Chapter 11

Cyn’s POV


I wanted to see Tucker, but to do what? Apologize for Alex being my mate? The moon goddess doesn’t make mistakes, that’s what we’ve always been taught. If this were a few weeks ago, I would have been overjoyed.
“Cyn, do you want to go out tonight?” Alex asked me.
“Sure, what do you want to do?” I asked.
“Let’s go on a date, I’ll take you out to eat and then we can come back and watch a movie or something if you like.” He said.
“Sounds good.” I replied.
He gave me another kiss before striding away.
I looked up in the doorway and saw Tucker standing there. Fuck.
“Tucker –“
“No, Cyn. I told you to be with your mate, and I meant it.” He then turned on his heel and walked off, leaving me standing alone in the kitchen, dejected.
“Hey girl! Ready to find your mate?!” Helena came into the kitchen squealing. I turned to her and she could tell there was something wrong by the look on my face.
“What is it?” She asked seriously.
“Alex is my mate.” I told her.
“That’s a good thing, isn’t it?” She asked.
I sighed and played with the ends of my hair, “I would’ve thought so but I started developing feelings for Tucker. Alex had turned me off with his whole playboy attitude. What do I do Helena?”
“I’m not sure girl. Maybe we should watch some sappy romance movies for research?”
I cracked a grin, “sure, why not.” She looped her arm through mine and we strolled to my room to watch “He’s Just Not That into You,” one of my favorites.
Halfway through, there was a knock on the door. I opened it up and saw a bouquet of roses and a card. “Meet me by the waterfall, 4pm.” I looked for a signature but there was none. Well, Alex did say he wanted to take me on a date. Maybe it starts there?
“Awww, that’s so sweet!” Helena gushed. I grinned, it most definitely was. I smelled the roses and went downstairs to look for a vase. Halfway down I ran into Tucker. He looked at the roses in my hand and scoffed before walking away. Okay, so they’re obviously not from him, has to be Alex.
I found a vase under the kitchen sink and arranged the flowers, trimming the ends and putting flower food in them. When I was pleased with my work, I took them back to my room and set them on my desk. I had no idea Alex could be so thoughtful.
Around 3:50pm I was dressed and ready to head out. I grabbed a bag to tie my stuff to my leg and got undressed at the edge of the forest. The waterfall was a 10 minute walk from the pack house. I shifted and took my time walking, enjoying the smell of wildlife and woods. Right at 4 I arrived and I shifted back, getting myself dressed when I heard rustling.
“Don’t get dressed on account of me.” I heard a voice said. I looked up, surprised to see Josh here instead of Alex.
“Josh? You sent the roses?” I asked in disbelief.
“Yes, who did you think sent them?” He asked, confused.
“I thought it was Alex. I found out he’s my mate today.
“Alex is your mate?” He asked angrily. I looked into his eyes, stunned by the anger I saw there.
He grabbed my by the shoulders, “you don’t understand, Cyn, you’re supposed to be mine.” He said before his lips crashed down on mine. I tried to push him off but he was too strong. When he released me, I was out of breath. Panting, I slapped his chest. “Why’d you do that?” I asked, upset.
“I need you to know how I feel about you,” he said, searching my eyes.
I let out a long sigh, “Josh, I have a mate, I can’t be playing these games with you. Now excuse me, I have to get back to him. I only came because I thought he sent them.” I said cruelly. I felt bad saying it but it was the truth. Josh stood there, looking depressed as I walked away.
When I reached the pack house I went straight to Alex’s room to tell him what happened. Since I was his mate I didn’t even bother knocking, I walked in.
Immediately, I wished I knocked. I saw one of the pack members, Jenny, on her knees in front of him. He seemed like he hadn’t heard me and kept getting his dick sucked. Extremely hurt, I turned around and slammed the door, running as fast as I could away from there. I bumped into Tucker and kept running, regardless of his protests. I can’t believe it. The one who’s supposed to love and care for me was getting a blowjob AFTER finding out we were mates. I understand before, but I can’t tolerate afterwards. The moon goddess is too cruel. By the time I reached the woods, I threw my clothes off, not caring that I wasn’t tying them to my leg. I didn’t care at all. I took off running until I ran out of breath and then I finally stopped. My chest was heaving up and down from exhaustion. I shifted back into human form and laid on the ground, crying. After a few minutes I heard sniffing. I hopped up off the ground, hoping there weren’t rogues. After a minute, Tucker’s wolf appeared. He shifted and I ran to him and jumped in his arms.
“He…he was cheating on me! Even after finding out we were mates!” I cried into his arms. He rubbed my back, consoling me.
“I’m so sorry, baby. I’ll kill the miserable bastard.” He growled.
“No don’t, just don’t.” I whispered, looking up at him. He looked down at me with such tenderness that I was overwhelmed. Next thing I knew, he slowly lowered his head and gently pressed his lips to mine.
“Make love to me.” I whispered to him.
He stared at me in shock. “I don’t want you to do this because you feel obligated or as a revenge thing.”
“I want to do it because I want you, that’s all.” I told him truthfully. He gave me a mega watt smile and brought his lips down to mine again. This time his mouth was hungrier, we both opened our mouths and our tongues fought for dominance. I felt him grab my ass and lift me up to where our cores were rubbing against each other.
We made out for a few minutes before he laid me down on the forest floor.
“Are you sure?” He asked again. “Yes,” I whispered breathlessly.
He kissed my jawbone, working his way down to my neck, breasts, stomach and finally down to my pussy. He gave a long lick from top to bottom, making me cry out. He focused his tongue on my clit, licking circles on it before he inserted a finger in me, followed by another shortly after. He pumped in me while licking until I felt my whole body heat and I cried out in ecstasy.
“Tucker!” I screamed as he licked up all my juices. His mouth released me and he sat up, rubbing his cock with his hand, stroking it to complete hardness. I watched in shock at how large it was.
He took the head of his dick and rubbed it through my wetness before slowly sliding in. When he pushed past my barrier, I screamed and grabbed onto his strong arms. He stilled and waited for me to adjust until I nodded to let him know I was okay. Then he started to slowly move in and out of my pussy, his dick filling me to my stomach. I had no idea sex could be like this. I feel so connected to him. He leaned down to kiss me slowly while he thrust into me. I cried his name like a chant with each pump of his cock while lifting my hips to meet his.
“Yes baby, you’re so damn tight.” He growled, sweat dripping down his brow. My back arched as I felt myself wind up for another orgasm. When he pushed me over the top I screamed and my pussy squeezed his cock, milking it. I heard his roar and then grunt as he stilled in me, I could feel his cock jerking inside me, turning me on beyond disbelief. He finally pulled out and rolled onto his back.
“That was amazing,” he breathed out between pants.
“Yes,” I panted, still breathless.
“Don’t worry girl, the night’s not over yet.” He said with a smile before rolling back on top of me. He nibbled on my neck and licked it before I felt his head prodding at my entrance again. Next thing I know, he thrusted fully inside me again.
“Tucker!! I’m so full!” I screamed. He smirked and began pumping me, much harder this time, like he was trying to brand me as his. After several times making me cum, he came again, filling me with his seed. I sighed contentedly before looking at him.
“Let’s do it again.” I said with a wide grin. He looked at me, sweaty and nodded his head. “I’ll fill you up all night, girl.” We continued our dance all night until dawn began to break. The last time we had sex I was almost passed out when I heard, “I love you, Cyn.” Surely Tucker didn’t say that. That was my last thought before I passed out from exhaustion.