Book 2: 3: Mila’s Morning

MILA POV:

Waking up I felt sick, like always. And I knew why, it wasn’t enough. Being with just Elias, Just wasn’t enough. But I wanted to be faithful, for us, for him. This is the life I chose and I was going to have to live it. I just laid back, too scared to move. I didn’t want to vomit, not this morning. I wanted at least have one morning where I didn’t puke my guts out.

Breathing deeply and calmly I just closed my eyes. I knew I had to get up, but I wanted to take it slow very slowly. However, luck wasn’t on my side. I could feel the puke coming up, rushing out the room to the bathroom I knelled over the toilet and puked my guts out. Pulling my hair to the side I held it in a ponytail so that it won’t go in the toilet as I continued to puke. I finished off by dry heaving and coughing until I was done.

I looked down and saw the black color of my vomit splashed around in the toilet. Fuck that wasn’t a good sign, not at all. Not wanting anyone to see, I flushed the toilet and watched the blackness of my vomit swirl around the toilet and go down. I started to get dizzy, and I could just feel a headache coming on. So I just laid my head on the toilet and closed my eyes. Hopefully when I woke up again, I wouldn’t be sick anymore.

Waking up, again. I could feel a nudging in my mind. I knew it was Eli trying to mind link with me. He could more then likely feel me being sick and just wanted to check on me.

“Hey Eli” I answered him through mind link. Trying to sound as strong as I possibly could.

“Vixen are you ok? I just got hit with this wave of nausea and it felt terrible.” He asked me. worried laced his voice.

“Yeah I just got a bit sick.”

“Sick!” He asked excitedly ”What kind of sick?”

I knew why he was excited. After we had our last daughter Lani, five years ago all Eli ever talks about is having another child, more specifically another boy. But I couldn’t do it. With me being sick and all I knew I wouldn’t survive another pregnancy. I barely survived Lani and it only resulted in me only getting sicker.

“It’s not like that Eli,” I chuckled “I just wasn’t feeling well that’s all.” I told him.

“You sure that’s all?” He asked.

“Positive.”

“Because we can go get checked out at the pact doctor if your not sure?” He answered eagerly.

I just chuckled “Trust me I’m sure, I’ll be down for breakfast soon.”

“Alright Hurry, love you.”

“Love you too.” With that we cut the connection and sighed. I was still on the floor. To avoid getting sick again, I slowly and weakly pushed myself off the floor. I used the sink to help balance myself as I stood on my feet. Taking in a few deep breaths. I slowly started to get ready for the rest of the day.

After brushing my teeth and putting on a sun dress, I put my hair up in a ponytail and made my way down stairs. Stepping in to the dinning room, I saw my whole family sitting at the dinner table already eating their breakfast. Drake my 7 year old was sitting next to Lani feeding her pancakes. My 12 year old twins Lori and Cory we chatting about whatever pre teens talks about. While Deo and Damen just stared at Daria as she giggled at what ever Gabriel was talking about. Their jaws clenched in anger. Eli sat at the head of the table in his own little world his brows frowned. I knew he was thinking about something hard.

I sat in the empty seat next to Daria, and Eli. He smiled at me grabbing my hand and I smiled back.

“Morning mom!” Daria said as she kissed my cheek. And soon the room was filled with the repeats of ‘Morning Mom’ and ‘Morning Mommy’

“Morning Everyone!” I said to all of them and they just continued on with their conversations. A plate was placed in front of me and I smile at Grace, our house keeper. She nodded and just walked away.

“So Mom” Daria started.

“Yes honey?”

“Grandpa invited me over to lunch this afternoon that’s ok right? I know you and gramps aren’t talking right now but It’s ok right” She asked worried and caution laced her voice.

“That’s perfectly fine honey” I told her a small smile on my face.

She giggled excitedly and whispered something to Gabriel.

Deep growls came from the other side of the table. I could see Damen and Deo with a look on their face that says they were ready to pounce.

“Leave her alone boys,” I told them as I cut into my pancakes. They just huffed and I couldn’t help but chuckle at them.

I was in the middle of eating when I felt a sting in my chest and I started to rub my chest. But it went as quickly as it came. So I just shook it off and nothing. Then there was a slight humming in my head and I rubbed my temples. But like the sting, it went as quickly as it came.

A few minutes later the sting came back, this time it was worst and it brought a groan out of me. I could feel Eli giving me a worried look but I gave him small smile trying my best to reassure him I was ok. But even I wasn’t sure I was ok.

I rubbed my chest waiting for the stinging to pass but i didn’t. Then the humming came back louder this time, instead this time it sounded more like a deep throated groan. And the stinging in my chest turned to a deep throbbing causing me to keel over. I just kept rubbing my chest hoping it would pass. I could just feel Eli watching me, then I felt his hand on my back as he slowly rubbed circles on my back.

Then the Groaning in my head got louder and it sounded so very erotic. I didn’t know what or who the hell it was in my head but I knew it wasn’t Eli. Rubbing my temples I could feel myself starting to get a headache

“Vixen are you ok?” I heard Eli ask as he rubbed my back.

“I think I just need to lay down.” I told him looking at him, a small smile on my face. His eyebrows frowned in worry as he analyzed my face which I knew held the look of pain on it. Then he gave me a sharp nod and stood up. He reached down and picked me up out of my chair bridal style and carried me up to our room.

Placing me on the bed he sat next to me and gave me a worried look. “Are you ok?” he asked me as he pushed a single strand of hair behind my ear.

“Yeah, I just need to rest.” I said giving him a small smile of reassurance. He just gave me a small nod and kissed me on my forehead.

“Call me if you need anything.” I smiled giving him an ok. Then he walked out the room leaving me to myself.

I closed my eyes and took in deep breaths, ready for sleep to take over. I could feel myself falling deeper and deeper into dream land. When the erotic groaning started up again. This time becoming more and more erotic. I could feel my brows frown in frustration. But I was trying my best to get past this and just continued to keep my eyes closed trying to fall asleep.

"Mmmmm" the voice groaned in my head. "Mmmmm" It was becoming frustrating, but I was still trying my best to ignore it and fall back to sleep.

"Mmmm"

Ignore it.

"Mmmmmm"

Ignore it

“Cara Mia”

My eyes flew open and I sat up fast looking around. But there was no one else in the room. I was confused and a bit scared.

There was no way, right?

I stayed silent, listening. For something, anything. To make sure I did or didn’t hear what I think I heard. The room was silent. There was no voice in my head, no erotic groaning or anything. So I laid back down and closed my eyes. Trying to rest again.

“Cara Mia” The voice said again and my eyes flew open again “I’m coming for you.”

The throbbing in my chest increased and now I knew why. There was a head pounding high pitch screeching sound and my head was pounding. The pounding got worst until finally I saw black dots in my vision. And everything went dark.