Chapter 40: IT HAD HURT LIKE SHIT

**Elena Evans**

I was livid.

In fact, these days I was always livid, angry, walking around blinded by intense rage.

It was always that bitch's fault.

Nothing else.

This time, I was practically mad at her and my mate because it seemed he was becoming a fool in love, with Ellen.

Can you imagine?

I had gone to the palace few hours ago to visit the prince. I had actually wanted something else.

I had wanted him.

I was insatiable.

And I knew.

I had lost my virginity years ago when I was fourteen to a fellow classmate then. Honestly, I could not remember his name now, no matter how hard i tried.

He had been tall and cute, having a pretty smile.

We had hooked up after school when he had promised to show me the way to the lake in the forest.

I had followed him there after school.

After gushing over the lake for a moment and sitting beside him at the bank, he had suddenly began touching me.

Well, I had liked it, his hands on my body, his lips on mine when he had kissed me.

He had made me feel good with his hands and then he had taken my school uniform off and ate my pussy out.

He was experienced, i could tell. He must have done it with so many other girls before me obviously.

When he had pulled out his dick, i had found myself shrinking away in the fear of the unknown.

He had asked me if it was my first time doing it and I had nodded.

He had told me that it did not hurt and he would never hurt me.

All lies, ones i found out the moment he had pressed himself into me.

It had hurt like shit.

I had squeezed his shoulders in pain, hoping that he would stop. He had not done so. He had pressed himself into me until he was all the way to the hilt inside of me with me making sounds of discomfort and pain.

Then, he had stopped to stare at me.

He had kissed me slowly, very slowly for a few minutes before he began to move inside of me.

It had felt good then, it no longer hurt. And soon i was making strange sounds to voice my pleasure to him because I could not speak or express myself in words, not with him sliding in and out of me slowly.

Soon, I had experienced the ecstasy of reaching the peak.

And ever since then, I had never gone so long without tasting a man.

I had gone with him almost everyday to that lake to have him. He was not the one chasing me anymore. It was I doing the chasing because i wanted him.

Sorry, his cock.

I never really liked him, but I liked what he could do to me at the lake side.

Even during the school holidays, we always met up to do things at the lake side.

Fast forward to a few months later and he was gone. He and his family had moved out of the pack and that had been the end of my lake side escapade with him.

My horny self soon found someone else to replace him, kind of too quickly.

Wayne, I knew.

I could never forget his name because his name had been in my life for a long time after my first time's absence.

Wayne had been a senior in school. He had been three classes above me.

He had caught me once masturbating in the abandoned and empty tennis arena behind the school building.

I was so surprised because no one ever came there.

I quickly jammed my thighs together after a gasp of surprise.

But I was more surprised when he walked up to me and took off his pants, revealing a very erect cock.

He had not said a word to me.

He had simply picked me up gently and placed me on the tennis table.

He had simply lifted my skirt, swiftly parted my my legs and entered into me in one swift thrust.

And he had made me come three times.

One of the times with me bent over the tennis table, my stomach against the table, my ass to his cock and him ramming madly into me.

I had had to cover my mouth with my two palms to keep any sounds from coming out of my lips.

My journey with Wayne had begun then.

It had been my beginning to earning the Mame pack slut.

Yes, I knew that a few people dared to call me pack slut because of rumors that were circling around about me.

But no one dared to say any of those stupid thing as to my face because of who my father and brother was.

They did not want to offend me.

And that was why I had lied to the unsuspecting Alpha that I was a virgin. I did it because I did not want him to believe all those real misconceptions of me.

And then, I had slipped my so evil twin sister into the picture then.

She had gone along with me.

I never knew that she had an ulterior motive for me and my mate.

She had gone into his bed innocent but came out thoroughly fucked and properly marked by my mate.

She had taken my first time with my mate, my mate's first mark to me and now she had also stolen a first child with him.

Whenever i would have a child for my mate, he would be the second and not the first.

I had wanted to kill her off.

But that bitch, she was so lucky and hard core as it seemed to me.

She refused to die!

Why was that bitch stubbornly refusing to let go if her life?!

Why was that bitch avoiding death so much when it was not as if her life was worth anything?

I had attempted to kill her three times now, once in the Harné pack, next in the Clux pack and the latest in the Hyran Pack.

And guess what, I had failed woefully each time, perhaps even more.

Besides all of these that I was going through would have never happened if I had been a virgin or if I had not lied to the Alpha.

For the first time in my life, I simply regretted having lost my virginity many years ago to that boy.

It had come back to plague me.

But, my regret did not last so long.

I immediately regretted why I had lied to the Alpha to make him to quickly correct any misconceptions of me in his mind when he really did not mind if I was a virgin or not.

Something that he minded?

Well now, he did mind that Ellen who was supposed to be an imperial traitor was on the loose somewhere with his first child, a child that i should have conceived as his mate.

That was definitely a shot at me, with one for Ellen and my mate, and with none for me.

Sorry for me.

Back to few hours ago when I had visited him, he had been so busy with his scouts on search, planning how to retrieve Ellen from her hiding in neighboring packs by thoroughly combing through them.

Well, I pray that he never finds her.

Honestly.