Chapter 53

In the Royal Moon Pack
"Alpha, may I come in?" Simon knocked on the door.
"Yes!" He said. Simon came into his office to find him sitting on the sofa. His eyes closed and the office filled with the smoke of cigarettes. The ashtray was filled with the burned-up cigarettes like he is burning right now...
"Alpha, it's been three-night, you didn't come out of your office? What happened? Are you alright!" Simon is worried for him. Crysler just hummed.
Simon went towards the window and then opened it. The light and fresh air came inside his office. Crysler didn't open his eyes.
"Alpha, everyone is worried for you. Please, tell me what happened?" Simon went towards him and sit opposite him on the other sofa. Crysler felt his presence and his eyes on him. He took a deep sigh and then opened his eyes. Simon can see the redness in his eyes and the dark circles under them. He didn't sleep for two nights, he didn't eat or talk to anyone.
"Simon, I shouldn't have done it. I have put her into a very difficult situation." Crysler said. As it is for the first time, he is talking about himself after making his decision for Rebecca. Simon can see the pain and guilt in Crysler's eyes.
"But it was for her good!" Simon said.
"I shouldn't have given her so much pain. You know Simon it hurts here..." Crysler pointed towards his heart.
"It hurts me so much. I am also in the same pain as her, I am not at peace. I pushed her away from me. And I made her think what I wanted her to think about me. But I can not see the hate in her eyes. The hate and despair for me, I will die. Simon, I will break." Simon can see the tears forming in his eyes. A true Alpha, a man who fears no one is also defeated by love. Simon felt bad for him.
"Simon, she hates me so much! She will come here and she will fight me. She will want answers, but I can not tell her the truth. Otherwise, she will again lose her strength." Crysler's voice got heavy. He looked in another direction.
"Just a few more hours... And she will be here." Crysler took a deep breath.
"Alpha, it was your decision and I don't think you did anything wrong. Luna Moon loves you so much! Yes, she trusted you and what you did to her was unexpected. She may hate you. But when she finds the truth. She will forgive you." Simin said. And Crysler sadly laughed.
"I didn't have any rights to do it. I didn't want to make her feel as if I was in charge of her life. But it was necessary for Rebecca. I don't know if I will have time to tell her the truth. And she will trust me or not but I wanted her to be stronger." Crysler stated. Simon nodded his head.
"Alpha, please, don't worry. I think everything will be fine. Please, don't give yourself this punishment. You don't deserve it. And you are not at fault. I know everything will be alright..." Simon tried to cox his pain. But he just sadly smiled.
"Hmm, I hope, Simon, I just need some more time aline. Tell me when she will be here... I will come out." Crysler said. It was the cue for Simon to leave. And he left his office.
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Nothing in this world hurts you more than coming out of a sweet dream and the harsh reality of the world hit you. It is the same Rebecca is feeling right now... Not only do her memories come back. But with it, all of the reality comes out. It hit her hard to know that she was betrayed by her mate. The man she loved so much tried to kill her, and for what? She didn't know the reason why did he do that? The seething pain in her heart and the heartbreak were so much for her, she never thought that she will try so hard to get back her memories. The memories came back but they destroyed her, all of her... Crysler used to say he loves her so much! The care and the love in his tone were not a lie. Rebecca knows it. It was fake, his feelings were real and they touched her heart.
So, what happened? Why did he do that with her? For three days of her life, she was not aware of the day and night. It was just her locked in her room thinking and trying to figure it out. She didn't sleep or eat anything, she cried her heart out, and she let all of her pain out in the form of tears. But it seemed as if the pain will not end up. But she needs answers.
DA, she cried remembering him. He left a note for Rebecca.
"Rebecca, I have given you the strength to fight for yourself. I can see you have gained back your memories. And you wanted it. You are unconscious and it is rude of me to leave you like it. I thought the training will go on for some more time. I will spend more time with you. But you are more powerful than I thought, now you have all of your strength to fight any opponents. As I already told you, control your mind and your strength and balance them, and I know you can do it. My work with you is done. We will meet sometime soon... But for now, I am leaving you for your good. You are one of the best she-wolves I have ever met in my life. I love you! YOUR DA..." She cried reading it.
Rebecca read it so many times and each time she cried almost the same. He believed in me. And what I am doing here? I am crying and being a miserable she-wolf. No, I am not a weak girl.
I am the Luna of the Royal Moon Pack. I am the girl who has fought for her pack and who has ruled the biggest pack of the continent for six years... I was betrayed by my mate and he left me for another woman. I don't know the reason behind his actions. But one thing is certain, I hate him! I hate Crysler Dark so much! And he will pay for his actions. He will pay for his betrayal... I will not let you go like this, and I will not sit quietly and cry.
No, Crysler, this time, I will not miss. I will attack you for one last time. And all of this despair and hate will be over. Our story will come to an end. But I will make sure that you die. I don't know how I survived your fatal attack!!! Why did you take away my memories? But I remember your words so clearly now...
Crysler, this time, everyone will know who is more powerful? And who deserves the position of the leader of the pack. It was never about power, Crysler, I loved you so much! And I thought you loved me, you cared for me. When I saw you with that girl, I didn't believe it. But you made it about power.
Crysler, you chose power over your love. Lucy was right!!! She said you were The Wicked Alpha.
And you proved it very well!!!
Rebecca got up from the floor. She wiped her tears and ran into the bathroom. After taking the shower and getting ready. She looked at her reflection in the mirror. Her eyes were swollen and red. Her cheeks flushed, and she took a deep breath.
"I am coming back to my pack. I am coming back to get my answers and get my position and respect back. I will show you, Crysler Dark. I am not a weak girl who will sit quietly and accept anything you did to her, No I don't care what you did in the past or your good deeds. But I remember what you did to me, and it is not right and not acceptable. This Rebecca is changed. And she is changed for good." She thought then took a deep sigh! Rebecca left her room and without thinking or stopping for another minute... She turned into her wolf and start running out of the pack.
Here, I come, Royal Moon Pack.