Chapter 38

My eyes widened as I heard the voice of Darren.
Don't tell me he heard what I said.

In panic, I turned my gaze to him and heaved a sigh of relief, seeing him asleep. The voice I heard was a mere illusion.

I tried to smile at the discovery, only to recall what Torian had just told me before leaving. This made me sad again. I was so sad that I felt like biting my tongue.

This just shouldn't be true, like..why on earth did he fall in love with me? Where did those stupid feelings come from? What sort of problem is this?

I never saw this coming and never thought it would ever happen. I went to the Demon Clan for help. He agreed to help me.

There was no tie. I was just a stranger. Even when I lived with him, he never showed me any signs of emotion. So where is all this from?

All I wanted was to destroy this pack which Lillian cherished, kill Dorian and everyone here, then go back to the demon clan to get magic, which would help me get the heart of Bane. So Lillian is gone and has been for so many years, so there was hope for me.

I was going to visit Bane with my face changed. I was going to meet sorcery, which would disguise my face to look like Lilian's. With that, I was going to have the chance to sleep with him.

Once he marks me, I will be his own forever. He won't have any choice but to have me as his own, even when the magic fades away. I'm just so desperate to be with him. I don't mind if it was just for a short period, but now I don't know what to think of. I don't know why Damon decided to shatter my plans.

This is something I have been planning for a long time. Where did this fucking love come from? ... he even threatened me just to get me to accept his offer.

Shit!

I lay on the bed with my gaze up to the ceiling, tracing every single line up there with my eyes as my mind hovered over countless thoughts.

I'm so confused and all that kept coming into my mind was to poison the demon king. Since he trusts me, I'll take advantage and kill him!.. I need to kill him so I can be free from his grip and get to be with King Bane. It still hurts me each time I remember that Lillian never did all this to get him.

She never stressed herself to get his heart; he fell so easily, like magic.

Even though I was the first lady he saw before she, I was the first to meet him, but he didn't want to talk to me, he didn't want to have anything to do with me. In his eyes, I was like every other girl who was obsessed with being with him. Like every other common girl, he turned me down. All that changed when he met Lillian, who was my friend back then.

Lillian had escorted me to meet him. I was the one who asked her to accompany me. How would I have known it was my greatest mistake to take her with me? King Bane met us and fixed his gaze on her instead. He was lost staring at her. Every word I said to him never got into his ears as they had both exchanged eye contact.

You can't see the fury that burns in me. In the end, he took her to his private chamber. That was what shredded my heart into pieces, and I had to go this far to end her.

I asked Lillian what happened between them, but she couldn't tell me. All she said was that he wanted to make her his queen.

I could never allow that to happen and did everything to stop it, including selling my heart to the devil to become a demon.

When Lillian had run from him after finding out what I did and how far I went, I thought Bane would accept me, but instead, he didn't. I was a fool to think he had any feelings for me when he finally agreed to talk to me, only for him to ask me about Lillian.

He kept pleading with me to tell him where she had gone to, so he would go over there and bring her back. It was a bit of an opportunity to talk to him. Not until some days later, after much pestering, he found out I was not going to tell him, and that made him ban me from ever coming close to his territory.

I had to find Lillian with my powers. With much rage, I fought with her during the pregnancy.

All these sacrifices are to have King Bane. I was once a good werewolf. Damon must be a big joker to get those feelings for me. I don't like him a bit. Who would like a demon king? Dragon King Bane is the man I'll be with forever!!

My eyes roamed around the packhouse, and I gritted my teeth, feeling great anger taking over my heart, making it heavy.

I growled and clenched my fist. It's time to begin killing these men; first the villagers, then the warriors, and finally every single Royal member.

I knew Lillian would feel that heart-ripping pain of losing what you cherished the same way I felt when she took him away from me.

I walked out of the room and headed out to the balcony. I needed to catch some breath. I can't wait to end this pack and meet my King Bane.

He is mine and will always be mine!

I got out and sat staring at the sky. I stared at the half-moon and felt the cool breeze slap my skin, sending a cold shrill all over me.

Just then, someone appeared beside me and sat. I cringed and turned only to see Damon, the demon king, right beside me.