his soft snore while his arms were tangled around me. My heart raced rapidly seeing him up close. I could even see him with the moonlight.
Even from this distance, his features were attractive. I envied this man. He really had flawless skin.
What a precious yet useless wolf creature..
I gently removed his arms but I earned a gasp when Frederick's arms tightened more. Also, I almost moaned when his hand moved to its own accord to reach for my piece of fabric that was covering the apex of my thighs. I turned at him and saw him still sleeping. Even his chest was in a normal breathing rhythm if a person was still sleeping.
"This man..." I shook my head.
I told him last night not to make an action that—I gasped and fell back to the bed when Frederick's skillful middle finger was gliding up and down as he pressed a little pressure on my clit.
I was panting and spread my legs. Damn it... This couldn't be...
Was Frederick dreaming of pleasuring me and he was acting thinking that—
"Novalie... You are... I am... really desiring you..."
My eyes widened when he spoke. He even dared to say my name without addressing me. But more to that, I bit my lower lip when he kept playing with my clit. "Frederick... Shit..." I moaned when he added more pressure when he touched it.
Then I felt him kissing my exposed shoulder. I was getting aroused each time he was pleasuring me.
"Darling..." I was about to wake him up to halt him when I gasped as his fingers entered inside of my garments. I held back my moan when he coated his fingers with my wetness by scooping it from my cunt up to my clit. "Oh god..." I closed my eyes in a pleasurable manner when his fingers moved from side to side. "That... That is so good..."
I started playing with my nipples by pulling down the straps of my nightgown. But I halted when Frederick rose and started latching one of my nipples while his other free hand was kneading the other one.
I moaned uncontrollably from the pleasure. This man... How could he easily find what pleases me?
"Darling..." Was he awake? He couldn't just move if he wasn't awake, right? This didn't happen before...
I held onto his shoulders when his fingers already hit the fast rhythm of having me close to my orgasm. I closed my eyes and bit my lower lip.
I was so close... so close to my orgasm...
Suddenly, Frederick gasped and distanced himself from me. "What..." He looked at me disoriented. His eyes widened at my position before he looked at his fingers that were coated with my wetness. He gasped from the realization. "P-Please forgive my insolence, my goddess!" he said, panicking.
I almost slapped my face when it hit me. He really was sleeping...
"Make me cum, darling. You cannot just leave me hanging here." I growled, feeling frustrated. I got up and held his chin when I smelled his intoxicating smell. "You started this so make it finish what you started," I warned.
"But... I acted on my own accord..." He looked at me, worried. He also looked frightened because I just forgave him and now he had done this.
I took his hands and placed them in my breasts so he could grope them. "Make me cum and please me," I commanded.
Hesitant, Frederick looked into my eyes to see if he was in danger or not. When he saw my lustful expression, he didn't hesitate to crash his lips into mine. Then he made me arch my back when he left my lips and trailed his lips down to my neck, stimulating me.
I moaned when he reached for my nipples with no hesitation. "Oh, goodness graciousness! Frederick... Your tongue is so fucking good..."
He sucked, licked, and flicked my nipples. Both of them... He was bestowing them with attention while his hands were on my back. I pushed his head more, closing my eyes. This was so good...
I halted him and made him look at me. "I changed my mind. Fuck me this time, darling. I want to feel your cock inside me." I'd been patient for months. I never had his cock inside me.
Frederick gasped and growled immaculately as his eyes glowed in desire and lust. "Yes, my goddess. I shall make you the happiest woman in bed," he said in his husky voice.
Frederick took his time to pleasure me. All I did was moan and groan in pleasure. He made sure that I was well stimulated and aroused before he reached down to my hips and spread my legs.
I was panting and nodded to bestow him a signal. "Fuck me, darling. Fuck me so hard that I wouldn't be able to feel my legs the next morning. Do it and do not hesitate to fuck your goddess."
His eyes widened in surprise. "R-Really, my goddess? Y-You are permitting me now?" I nodded.
With my answer, he surprised me with a torrid kiss which I responded to him back with the same fervor. I could feel his excitement now that I was allowing him to have his big cock inside me.
I knew that I already had enough torture for myself. Not that I was tired of his skillful hands and tongue, I also wanted to feel being fucked by Frederick. It wasn't the same if I was being fucked by another man. I want to feel how he could pleasure me with his cock that was always alive every time he was being punished and pleasured by me.
Frederick did his best to stimulate my whole body which was covered with our mixed sweats. He didn't bat an eye to kiss every inch of my body like he was worshipping me. I couldn't contain my moan every single time his hands and tongue joined forces to pleasure me.
It was so fucking good.
No doubt.
Bidding on him was not a wrong choice after all.
"My goddess, I don't think I can hold back myself once I am inside you..." Frederick said as he was panting and licked his lips after stimulating my cunt and positioning himself in between my thighs.
I wrapped my legs around his waist and brought him closer to me. I caressed his cheek which earned him a soft groan, looking at me with the desired expression. I nibbled his lower lip before I looked into his olive orbs.
"Then don't hesitate, darling. You need to focus on pleasuring me and how to make me cum. Because I cannot cum, I will start comparing you with Reginald. Do you wish that to happen?" I asked in my sultry pitch.
Frederick growled and grabbed my hand that was on his cheek to plant a sensual kiss. "I do not wish to be compared to that asshole, my goddess. I assure you that I am different from him."
I secretly smiled at his response. "Then, show me that you are different from him."
He squinted his eyes at me before he smirked. "Please don't blame me if I am going rough with you."
I chortled. "Did I even say—"
My words were cut off when in an instant, Frederick shoved his cock inside me causing both of us to gasp and groan at the contact of our sex to each other. Frederick and I looked into each other's eyes upon knowing right now that we were perfect for each other I almost tear up.
He didn't think twice as he started moving his hips back and forth which immediately made me and my wolf go insane. I gripped myself through the sheets when I felt like I couldn't myself anymore as I moaned his name so loud.
"My goddess... My goddess... Your moan is making me excited..." he whispered to my ear after licking my earlobe.
I was panting as I felt my mind getting heedy. "Your cock feels so good inside me, darling... It's like..."
"We are perfect for each other," he chimed in as his pace was getting harder and rougher earning me a loud moan and arching my back.
This was the best cock I ever had. I swore... I experienced having many cocks fucked me but never in a time, did I find a cock so perfect inside me that kept stimulating me both inside and out.
"Dear me, Frederick..." I clutched his hair before I went to his back and scratched his back when I was close to my... "Holy crap!" I screamed as soon as I reached my peak at an unexpected pace.
I convulsed from the pleasure while Frederick kept continuing to enter inside me. I arched my back again as soon as I had another orgasm which I didn't expect that I would have again. My wolf was howling in pleasure as well with the way Frederick never failed to make his pace faster.
"My goddess, are you..." He paused and panted. "I am close now... P-Please tell me if you are allowing me to cum or not. I cannot stop myself anymore feeling your inside so wet for me..." He groaned and closed his eyes.
I was guessing that he was so close the way I felt his cock twitching inside me. I smirked and drew him closer to me. "Cum for me. Cum inside me, darling. Fill up your goddess," I whispered seductively.
My permission made his pace faster than before. I had another orgasm because of that. I already lost count of how many times I orgasmed while he was fucking me. All I was aware of was Frederick's cock was so good I couldn't hold myself from moaning and screaming his name.
I felt like I would lose my voice tomorrow. But so be it if that should mean for me to happen.
"Fuck, Novalie!"
As soon as Frederick cummed, he kissed me torridly as I orgasmed again for the last time. I was filled up by his hot semen inside me that made him collapse on top of me.
We were both panting heavily as we both chuckled at the same time. Frederick caressed my face and licked my lips.
"I want to express my gratitude, my goddess..." he said while his breathing hadn't returned to a normal state.
I sucked his thumb and licked it. "If you wish to express your gratitude, then fuck me all night, darling."
His upper lip lifted up into a smirk. "Then, I shall do that, my alluring goddess..."