Chapter Eight

Vidya:

Jay went to open the door and then, called me. I was surprised to see my maternal family visiting me. I thought of hugging my dad and mom but stopped remembering Jay's anger the last time. I stood gulping and praying that Jay shouldn't insult my dad again.

"Vidya, meet your dad, mom and grandmaa. I will get ready and will join you people," Jay said.

I looked at Jay with surprise and he smiled at me. I gave coffee to them and prepared the breakfast. I went to Jay to talk to him.

"Vidya, what are you doing here? Don't you want to spend time with your parents?" Jay said.

"Are you not angry?" I said in a low voice.

"For what, sweetheart?"

"Because my dad and family came here again and you don't like it," I said.

"I am the one who invited them here to see you," Jay said, shocking me.

"Yes. I don’t want you to miss your family. I can buy anything with my money for you but not parents' love. I am sure whatever I give you will not be equal to your parents' love. So, I don't want to restrict you by stopping you from meeting your parents. You can meet them whenever you want and you can call them here anytime. I will prove your father’s misdeeds in other ways. I can’t play with your hpyness to make your father confess his misdeeds," Jay said, cupping my face.

I hugged him but Jay broke the hug.

"Let's stay away for sometime till you love me, Vidya. I don’t want to trouble or hurt you."

"Jay, why are you behaving like this? I didn’t say that your closeness hurts me."

"We can be close only with the one whom we love. I can be close to you only when your heart accepts me. Otherwise there’s no meaning for our relationship. I am not the one who stays close with a girl without her acceptance. Though you are my wife, I respect your feelings."

"I accepted you, Jay."

"You accepted our relationship but not me. Leave it, Vidya. Your parents are waiting for you and I am getting late."

"Please have your breakfast and then go."

"I can’t have food with your parents."

"But I can’t send you without having the food," I said.

Jay smiled and came to the dining hall, leaving his anger. I served the food to everyone and they tasted the food. Mom looked at me while Jay is having the food calmly.

"Vidya, did you taste the food," my mom said.

"No, mom. Why?" I said.

"It's very tasty, Vidya. I want somemore. I think you can cook it for yourself again," Jay said and I served him the food again.

"Vidya, can you please bring a coffee for me?" Jay said and I went to bring the coffee. While I was coming to the dining hall, I stopped hearing Jay's words.

"Aunty, don’t say anything to Vidya. May be in hurry, she kept chilli powder a bit more in the breakfast," Jay said.

"But jay, it's too spicy. Not possible to eat. I don’t understand how could you have it," my mom said.

"More than the taste of the dish, what matters to me is Vidya’s love for me," Jay said.

"Jay, I thought you would show your anger at her because of me. But you are loving my daughter more than us. Thank you, Jay," my dad said.

"Mr. Anand, I am loving my wife and not your daughter. Hope you understand this. One more thing is I can take revenge against you directly and no need to use Vidya for that. Soon I will reveal your original mentality to the world."

Saying this Jay got up and I lost in Jay’s words. Jay came from the dining hall and saw me there.

"Vidya, is everything ok with you?" Jay said.

"Yes. Jay, can you come from the office earlier today?"

"Sure. Are you not coming to the office today?"

"I have some work in the home," I said and Jay gave a confused look.

Jay went to the office and my family too left. As I asked, Jay came to the home earlier in the evening. I wore a purple coloured sari as it's Jay’s favorite color. Jay starred at me for sometime and then, came near to me. He was mesmerised seeing me in this attire. Jay was about to touch but I stopped him to tease him for a while.

"You said that you would stay away from me until I propose you," I said.

Jay got away from me.

"Of course, it's just that something has fallen on your hairs. So I thought of removing it," Jay said.

"Really? But I thought that you forgot your words and was about to shower your love in your style," I said.

"No way. First tell me this. Why did you ask me to come earlier to home?"

"Nothing, just simply. Did you expect anything special?"

"Not even in dreams. After marrying you, do you think that still I will expect something special from you?"

"Go and get fresh up. I will bring coffee for you," I said.

"No need," Jay said with irritation.

"Fine, then do one thing. Get fresh up and bring a coffee for me," I said. Jay went off glaring at me.

Jay came back washing his face and I gave clothes to him, by touching his hands. Jay closed his eyes as he felt difference in the touch.

"Can you help me to wear this necklace?" I said.

"Can’t you do it?"

"Are you scared of losing your control if you touch me?"

"Shut up."

Jay came forward and kept the necklace to me.

"Shall we go to our garden? The weather is so good today," I said.

"I will come within a few minutes. You can go and wait for me," Jay said.

I went and Jay came with a coffee after sometime.

"Coffee," Jay said.

"But I just asked coffee for fun."

"I told you many times that whatever you ask, I will do it to see your smile," Jay said and I felt lucky for having Jay as my husband.


I smiled and held his hand. I took him to a little distance in the garden. There I arranged candles in the heart shape and in the centre, I wrote with I❤U with rose petals. Jay looked at me surprised and I was on my knees to propose Jay.

"I love you, Jay. Do you love me?"

Jay held her hand and I stood up.

"I love you too, Vidya," Jay said hugging me. Jay kissed my lips showing his love for me. I was mesmerised in his kiss and kissed him deeply.

Later, I took him to the table where I arranged the dinner. The fragrance of the jasmine in the garden made Jay senseless. The aroma ignited new feelings in us to fulfill the desire for one another. I served the food to Jay, but still his gaze is at me.

"Have the dinner," I said, touching his hand to bring him into this world from my world.

"You are looking like an angel. Your smile is making me happy and I will do anything for your smile. You are making me lose my control."

I blushed listening at his words.

"Vidya, please don’t make me lose the control atleast until we complete our dinner."

"What did I do now?" I said confused.

"Your blushing makes you look even more beautiful and I become crazy for you."

I smiled and we completed the dinner. I was washing my hand and while coming back, I slipped and about to fall but caught by Jay. Jay helped me to stand and then hugged me from the back. Removing my hairs aside, Jay kissed on my back. Then, he turned me towards him. He kissed me on the forehead, eyes, cheeks and chin. Jay touched my lips, stroking them.


"Shall we go to our room?" I said.

Jay lifed me in his arms and took me to the room. My saree reached the floor as Jay dropped me on the bed. My breathe hitched being half nude before Jay. Jay touched my cheek and moved his finger down to the neck and slowly stopped at my bosoms. His shirt was removed and I gulped seeing him like that. I avoided looking at him to hide my shyness coupled with nervousness. However, Jay made me to look at him. Meeting with his eyes increased my desire for him. Jay kissed my bosoms and only then, I realized he undressed me already. I understood how crazy I became looking at him and didn't even notice anything.

"I know you are nervous. I am ready to give you time if you want. Or else I am sure you will enjoy because this is our love making but not collision of two bodies."

I nodded though I don't understand what he said.

"Love making doesn't mean having sex with you to fulfill my need. Love making is divine. Expressing love to the loved one by proving that we are one forever. Love making is nothing but becoming one. A promise that we are one throughout our life," Jay said.

His kisses, trials, touch everything made me feel I want them more and more. Finally, he entered me and drops of water came out from my eyes. Jay kissed them off and helped me to feel the pleasure of love making. I intertwined my fingers with him and kissed me on his lips deeply expressing how much I love him.


After the love making, I turned another side as I felt too shy to look at Jay. He patted on my shoulder and I turned towards him. Jay raised my head and I looked at his eyes.

"I love you," Jay said.

"I love you too," I said.

I dozed off in his arms feeling happy and secured. The version of love making I heard from others is much different from Jay's version. It's not to satisfy his physical need or for a heir but this is pure love making only to let me know how much I mean to him and his love for me.