73 - Bastard

-Mr. Aller, you can't go in," shouted the receptionist at Sebastian's younger brother's company, who had been warned not to let the elder Aller into the company. The man had been banned for life from the building.

But the CEO didn't listen, completely ignoring the woman, and dodging the security guards who tried to stop him, the blind hatred he had against his younger brother had made him faster and stronger, outwitting all the employees' futile attempts to catch him.

There was no time to wait for the elevator, he ran up the stairs, going up two by two, his mind was disconnected, he didn't feel pain in his legs or that the air barely entered his lungs, he just wanted to get there as soon as possible to kill his brother.

It was not only because of what he had done with Katlyn, but it was years of accumulating things, Sebastian had put up with his brother's cruel attitudes for many years, a part of him always thought he would change, that one day he would simply mature, stop being the usual idiot, but no, the years passed and the man seemed to be even more ruthless.

The extramarital pregnancy had been the straw that broke his patience.

She arrived at the entrance to Alan's office and didn't hesitate to kick open the door and rush inside.

-The youngest Aller could not finish his sentence, because Sebastian gave him a good punch in his mouth, closing it and breaking his lower lip from where a lot of blood spurted out.

Alan fell to the ground bewildered, but quickly recomposed his sinister look, starting to laugh loudly while wiping the blood from his mouth.

-That was a good one, little brother, you've been holding it in for a long time." He clenched his jaw in pain and slowly got up.

But as soon as he sat up, his older brother grabbed him by his shirt, now stained red, and shook him hard.

-Why do you hate me so much?" he shouted angrily, feeling his eyes water from the pain of his only brother being his enemy.

-Oh... Are you going to cry?" he exclaimed, falsely moved, "Really?

-I always took care of you when we were children.....

-I never asked you to do so," he answered, changing his mocking face to a sinister one.

-I protected you from daddy's blows! I put my body so he wouldn't do with you what he did with me," he shouted close to his face.

Alan laughed at his brother.

-When did you start hating me so much," the CEO exclaimed painfully, "Say it!

-I hated you because mom always loved you more than me!" the man finally shouted, pushing his older brother away.

-What are you talking about? Mom loved us equally, you're delirious.

Alan shook his head and complained about the pain in his lip.

-You have no idea... You didn't realize why mom loved you, but me....

-You were just a kid Alan, how can you be sure?

Alan denied, adjusting his suit.

-I'm going to call security...

-And that's why you're making my life impossible? Wasn't it better to talk about it?

-What are you talking about? You think you're the center of the world? I've got better things to do than waste my time making your life miserable Sebastian.

-You slept with my wife," he shouted loudly.

-You slept with the love of my life! Only your big ego could never see it, you knew I liked her and you still did it, you only care about yourself, but you play the victim, as always, since you were a child you have been.

-Do you want me to pity you now you bastard? After you slept with her and got her pregnant!

- Fuck you! Now your baby is mine!

-No, even though you've hated me forever, we share the same DNA, it's mine too!" exclaimed the CEO, he wasn't going to let her end up winning.

Alan started laughing loudly, until he cried, wiping his finger.

-You're insane, now what's so funny?

-It's that...-he couldn't help but keep laughing- You're so blind.

-What are you talking about?

-You took a DNA test didn't you? And it came back negative.

Sebastian tried to decipher what his brother was getting at with all this, he already knew the truth, he didn't need him to reveal it to his face again.

-I know because Katlyn told me so, also that you were coming to kill me," he mocked sarcastically, "Don't you know what that result means?

Sebastian denied in shock

-You're a bigger idiot than I thought, I don't understand how you got so far.

-Tell him at once before I throw you out the window.

-Easy, buddy," he raised his arms in front of his body.

-I'm not your friend," he growled.

-Little brother...

Sebastian threatened to throw himself on top of him.

-It's all right, it's all right. Calm down

-He exclaimed impatiently, "Just say it already!

-We're not from the same father! There, I said it.

Sebastian stepped back in confusion.

-What?" he felt the color drain from his face and his stomach churn, he was about to vomit right there, a thousand questions popped into his mind, "So who is your father?

-I can't believe it!" exclaimed the youngest Aller indignantly, "You're still thinking of yourself, you're the bastard! Our father... I mean, my father! He's mine, not yours...

-But...

-You want to know who your father is, don't you?

Sebastian felt that all that was a lot of information, his head was going to explode at any moment, he held it between his hands tightly, feeling it throbbing.

-You want to know, don't you?

-Stop it! It's a lie.

-The papers don't lie. My father took care of your father, gave him a good sum of money to shut up and you know what? He had no problem leaving you. You can't blame Dad for your own father being a stinking rat... He did what had to be done! It was a disgrace to the family that the firstborn wasn't an Aller.

Sebastian raised his head towards his brother, who was enjoying his suffering, slowly walked towards him, cornering him against the window.

-What about mom?

-Her too, for being a bitch.

Sebastian doesn't remember what happened next, he only knew that two men pulled him out by force, because they couldn't get him away from his brother, who was lying on the floor under him, receiving blow after blow from his older brother. Alan wouldn't stop laughing and Sebastian just wanted to shut him up forever.

The CEO was thrown forcefully to the street.

-We don't care that you are Alan's brother, the next time we see you near the company we won't hesitate to shoot you.

Sebastian could barely hear what those two burly men were saying to him, he could only hear a loud beeping sound, people passing by looked at him quizzically as they watched him crawl down the street completely disoriented, everything was spinning around him.

"My father wasn't really my biological father?"

All these years....

I had so many things on my mind.

He had a father out there, who had preferred to abandon him for a considerable sum of money

What about his mother? Had she preferred to stay with the monster of a father and have a child with him? Did she choose to stay with that monster?

-All these years ... He mumbled, resting his hands on the cement.

"I had the procedure because I was afraid to be like that man, but I was never his son."

So many years of fear, of hurting people like his father did.

The fear of hurting Helena, the fear of having a child of her own and being unable to control the violence that came in her DNA.

It was all a deception and that man had taken him to his grave, the worst part was that after he was dead he still managed her life.

It was all his fault all along, and Alan always knew it.

Sebastian felt his stomach turn and he couldn't take it anymore, he vomited all his pain in the street, so many years of lies and deceit coming out of his body.

-Mom...- he murmured with Pain- Helena ....

Oh Helena...

For a moment he had forgotten her completely.

But she was the only light in his life, the only person who didn't lie to his face blatantly, who really loved him.

He had to go see her right now and run away with her from this whole cardboard life.