Chapter Thirty Four

Jay PoV:

I went directly to Vidya. I already miss her as my wife but now I miss her more after knowing that she is my secret admirer.

"Good morning uncle"

"Good morning Jay. Vidya, Jay came to meet you" uncle called her.

"Dad, tell him to come to my room"

"Jay, actually she is not well. If you don't mind, go to her room directly" uncle said but I already rushed to her room listening that she is not well.

I opened the door and she is on bed.

"Why are you unwell?" I asked her.

"I am suffering with fever Jay" she answered.

I kept my hand on her forehead to check temperature.

"Did you take medicine?"

"Yes"

"Did you visit doctor?"

"No but took medicine"

"Are you a doctor to prescribe medicine for yourself? Come, I will take you to hospital" I said

"Jay, I know the medicine"

"When did you do MBBS my dear wife?"

"Common tablets will be known to many people though they are not doctors. You first sit and relax" she said holding my hand and moving a side on bed.

I sat beside her. I kissed on her forehead.

"Vidya, you are so cute and sweet. I knew it. But I never knew about your anger" I said to her.

She looked at me.

"I mean I am asking don't you get angry at me anytime? I hurt you a lot many times" I said remembering leaving her for my sister in my college days.

"What happened Jay? Are you ok? We never get angry with the one whom we love a lot" she said.

"I am ok. Vidya, tell me one thing. Do you love anyone before Neel? I mean in ur college days, crush or something?"

Her face expressions changed to angry one.

"No I didn't love anyone. Do you think I have no work except loving someone?" She said angrily.

Damn it. She is very angry at me. I understood that she recognised me but wantedly she didn't tell me about herself.

"But Vidya, I loved someone in my college days" I said and looked at her.

There is no reaction in her.

"I really loved that girl a lot. She inspired me to know my talent. She is the reason behind my success of becoming a great rock star. But, unfortunately because of a promise made to Suhana di, I left her" I said holding her hands.

"Come on Jay. It's not love. You just thought it's love. If a love can be broken by a promise, we can't call it as love"

"Today I met my old friend Jahnavi and I came to know about that secret admirer whom I loved" I said and her eyes had few drops of water.

I know she understood that I am talking about her.

"Vidya, can you be my Sita one more time? I am really sorry"

"Enough Jay, leave that topic. She is dead long back. How can I bring that dead person back to you? Now I am Vidya, your wife. I will love you forever as your wife Jay, but not as Sita"

"Vidya, please I am sorry. I want to be your love Jay Ram, please Vidya" I said cupping her face.

"It's not possible Jay. I hate the name Jay Ram. I don't want to remember betrayal of Jay Ram. Because I feel to kill him, if I remember him. That's the reason I never told you about me and never called you as Jay Ram and always called as Jay"

"I never thought to betray you Vidya. I am forced to do so"

"Hell with it. Just leave me alone Jay. I didn't want to talk anymore. Get lost from here" she said turning other side.

"Be ready by evening Mrs Vidya Jay Ram. I am going to take you to our home and then I will see how will you ask me to get lost"

"I won't come"

I made her to sit on bed and went near to her face. She is not looking at me. I kissed her temple.

"You will come for sure because that is your home and you have your own responsibilities as daughter in law, bhabhi and wife. Though you hate your Jay Ram, you love your husband Jay a lot. So I know you can't stay away from your husband"

"Mom and dad didn't recover yet. I need one more week to stay here" she said seriously.

"Ok then I will come after one week with my parents to take you to our home"

"Did your mom and dad accept me?"

"How can anyone reject you Vidya? After all you are the most loving and sweet wife, bhabhi and daughter in law" I kissed her cheek again.

"But aunty and uncle are thinking I am not a virgin"

"No, I know you are a virgin. I will prove that to my parents. Definitely I will take you to our home after making them understand about you my dear lovely Sita" I pecked her lips and got up from bed to escape her serious looks.

But she held my hand stopping me.

"I will come to our home whenever you want but only as your wife Vidya, but not as your secret admirer. If you keep on remembering me our past, I am sure I will leave you" she said.

I leaned towards her and raised my eye brows.

"Really?" I asked huskily breathing near her neck and touching her face creating sensation in her.

"Go, you can't play this trick to make me quite" she said pouting.

"Ok, I won't do that but I will surely make you forgive me"

"Why do you want my forgiveness Jay? However I am ready to be your wife forever. So, I don't think my forgiveness matters to you anymore"

"It matters to me, Vidya. Because I love you. I know I was wrong in leaving you like that after loving you. But I was scared to didi in that age"

"Many youngsters are like you Jay. They never scare to propose a girl whatever may be their age. But, after proposing they will remember their age, job, family and everything on this Earth and leaves the girl. They support themselves saying they did a big sacrifice for their family. They didn't even care about that girl whether she is alive or not" she said seriously.

"Jay, that love is a nightmare in my life. I hate myself for many years for loving that Jay Ram. Now I am happy as your wife. Please Jay, at least for my happiness, don't remember that nightmare of my life again. Do you know Jay what that love gifted me?" She said showing cuts on her hand.

"Vidya"

"Jay, for one year she went into depression. She tried a lot to contact you but you refused to talk to her. She really loved you. She tried to attempt suicide when you left her as she is unable to bear your betrayal. I enquired about you and found that you are my sister's son. I went to talk to your parents but they didn't listen to me rather they told that it's not love and just a crush or infatuation. That's the reason I didn't agree love marriage of your didi with my son. Not because I am money minded or power greedy" Vidya's father told to me.