75- Part 2.
His throat churning and breaking, he gave the scream of his life, pulling himself back.
And not because he had found his mother, but because there was no trace of her.
It was an empty drawer.
-Mom..." she exclaimed in pain, realizing her absence.
He felt a hole in his heart and a tremor came over him.
"Where was his mother?
He noticed a piece of paper lying in the middle of the drawer and picked it up, covering the rain with his body so it wouldn't ruin the yellowed paper.
He opened it to the middle, smearing it with his own blood and the mud.
"Dear son: you're never going to read this, but it's my way of being at peace with your mother's affair. I'm sorry, now you're standing next to me and looking at me as if this is my fault and you don't recognize me, you don't want me to be your father and I understand you, but it's not your fault you were born from betrayal and adultery, your mother is a hopeless case, but you can still be an Aller.
The best thing is for me to hide the truth from you, it is the only way to repair the damage your mother has done to this family. I will raise you along with Alan, your mother owed me and that's why she was born, but I don't need her anymore, she has given me the first born I wanted, even so, you come first and I will give you the place you should have always had, I am your father and not that poor bastard.
I know you think I hate your mother, I can see it in your innocent little face, but even so I never stopped loving her, that's why I have decided to let her go free, let her make her own life away from me.
Maybe on my deathbed I can forget her and forgive her.
I love you Sebastian, you are now an Aller and that is my gift."