Chapter 10

I took my hand from him. "I'm sorry?"

"I'm not saying go out every night, but to make yourself feel something...good, and to get back at Ryan. Sleeping with somebody may just be the ticket to it." He said so nonchalantly.

I don't think I was capable of doing that. Ryan had been the only person I'd ever slept with, how was I just supposed to go out and sleep with a random guy? I wasn't Ryan, I couldn't just sleep with a random person like that.

"He don't have to be a stranger." My cheeks heated up when I realized he heard my inner monologue. "Please stop doing that." I mumbled.

He let out a single chuckle so I looked over at him to see what was so funny. My sex life wasn't funnt, actully it might be now that I thought about it.

"Okay sex is probably off the table, but have you ever tried being blindfolded before?" I looked at him unblinking, yet he continued. "If you were serious this morning about what you told him, then you need to actually think about finding somebody to help you with it."

Scott glanced at me briefly. "If you wanted I could ask around for a few unmated males around the area. Or ask your brothers-"

"No!" I rushed the word out the moment he said he would ask my brothers for help. "I meant no thank you." I seen his lips want to tug up in a smile but he refrained himself from doing it.

I meant it when I told Ryan that that small pain he felt this morning was just a small taste of what I wanted him to feel before his mark dissapeared, but I also had no clue who I would do a thing with while looking like an abuse victim.

"When does your sister get home?" He asked and I looked down at my watch. "She should be on her way home, she texted me before we left my grandma's." He nodded his head, a small strand of hair fell in his eyes and I desperately wanted to move it.

I growled at him when I seen his smirk return. "Jerk!" I looked out my window. "I want you to take a ride with me when your sister gets, Tyler."

"Where?"

"My place?" He asked and I turned back to him, he kept his eyes on the road but I knew he knew I was looking at him. "Okay.."

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After Bailey arrived home and got Tyler, Scott and I left again. He told me to pack a overnight bag so I did. "What is it you want me to do over here that I couldn't do at home?" I asked him.

"I didn't want that man you called a husband to find you when he felt...a certian something." I stifled a giggle at his not so subtle way of saying he didn't like Ryan.

He stopped his car in front of a small house that I've seen only a few times since I'd shifted into my wolf. I liked to take her out where not many people could see her or hear my agonizing cries as we changed forms.

But when we came across the pond behind this house Zena always relaxed, even when she felt our mate cheating on us. It always baffled me.

I grabbed my bag from the backseat then opened the door and got out. I followed Scott to the front door, as he unlocked it he looked over his shoulder at me "Before anything happens, I need you to close off your link. I don't want him trying to contact you."

I nodded my head. "Okay.. is that it?" Once the door was opened he grabbed the bag from me and let me walk in first. "Just a question."

He turned on the light to the little entrance. Even though this place was little it did look very homey. The kitchen, dining area and living room were all open to each other. I'm sure the rest of the house had a bedroom and a bathroom somewhere.

"Just 1..." I turned to look at him. "Do you trust me?"

I gave him a small smile. "I came here with you didn't I?" He nodded his head. "That should tell you I trust you more than I do myself, Scott." I told him and i swear I saw his shoulders relax a little.

"Good!" He started walking me to one of the doors further into the house. "Because if you don't want anything to happen, just tell me."

Wait, I thought he was calling a random unmated male here. "I thought..." I stopped talking because now I was blushing and really embarrassed.

"You didn't want a stranger to see your body with how it looks now. I'm fine with how you look, Brooklyn. You should be too, they show off how strong you are." I stopped walking altogether, his words were so kind and really heart warming to hear after everything I'd been through.

He turned around when he realized I wasn't next to him. "As I said we don't have to do anything." He repeated.

I thought about it, like actually thought about it. "Will it hurt me?" He softened his gaze a little. "No, if you are willing to be with me fully, then no there shouldn't be any pain."

My anxiety about that dimmed a little bit, I was still nervous. I wasn't sure if I'd enjoy the encounter though. I hardly knew Scott. But also it made me want to try it with him and not some random pack member while wearing a blindfold.

"Oh you'll still be wearing it." My eyes snapped to his. "What why?" Scott grabbed my hand and pulled me into the room, he turned the light on and set me in front of him. "Because I don't want you to see what I'm going to do. I want you to guess what I'm going to do next."

He pulled my coat off, slowly letting it slide down my arms. Goosebumps rose all over my skin whenhe tossed it aside and placed his hands on my hips.

"I'm going to go in the bathroom and undress. I can hear your thoughts from in there, so when you are ready put this on and let me know." He handed me a blindfold.

I didn't get the chance to answer him before he left for the bathroom. I slipped my shoes and socks off setting them by the door. I was curious if I should leave my bra and panties on so I wouldn't be as naked when he came out.

"They'll come off anyways, so why leave them on amoureux!" My cheeks could not get any more red than what they already were. But even my wolf was telling me the samething. She was actually excited about this where I was a little more than nervous.

I stripped my clothing off then sat down on the edge of the bed so I could place the blindfold on. "Are you ready?" Scott called out and I let out a deep breath. "Yeah!"

I heard the door to the bathroom open, it took a few seconds but when it hit it hit me hard. His arousal. I hate to say that it turned me on by just the scent of his.

I was just glad that I couldn't see his face as he looked at me right now. My grandma was right about 1 thing, I was skinny. Me being pregnant and showing didn't change that in my features.

"Have you closed off your mind-link, Brooklyn?" Scott's fingertips grazed across my cheek and more goosebumps raised on my skin from his touch. I nodded my head, actually I forgot so him reminding me helped.

He soon ran his hand down my arm then grabbed my hand. "I want to help you up the bed, may I?" He was being mlre polite than what I was used to him being, I nodded my head again and he helped me stand up, instead of asking me to move on my own he picked me up, I sqealed and struggled to find his shoulders to hold onto.

I placed a hand on one shoulder while the other rested on his chest, his hard chest at that. The muscles beneath my hand flexed a bit as he lowered me back onto the bed, but I could feel him hovering over me.

"Remember, you habe to be willing. Because if you aren't, this will hurt you more than anything you've ever felt." He whispered. I bit my lip and nodded my head.

The weight of him began moving, I felt a kiss between my breasts. Scott didn't have facial hair but I could feel the stubble from the little bit that was there on my skin.

"I'm curious, how large is Ryan?" My brows furrowed together, why did that matter? I knew he was a little bigger than most humans should be on an avarage scale, but for a werewolf he was on the smaller side. "Uhh, about 8 inches. Why?"

I heard a chuckle slip from Scott. He must have heard me dissing my husband's average wiener in my head. I was fine with it when we first met, but as the years grew I secretly wanted more.

"I'm not average amoureux!" Scott's husky voice said, and it turned me on more. I even felt myself become a little wet by that information.