Chapter 12 - No Love or Hate for Him Long Ago

"What did you you say?"
Susan's face went white and her back went cold.
The doctor gave her a disgruntled look, "She's two months pregnant, plus she's in the advanced stages of blood cancer, her body is so weak, I can't believe she's only being sent here now, what are you waiting for if you don't prepare for the aftermath?"
Without waiting for her to say anything, the doctor added with a sigh, "If you still want to save your life, advise her to give up this baby before she receives treatment."
Susan felt the blood boiling in her body, it was like a cold breath of air had been blown at her neck and she shivered.
The doctor had left and she was still stopped in her tracks.
Blood cancer and pregnancy, a joy and a sorrow both in one person.
……
The dogged drama of the TV show and the brainless set-up of the writers in that playbook are all happening to her now, and boy, the blood cancer ......
Susan felt that she should calm down for a while.
Keeping next to Alice, there were many unanswered questions in his mind.
It was only when she woke up that Susan padded over.
Alice's lips had dried and cracked, and the red blood was faintly visible in the slit.
Only when she had finished drinking the water did Susan speak up and ask, "Do you know the condition of your body."
Alice's face was calm, one could even say that she looked transcendent, and she nodded at Susan's doubts, "I know."
For Alice's calmness, Susan was not so calm, "You know you're still out working!
Tony forced you to?"
"No."
She shook her head, still looking calm and not saying much.
That is, until Susan couldn't help but start brainstorming.
I've been playing with Tony for so many years, but I've never found him to be such a person.
No, he has to know about this."
Alice did not stop and watched quietly as she turned the phone on.
She knew that even if Tony knew about her illness, she would not be moved in any way.
Because that answer, before.
She had already got it.
After a while, she came over resentfully.
There was still a trace of anger on her face, and Alice was not surprised nor did she ask.
Susan was very angry, she never thought Tony would be such a person, hearing that Alice was sick and not worrying or asking what it was about, instead she even sneered at him.
For another woman, abandoning Alice.
When I think of the phone call just now, the other end, Tony because of that whine to her shiver, angrier is Tony as soon as listening to that voice even do not hang up the phone on the past.
What person could be more important than a patient, and the only thing that could be said was that Tony did not have Alice in his heart at all.
The woman who had loved him for so many years was met with nothing but a sneer at the last minute, and walking over to look at her calm gaze, Susan couldn't help but scrunch up her face.
Alice knew what had happened at a glance and his mind was clear.
Susan stood in front of her and asked in a warm voice, "Do you hate it?"
"No."
She shook her head, there was nothing to say when it came down to it.
Susan was so angry that she couldn't help but raise her voice and question, "He's done that to you and you still don't hate him."
Alice closed her eyes and shook her head gently, "It's not that I don't hate.
It's that I can't hate."
She didn't have the strength to love or hate anymore.
Susan was angry for a while, but when she looked at her like this, she couldn't help but feel heartbroken again.
Seeing that she was not angry, she herself was not angry either, and she still sincerely apologized for what happened before.
"I'm sorry, I misunderstood you before and that's why I deliberately made things difficult for you."
Alice was stunned, a little surprised by her apology.
In the end, he could only smile and shake his head, "It's okay, it was also thoughtless after all."
Alice is not angry, nor has she ever been, after all the years she's had.
The two of them were talking happily, forgetting that Richard waiting outside.
"You just woke up.
I'm going to get you some food, and I don't know if this hospital canteen is closed now."
She glanced out the window, a little worried.
Alice did not refuse her kindness and smiled as she left the place.
It had been a long time since he had accepted someone's care, and Alice couldn't help but smile.
Her was also much more relaxed.
Just before he had had enough of laughing, Susan returned with someone else.
The visitor was dressed in a black trench coat and came in from outside rather winded and dusty.
Susan's face was a little ugly as she looked at the man on the bed and said, "This man claims to be your friend."
Behind her, Richard cooperated by calling out her name, "I'm back, Alice."
Alice nodded and withdrew her surprise.
Susan helped her sit up and Alice whispered her thanks, and she just wrinkled her nose without saying another word.
The stuff was placed on the table, Richard looked at her with an expressionless face, "What's wrong with you, why did you suddenly faint."
Alice glanced at Susan, who was about to speak when she snatched her voice and said, "It's just that I don't feel well.
I've been busy with work lately, so I haven't had much rest."
Hearing her words, Susan could only swallow the words she was about to say, knowing that this person did not want others to know, so she gave Richard a sultry look.
The latter was no fool and saw at once that they were not on the right collar.
Without saying much, she opened the item straight away and brought it to her.
Alice smiled and thanked then began to eat slowly, the soup didn't taste like much anymore and it made her stomach start to feel bad again.
The discomfort was forced from his face and he didn't say anything, but after continuing to eat two bites of his meal he still couldn't help himself a bit.
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