Chapter 85

"You should not be having a vulnerability. Now that you have an enemy." Dominic said
　　"if maquis is aware of this, he is going to use it to his advantage and you know it…"
　　" I understand Steelsaid "and I will do what is necessary".Steel felt very sad because the necessary as he calls it will be something very hurtful for Both him and violet.
　　When Violet got back home, she did not feel very happy. She was so sad, but she hoped that steel would rectify his mistake. She put a phone beside her bed and she laid on the bed. She tried to fall asleep, but she could not. She was hoping that Steel would call her soon.
　　Steel knew that he would have to break Violet's heart to keep her safe from marquis and all his enemies. Violet was with a phone all night butshe got no call from Steel.
　　Then the next morning, she decided to bury the axe and make peace with him. She called him but he Steel did not take his phone. She wondered if he was angry about something . So she sent him several texts, apologising for showing up unannounced.Steel saw the text the violet sentto him. And he felt really bad
　　He did not know how to break the news to violate that he would have to leave her. It was breaking his heart too. But Violet has become so fond of him. And even if he asked for space, he did not know how long he was going to take. It did not want violet to spend all our life waiting for him. Because he has an enemy that wants to use his weakness to get to him.
　　Still did not want to break the news to violence over the phone. That would be just plain rude.
　　He needs to see her face to face. But he doubted himself. Seeing Violet's innocent, beautiful face might not make him strong enough to say what he has to say to her. He was going to become very vulnerable if he saw her face but hejust had to be strong. He thought.
　　The next day Violet went to her workplace as usual. She was in an office, busy going through some books. When someone told them that she had a visitor. When she stepped out, she saw steel and she was so happy. But she did not want to look like a weak and vulnerable girl in love in front of our workers so she pulled him into her office
　　She hugged him so tightly and kissed him but still did not say a word.
　　"What is wrong Steel? I know let's forget about what's happened.
　　I'm really sorry for just showing up unannounced. I'm very sorry. I know that you have a lot going on and I need to be patient.
　　Don't worry from now on. I promise to stay away from your business. Okay." She said
　　"Violet, I have something to say to you." He said.
　　"What is it Steel?" She said
　　" I think we all need to break." He said.
　　"A break from what?" Violet said.
　　"You need to take a break from me and I also need to take a break from you."
　　Steel said
　　"What do you mean? You need to take a break from me? Why the hell are you taking a break from me? What have I done?" She said
　　violets, there are a lot of things that I think if you get involved in it will not be good for you. You need to be safe. I don't think a lot of people need to know us together.
　　Oh, really? And you did not think about all this before we started dating, and before you say making me feel this way." She said
　　"I am not going to take this form from you Steel, I am in love with you and you have to accept that. Do think I don't know that it is dangerous being with you, but I've chosen this life and it is mine not yours. You do not have the right to make decisions for me." Violets yelled.
　　" Look violence, I know it is your life. But it is also my life. And I will choose who I want to spend it with." He said.
　　Violet felt like her heart was broken into a million pieces with what he just said. Steel felt bad about what had just said. He just needed to sayit, Violet was hardHeaded and she would not accept him if he continued talking to her in a calm voice. He needed to talk to her like he meant it.
　　"Okay, fine." She said, without voice breaking. "You want to spend your life without me? No problem about that. You can do whatever you want. Yeah. And to get the hell out of my sight right
　　Thank you. "
　　Still felt very sad with what violets was saying. He knew that what he said was worse. He hated the words that was coming out of the both of them His mouth
　　But violet would never understand. She would always want to be by his side even when it's time for danger. He could not stand losing another love of his life. He could not stand losing another person who accepted him for who he was.
　　This was just a gift. And he needed to preserve this.
　　"Violet I'm sorry," he said.
　　"Yes. And I'm sorry too. Now can you leave, please?" She said.
　　Steel walked away from her office, with his heartache due to his shattered heart as he left the library.
　　Violet bursted in tears. She was so heartbroken. She wondered what she had done to deserve this sort of wickedness. She never had anything good last long in our life. Why does everything always come shattering When he just gets good? She has never had a long time of happiness. It was always ending in tears.
　　Luca tried to say hello to steel as he was leaving the office. But he notice that steel greeted him very weakly. Unlike their usual cheerful selves.
　　He went immediately into violet's office to ask her why Steel was so cold and he met violet crying her eyes out on the table
　　"Violet what happened?"Luca asked "Why are you crying? What is wrong? Oh my god. It hugged violet very tightly. What is wrong? I just saw still leaving. What happened?" He was looking so sad.
　　Violet could not even put our words together.
　　"He...he broke up with me."She said
　　"what? Why? You barely just started dating. What the hell did you do?"
　　"Nothing Luka, I did nothing. She said Why do bad things always happen to me? Why don't I ever have a happy ending? Luca? What have I done to deserve this wickedness. I am tired Luca, I am so tired." She cried.
　　"Luca held her tightly, "Violet, you can't keep crying like this in the office. Come on stop. Hold yourself together or should I drive you on? Let me drive you home." He offered
　　" Oh what will I be doing at home?"
　　"Yes, it's okay to cry,"Luca said. "But you can't cry in front of your staff like this. Have you forgotten that you're the owner of this place now? You can"t cry here,there area lot of people here. What if someone wants to see you? They will meet you here crying on the table. That will not look good. Come on. Let me take you home. Luca said. Luca wiped violet face and took her out, then drove her home.
　　When Mara got back home in the evening, and saw the mood that Violet was in, she asked what the problem was. Violet explained everything that happened to her and how Steel broke up with her.
　　"What still broke up with you!"Mara was so angry. And this a huge part of our anger was because she has not really gotten to know steel so much. She doesn't even know where he lives. And now he just broke up with violet.
　　How was she going to get him now?
　　"Oh my god Violet, I am so sorry. What did you do? What did he say? He did?"
　　"Nothing, Mara. I did nothing. I'm just tired. Mara tried to console her. And also felt a bit elated. Because now Violet is on the same level with her and they can both go back to hustling for a man like they did before.