Chapter 81

**Kai**


The word 'impatient' does even cover how I am feeling as I lead Luna through the house and toward the stairs. My pants have been feeling tight since the second I picked up Luna's scent change in the car. I have never felt the need to have someone like this before. There have been times when the adrenaline from performing had me searching for a way to release some of the build-up energy.

Actually, seeing a girl that I needed so badly that it physically hurt? Never.

Luna's short legs struggle a little to keep up wiht me as I lead her to the nest as quickly as I can walk. I throw the door open as soon as we reach the room and pull luna in. The scent in the room is still thick from this morning and a growl escapes me because I want my scent mixed with Luna's everywhere in here, not Milo's.

My primal side seems to be breaking through my reasonable mind and my usual calm self seems to be falling away. A wilder side I haven't felt in a long time is pushing its way to the surface and I suddenly feel a little hesitant. I close the door and stay facing it for a moment to try and calm my racing heart. My breathing is fast and hard so I try to slow that down as well. I don't want Luna to see the side of me I'm not proud of. I had been so wild when I was young and I have come so far, but this need to bond with Luna is driving me crazy.

A few moments later I feel a gentle hand rest on my back. That touch alone makes me crack and I whirl around and pull Luna into me. My mouth drops to hers a second later and I kiss her like I will die if I don't taste her. She gasps and I use the opportunity to take the kiss deeper. Her hands are fisted against my back and she lets out a desperate whimper that makes me feel dizzy. I need to calm down or I am going to scare her!

I can't. I have lost all sense of control and Luna is taking it all wiht ease. She is kissing me just as desperately now, and I need to feel more of her.

My hands move down her body until they are gripping her waist. I pull back from our kiss and pull her shirt over her head before moving back in to put her lips on mine. She immediately starts to tug at the hem of my shirt and I have to break our kiss once more to pull it over my head as well. Luna's eyes take me in and I stand there breathing hard and watch her. When her eyes meet mine I see the need in her that I feel building inside me, but this time when I pull her into me I don't rush.

I take her face into my hands and kiss her slower this time. The need in me still rages but I want to cherish this moment as well. Her hands reach up and grip onto my wrists as if she is trying to anchor herself. When I feel her stumble a little I drop one of my hands to wrap my arm around her waist and keep her standing upright.

Things move in a blur and I don't realize how wound-tight I was until I am buried inside her. My head is swirling and that frenzied hunger for her has taken over me and I can't seem to think straight. When my head clears enough and I glance down at the beautiful sight beneath me all I see is acceptance in Luna's eyes. She sees me, the real me when I don't pretend and smile all the time.

This thing between us has knocked down that wall between who I really am and who I have taught myself to be, and Luna is seeing it all. Instead of being afraid though she smiles sweetly at me and lifts a hand to rest it on my cheek. My breathing stumbles at the look in her eyes, and a swell of emotions builds up inside me. The guys had found me when I was at my lowest and taught me to be someone better and I have always been grateful for that but this...for someone as sweet as Luna to see me like this and not be afraid. That means more to me than anything else.

I slow my movement and brush my lips against hers in a slow appreciative kiss. The room is thick with her honey scent and it only adds to how sweet she tastes. Her arms wrap tight around my neck and she holds me tight against her as I start to move again but more slowly this time. As I am I start to consider where I want my mark to be since there is no way I could leave this room without going through wiht it. I wanted Luna to be mine completely and forever.

When I break our kiss I bury my face into one of her shoulders, and I pick up a second scent along the mark there. It's Milo's, so I brush a soft kiss over it before working my way around to her other shoulder. The mark there must be Bennett's but I had seen a bite on her breast as well. I was too far gone to pick up on the scent around it so I kiss down her chest until I reach it and again I pick up Bennett's scent. The bastard had marked her twice!

A low growl escapes me and for a second I consider leaving my mark over his just to mess with him but I think better of it. The mark is probably still sore and I don't want to hurt Luna more. My movements have slowed as I consider a new location for my bite, and when I decide a small smile of satisfaction stretches across my face. I know exactly where I want my mark to be, but I am going to have to move quickly because I won't last much longer.

I reach up and gently tug Luna's arms from around me and I slowly pull out of her. She groans quietly but I don't leave her wanting for too long. I kiss her and work my way down until I am kneeling over her. Her legs are spread now so that I am sitting between them and I inch back slowly as I work my lips down her chest and stomach. Her legs start to tighten so I have to hold her still as I make my way to where I want my mark to be.

Luna's eyes follow me as I make my way down her body and I have my eyes locked on her when my mouth hovers over where my mark will be. With my eyes still locked on her's I leave a gentle kiss right on the side of her hip bone. She shivers and when she lets out a shaky breath I bit down on the skin there until I break the skin. Her back bends and she whimpers as I suck hard on the area. I keep my hands firm on her so that she doesn't move too much but as soon as she relaxes again and starts to moan I release my hold.

I keep one hand on her hip as I treat the new mark and I let my other hand feel every bit of her as I enjoy the sounds she makes. When I can't wait anymore I climb back up over her and thrust inside and a second later I am locked in place. As soon as we are connected she gasps and I cover her mouth wiht mine and thrust gently to test how sensitive she is now that she is locked around my knot. The movement is small but my whole body shudders violently when she squeezes harder around me.

It is the most intense thing I have ever felt and I don't want it to end any time soon. I wonder how long we could stay like this.

I test out the theory by going back and forth between small movements and harder thrusts. The smaller movements make her slowly relax whereas the bigger movements make her tighten around me hard again. For about an hour I keep this up until Luna is digging into my back and whimpering like she is begging me. She has reached her climax two times since we have been locked together and I think she has reached her limit. The ways he tightens on me now tell me that she will come again, so I increase my movements as much as I can until I feel myself swell so tight that it's almost painful.

A growl that sounds almost animal escapes my mouth along wiht Luna's choked cry as we come together. Both of us are shaking when the high of it starts to melt away, and I collapse on top of her. She immediately wraps her arms around me and holds me close to her. I turn my head to bury my nose in her sweet-scented hair and I let my body melt under her touch.

A sudden swell of contentment and warmth starts to trickle through me. It feels almost foreign but it also feels amazing. When I lift my head to look at Luna she smiles sweetly down at me and it's then that I know what I am feeling is her.

My beautiful sweet Luna.