Chapter 89

Steel was not the best of himself without Violet in his life. gay Had never seen his master that way before. The only time He has since Steelso out of it is either when he loses someone very important to him to death.
　　Steel has been trying to channel his attention into something else that would take his mind off the fact That he left to one who accepted Him just because of his stupid enemy He could not wait to destroy Marquise and any other person who sees Violet as a weak link to get to him?
　　Of course they are right. He had become so vulnerable he shouldn't be so on to falling in love with a mortal . but here he is and he does not regret it.
　　Gay was very concerned about his master's mood of recent especially since he has lost contact with violet. he had never seen his master this way. It is obvious that this Girl holds a special place in his heart and Gayhas reservations about the human obviously, he does not like her. But if she makes Steelhappy then his opinion holds no water.
　　He went towards Steel where he was laying on the bed.
　　" I want to talk to you sir," he said
　　"What do you want?"Steel asked?
　　"Well, you seem to be in a very down mood and it is not really good. I've never seen you like this. Except when you lose someone."
　　"Well, I have lost. I have lost someone haven't I?" Steel said.
　　"Which someone are you talking about sir?"
　　"Violet. Obviously!"
　　"Sir, she is not dead." Gay said.
　　"Well, she's as good as dead to meIf I cannot have ." Steel replied in a non interested tone.
　　"Sir there will always be consequences for dating someone who is not the same being as you. If it's not maquis today, it could even be someone close to you. You will always have a price to pay sir, That is why we don't do that. Remember what happened the last time you tried something like that?
　　I'm glad that you were accepted this time by this human, but the people around you would never accept it." Gay said.
　　"So what do you want me to do gay? live my life in misery. I should never experience something that make me happy?. What kind of life is that? It is not worth it at the end of the day. It's because I have followers. And I never begged any of you to follow me. You just keep following me anywhere I go. And now you expect me to keep up with your standards." Steel complained.
　　"Say you're a powerful person. Even when you don't look for trouble, trouble will come for you. There are people here that are trying to struggle with your power. They don't like the fact that you're powerful. And therewould always be someone targeting you. So you just have to do what is right." Gay said.
　　"So what is right gay?" Still asked?
　　"Have you ever had a deep discussion with this human of yours?" Gay asked
　　"A deep discussion? How deep?" Steel asked.
　　"I don't know. Have you ever considered turning her?" Gay said.
　　"What? Why would you ever saythat Gay? Why would I want to turn her? you want me to turn intoa flesh eating monster. Such innocence and pureness? No she's too clean to be tainted and I would not make her become one of us." Steel said.
　　" Well that is where the problem is. you cannot have her forever you know,that you can only have her for a period of time and You would do with that time that you have her for but it will always end badly."He said
　　" No, no, no, no gay. I can't believe you're saying this. Violet is to clean. I would never want to do that to her, ``Steel insisted.
　　"But if she claims she loves you, and she's ready to give everything up for you. I don't know. Maybe you should try to bring up the topic too and see what she feels about it. It is her decision after all. There might be miles that she's willing to go for, you know."Gay continues
　　"No gay. I would never ask that of her. She's my Gem. And that is how I like her. Thanks for the idea of thoughGay." Steel said dismissing Gay.
　　Gay smiled and walked away.
　　Turning violet into a werewolf! No. No, no. She has a life of her own. And he would not want to use his own selfish needs to destroy our own life. That is a lot to ask of a person.He thought.
　　He brushed the thoughts out of his mind immediately and went back to living his life without Violet.
　　Steel decided to pay visits to Dominique since she had left his place. Dominique was not interested in sharing all she had been through when she was in her trance with him but he wanted to know all about So he went to pay her visits.
　　"Dominic You never told me anything about what you saw in your journey away, or what you went through. You just came back with a whole lot of strange powers that almost destroyed my house. And you have not said a word about that." Steel said.
　　"Steel, I have a lot to say. In fact, I'm not done on my journey.
　　But I have to be here for now. There are things that are on the line. My chi never wanted me to come back here.
　　It wanted me to stay for a long time. It's also asked me to bring people over to it. Because it is lonely. Now I need to start recruits in witches. I never thought that would be a responsibility for me. I'm not the kind of person I could hardly keep my own family safe so why would it be asking me to recruit witches." Dominique said.
　　" Well that's crazy, but you seem very different. I don't know, I think it's something about your eyes.
　　" Yeah, I have the power of the waters now. In fact, I have a whole lot of powers with me. And that is why you would never be touchable. As long as I am beside you. The only way they can get to you is the same way they got me a long time ago; through the ones you love."
　　Steel sighed.
　　" you had a constant visitor When you were out." Steel remembered
　　"And who was it?" Dominic asked
　　"Tabatha, your bestie Of course." Steel said.
　　"Tabitha? What does she want?Dominique asked.
　　"I don't know. But she came around looking for you all the time. She gave me serious headaches when you were not around. In fact, she decided that she was going to tell everyone in the clan that I have lost control of keepingmy territory safe.
　　"I am beginning to think this obsessiveness that Tabatha has for you is love and not just ordinary obsessiveness." Dominique commented.
　　"Oh please. That chapter is closed. And it may never return again. Tabitha is bad news" Steelsaid. Dominic laughed.
　　"I haven"t seen her since I got back though," Dominique said.
　　"She is probably with marquis?" Steel said.
　　"You think she has something to do with that?" Dominique asked.
　　"Oh I know she has something to do with that!" Steel affirmed.
　　Dominique sighed.
　　"You seem really down, what is this look on your face? it's been a long I saw Like this"
　　Dominic asked him
　　"Oh is nothing "Steel said
　　"Come I know what it is about.That girl isn't it? Do you really like her?"
　　" Well Dominique,she knows who I am. She accepted Me When she saw me at my worst. She loves me for who I am. Wouldn't I like her? AndI have liked her for a very long time. I just kept it to myself. But it turns out that this is actually mutual and expects me to not feel down? How long am I going to keep living like This with nothing to call my ownApart from the things that these mortals go after.
　　I am Immortal Dominique and love is the only thing that makes sense to me in this world.But I gave up on That.
　　I have seen the world, I have Lost and I have lost. It's just very hurtful to find something You want, and not be able to Have it because of fear.
　　Why should Limit myself because of that idiot. I will have him killed I promise,he needs to die" He said
　　"Look steel If it is not maquis today then it will be someone else tomorrow this is the price You have to pay for Who You Are..,"Dominique said as steel cut her off.
　　"oh my god I have heard this over and over again I always have a price To pay. I can't just get things when I want it.Why must I pay the price for it? Is it not enough damn into this world of wickedness and vileness." He said.
　　" Can't believe we are talking about wickedness Still You are here vampires and werewolves at the same time, You eat humans! If humanshave to define wickedness They will mention Your name first." Dominique said.
　　"But that is how I'm Dominique. I wascreated to feedOn humans. Am I supposed to change you Who I am because Some people don't like it?Humans eat flesh too anddon't they get crucified for that. I tried to limit my feeding to just eating bad people.
　　Is that notenough? I was born this way, was that supposed to be damned back to hell Immediately I was born? Steel asked.
　　"Okay fine Steel" Dominique said. "If you really want this girl, Do you know that you cannot have a forever Why don't you Ask her if she would Like to be turned?" Dominique said.
　　"Noo not you too!" Steel exclaimed.
　　"What do you mean By me too?" sheasked
　　"You know what you nevermind, I don't want to talk about Again. I will give you guys what you, I would not love, i will not do anything,I would just sacrifice my love and sacrifice Is everything to keep my territory safe" he said.
　　"Steel , you are in love. Did you just say love?"
　　"What is love? Still asked? Yeah, I feel different for her. I don't feel the same way they feel about others for her.
　　"Is that what love is?" Steel said.
　　"I mean, wow, that is a strong word. And I can't believe they use it so easily.
　　Well, I would only use that kind of word in front of you because I'm real with you Dominique , I would never lie to you. But yeah, that is how I feel." He said Dominic was surprised.
　　She was surprised, she was happy that Steen felt something in his heart. When she was scaredof the price he would have to pay for it.