Chapter 52
It's been a week since she started training with DA. During the four training sessions with him, every time she got the answer to one question. In total, she got the answers to her four questions... She was anticipayed to know everything and remember what she had forgotten.
The second question she asked DA- Why doesn't she remember anything?
He answered - Because someone has messed with your memory. A wolf with some special power and control can do it. It may be because it was your enemy or the second reason can be if it wanted to protect you. Rebecca got another fragment of her memory back after it, she saw herself with a man, the whisper of mate resonated in her ears, she was in the forest. But his face was not visible to her... Can he be my mate? But why will he do it with me? Do I even have a mate? What is going on? There were thousands of questions in her head.
The third question was, can she go back to her pack? And if there is any rivalry between the two packs!!!
He answered- No there is no rivalry between the packs. And she can go back to her pack once she will get back her memories and complete her training with DA. It can be dangerous if she will wander around without her memory. Anyone can make a fool of her and use her to do things that will either harm her or her pack. So she needs to be careful going anywhere...
The fourth and last question she asked him. He smirked hearing her question.
Will she ever be able to remember everything?
The answer was a brief kiss on her lips. And a tight hug that gave her a reassuring and comfort. Yes, he believes and he have hope that she will remember everything, but he seem very upset when he said that, it seems as he is scared to lose her or if she will leave him after she will remember her past life.
After that her training continued. But she was not able to catch him. He is too fast for her... And DA warned her that he will not give her any more answers. Rebecca is training as hard as she can but of no use. She didn't understand why can't she catch him? Today, she made a promise to herself that she will do it. The time that she spent with him is getting precious to her. Rebecca is getting very greedy, she wants to be with him. And she did not want to let him go. But he always leaves her to do all of his work. DA didn't tell her anything more about him but said that she will find out at the right time, that will be so soon... But he is busy and he is doing very important work. He can not be with her all the time. But whenever she needs him he will be available. But the problem with Rebecca was that she wants to be with him always... And one day she said that to him. He laughed at it. "I can not do it, I am sorry." He excused. Alpha Dark was being a mystery to Rebecca as no one was telling anything to her about him. His terror is bigger in their world. No one has any pictures of him or his identity, but his name is enough to make people respect or fear him.
The result of the recent training was also the same, she didn't catch him. DA told her, that today, he will tell her the trick to do it. And if she will do it. They will begin the next training sessions. DA was also trying hard to make her as string as possible. Rebecca seem unhopeful that she will never be able to catch him, but her memory seem to come back little by little...
The little fragments of the memory she got back are now taking a shape. Rebecca trying to catch someone in her wolf form. A girl and a boy talking to her, a dungeon with voices in it. Someone calling her Luna. Rebecca laughed at this memory because it is not possible. The dreams she recently watched are also related to her memory. She can remember Simon and Julie, some of her pack members clearly, a girl that she doesn't recognize. And a man, whose face was blurry and not been connecting to her memories.
The Royal Moon Pack territory and a pack house. All of this seems to be so clear in Rebecca's memory. Now, she has to find a link to connect all dots, and the results will regain her memory back.
Rebecca got up on time. After her first punishment by DA, she can not afford to be late. She ran towards their usual training place, but DA was not there yet, so she sat on the same big rock waiting for him. The place is very peaceful and she took a deep breath to engulf nature for her inner peace.
He always comes on time, she looked towards the sun. It's almost sunrise, and he will be here in a minute...
"Hey, baby!" She heard from her back. A smile came upon her face. She turned around to find him sitting beside her...
"Hey, there..." She smiled in wonder. "When did you get here?" She asked.
"How is it going? Have you found out the trick to catch me?" He asked. She can see a glint of naughtiness in his eyes.
"No, I have thought about it. But I don't know," She shrugged her shoulders.
"Hmm, don't worry baby. I know it's difficult this is why I am going to tell you the trick. But I will not help any much, after telling you about it, you have to do everything by yourself. Okay?" He questioned. The care and love are very evident in his eyes.
"Okay, I will try my best." Rebecca nodded her head.
"Okay, come with me," He got up from his place. And moved his hand, Rebecca grabbed his hand. They both came down to the ground.
"Now, baby, you have to listen to me very carefully." He said. She nodded her head.
"Close your eyes." He said. She arched an eyebrow. He chuckled.
"Don't you trust me?" He asked. She just smiled and closed her eyes. Rebecca felt him walking behind her, he stopped on her back and then hugged her from the back. She gasped and her heart beat faster. But she did not open her eyes.
"Listen carefully and concentrate!" He muttered.
"The speed is important for a wolf. And I have seen the very fastest ones... But trust me, If you don't have control over it. You are the fastest of them at all. I have seen you carefully and observed every movement. Rebecca, you don't use all your power." DA is whispering in her ear. But his voice is very clear and so confident. As he knows all the details of it.
"My whole power?" She questioned. He hummed.
"Yes, all of your power. Tell me, do you know what makes our power more than humans?" He asked.
"Our wolf!" She knew it.
"Yes, our wolf. And the wolf inside us is way more powerful than we think, we never give our wolf any chance to take control. We never enhance our power more than usual and very few of the werewolves know about it and mastered it." He is telling her slowly so she can understand.
"Do you know why?" He asked. She shook her head in a no manner.
"Because we are afraid that if we give our wolf the control, we will not gain it back. But, In all of the time, we need our wolf. It protects us and gives us power. So, why can't we trust our wolf?" He asked. Rebecca shuddered thinking about losing control.
"Because if the wolf loses control, it will kill and be a monster," Rebecca answered. He chuckled.
"Yes right, but is it necessary to shift in your wolf to give control?" He questioned. And Rebecca didn't know the answer to it.
"I don't know about it. It is not possible." She said.
"Are you sure about it?" Rebecca heard a growl from her back, and the voice of DA is deeper and darker.
"I am the wolf of, DA. He gives me control over his body. And I don't feel like killing or not trusting him. Can you do the same?" The wolf asked. Rebecca felt a shiver run down her spine when his lips brushed on her skin.
"I feel as if I know you..." Rebecca said to the wolf.
"Rebecca, did you understand?" DA came back and questioned.
"I think, I understand a little... How can I do it?" She asked.
"Concentrate. I want you to draw all your senses to your wolf senses. And try to communicate with it. Trust yourself and yourself. Once your connection is made with it. It will be the easiest task for you to catch me." DA gave her the details.
"Rebecca it is now up to you... I am done." He said then moved away from Rebecca.
Moon was angry and upset with Rebecca from the time, she tried to break the mate bond with Crysler. And after that time, she is contacting moon for the first time. But Rebecca doesn't remember it.
Rebecca started concentrating as DA instructed her, all her energy and senses focused on her wolf. She can see a bright light and something powering her senses.
"Moon!!!" She whispered.
"Rebecca, my human side. Why did you reach me?" Moon asked. It's a voice so soft and its power and aura are so pure.
"Moon, I need you, I want you to give me power. And I want to build a relationship of trust with you." Rebecca said. The wolf growled.
"Trust on you human? No, I will not do it." Moon's voice echoed in her head.
"Moon, I am willing to give you my trust and I believe that we both can achieve our full potential. Only if you can trust me, I will give you control of my human body, and we can achieve our whole power." Rebecca said in a very soft and believing tone. The wolf whined.
"Rebecca, don't you remember what you did back in the past with me?" Moon questioned. And Rebecca didn't have any clue about it.
"Moon, I will not lie to you, but I don't have memories of my past. And I am trying to get them back, I love you, Moon. And If I ever hurt you, I am sorry about it." Rebecca apologised. And just like that, she saw her white wolf coming toward Rebecca. It looked so beautiful! The eyes shining golden, it stopped beside Rebecca and purred.
She patted its fur. And the connection was built in between them.
"So, Moon, can I trust you with my body?" Rebecca asked it.
"Rebecca if you can trust me, I will do the same, my human self. But you have to get in control of me and stop me from doing anything reckless." Moon said. Rebecca took a deep breath.
"Puff, Okay, I think, I am ready," Rebecca said and with a confident smile, she opened her eyes.
And for the first time in all of her training, she felt in control. Rebecca can feel the power surging through her body. The cravings to do something monstrous. The passion for control and giving up. It seems so much fun!
DA was standing at her back. But she can feel his once. She can even count his breaths. A smirk came upon her face. Her vision and hearing were more heightened than before, and her body felt quicker.
"DA, are you ready?" Her voice came out very clear and confident.
"Oh, Yes, I am..." He said.
"Here I come," Rebecca laughed. And turned around. DA was not taking her seriously. But now she is not playing around. Her movements are way faster than him and it only took Rebecca ten minutes to reach him and get a hold of him.
They both collapsed on the ground when Rebecca grabbed him from the back and pulled him towards her...
"Oh, damn!" DA shouted. And she was laughing. Rebecca can not believe it, she was able to control her wolf and gain herself back.
"I did it, Yes, I did it, OMG, I did it, I catch you!!!" The is shouting and laughing in excitement.
But suddenly a wave of pain erupts in her head. And memories like a movie start coming back in her head. Rebecca groaned. She moved away from his body and start screaming in pain. It got worse when she was not able to control it. Rebecca lost consciousness and fell to the ground.