Chapter 23

Pixie

I had fun at my photo shoot. But I always do. What impressed me the most was that Viper didn’t say one word through the whole thing. He even let me take pictures with his bike. That shocked me. Only my brothers let me use their bikes before and as Stone said they didn’t want to do it anymore because they say I look like a pin-up girl and they wanted to bitch slap any guy who saw it. I don’t see it but whatever.

But apparently fun time is over. I have an easy day and I'm taking the night off. I need it and I deserve it. Between training, shoot, and the guards it is just too much. We are having a meeting today at Viper’s club after my last class today. We need to discuss what is happening and go over my fan mail. More specifically what the prospects found in it. I hope it is nothing and is overreacting. And I need to get away from Viper. He was on sleepover duty last night. No big deal right. He slept in the living room. But just having him there made memories surface.

I tossed and turned all night thinking of my time with Ethan. He may be Viper to everyone else but he will always be Ethan. I dreamt of the way Ethan kissed me. The way he tasted like tequila and orange when his tongue slipped into my mouth. Or the way it felt when his teeth scraped at my nipples. Or how his calloused hands felt when he glided them slowly over every inch of me leaving my body on fire and begging for more. Or how he stretched my pussy scissoring his fingers getting me ready for him. Or how he tried his best to be gentle when he took my virginity.

I woke up so turned and in desperate need to cum it was horrible. I probably could have gone down stairs and asked Ethan to help me out but I just couldn’t do it. I ended up taking an ice cold shower and thinking of the shit I had to deal with today. After twenty minutes I am safe to come out. But fuck if I don’t go to the kitchen and see Viper standing there with nothing but his tight ass jeans and a cup of coffee. Damn all I can think about is licking whipped cream off those toned abs. I had to get out of there.

Thank the heavens he is taking the night off. I don’t care about the reason I just need a break from him and his sexy body before I do something stupid. Like jumping his bones. I know Lilly is performing tonight and that is exactly what I need. Some good music and good friends. I can’t drink because I never do during training. I just have to get past this meeting first. The last place I want to be is at this club. When I walked out that day I found my husband was cheating on me.

I really need to move on from that shit. It is just going to drag me down. He said he was trashed and didn’t remember being married. And I believe him. Maybe I should just forgive him for that part so I can move on. They say forgiveness isn’t for the other person, it is for you. So maybe I should start there. Tomorrow. Tonight is for me.

I’m sitting in the main room of the club because that is the only place big enough for all of us. I look around at the bar where I was sitting when I saw Ethan again after months of nothing and feel anger rising up in me. I shake my head from those thoughts. I’m not going to go down that road. I try to focus on the meeting but I have to tell you it is boring as hell. They are talking about my guarding schedule and who is going to be with me when. And I need to know this why? When I see the guys with kuttes on I know they are my guards. The ones I know personally in one way or another are the ones that stay close to me. And each morning I get the code of the day. Yes, we have that for someone I may not recognise.

They are now talking about my fan mail. “ Prez, we have gone through at least two thousand letters so far. But we haven’t found anything that stands out. Most is people asking for autographs, signed pictures. There are a bunch from kids saying they want to be like Sabine when they grow up. Or want Sabine to train them.” Goof said. A Devils prospect that I forgot his name laughed “ You're lucky. I some how got all the ones that wanted to take Sabine out. Several marriage proposals from men and women. Some described the dates they wanted to take Sabine on. A bunch got lewd saying all they ways they wanted to fuck her. But nothing that sounded like a stalker. Just a bunch of people who want to get in Sabine’s pants.”

I could see Viper got tense when he heard that but didn’t say anything. He just leaned back in his chair and crossed his arms. “ I hate to say this but those letters are normal. We just send a politely worded form letter back saying thanks but no thanks and they stop.” Nixon said. I tune out everything else because my focus is on Viper. The way his white tee-shirt is molded to his chest. I swear that thing is a size too small. I can see myself sitting on his lap. His hands firmly on my hips. I can see my hands lifting it up his chest and yanking it off his head.

I see me licking and biting his neck as I roughly scrap my fingernails down his chest. Making sure I leave red marks. I let my mind roam and now we are in my bed. I’m still straddling him but this time I’m licking caramel sauce off of him. Making sure to nip at his nipples. He is sensitive there. We both figured that out on our nights together. I licked down dipping my tongue in his navel where the caramel pooled. Ethan was moaning because of me. It was a great feeling. I was soaked. I know his legs had to be wet because I was dripping. I reached his pants and was just about to undo his belt when I heard my name being called.

I snapped out of my thoughts quickly but not before I said “ Caramel sauce and belts.” Nixon looks at me like I have grown three heads. “ What about caramel sauce and belts?” he asks. “ Huh?” I look around when Rocket starts cracking up. “ Someone is having naughty thoughts.” she says. “ Tell me Pixie what are you going to do with those items?” Rockets asked, batting her eyes at me. I lean over and kiss her cheek and bat my eyes back at her. “ Wouldn’t you like to know.” I said.

Rocket throws her arm over me “ Oh, honey. You know I would.” I lay my head on her shoulder as we laugh together. I love this girl. If only I played for her team. She would be the perfect girlfriend for me. I have never told anyone this but I have been curious. And Rocket would be a great teacher but I could never do that to her. She deserves so much more than that. She deserves a forever.

I looked over at Viper for just a second to see if he caught on to what happened. He is smirking at me. Great, he caught me drooling over him. As if he needs to know I'm still attracted to him. That he still turns me on. Nixon shakes his head “ I don't want to know, do I.” “ You really don’t.” I mumble. “ We are done here. If you want to go out tonight I suggest you get your tiny butt up.” Casper said. I playfully glare at him “ I’m not tiny. I’m appropriately fun sized.” Casper laughs, “ No, you are pocket sized.” I hate it when he says that.

But since I want to go out tonight and let my hair down as they say I get up.Turns out most of the Devils are going with me tonight and Goof. I can handle that. What I can’t handle is not being able to drive my own truck. I was told since it sticks out like a beacon around here it makes it easy to target me. So I have to ride in a nondescript car with two guards. Lucky me. It is all done out of love so I keep my trap shut.