Chapter 34

Cyn’s POV



It’s Friday after school and I’m getting dressed to go to a party. I tried to worm my way out of it but Helena wasn’t taking no for an answer. I was dressed in a black, glittery, silk dress with black heels. I felt my dress was a little dramatic for a party but Helena insisted it was perfect. Tonight is supposed to be a night of us being single ladies, no men drama.
“Who do I know at the party?” I asked her.
“It’s just people from the pack, letting off steam since the alpha is out of town again. It’s going to be at Jensen’s house. Just stick with me and you’ll be fine.”
Tonight was a chance to forget about Tucker, Josh, Jace and Alex. A night to focus on myself.
Helena took my arm and pulled me behind her, we went to a large mansion half a block down the road from the pack house. Whoever Jensen is, is loaded. The party is in full effect, loud bumping bass, alcohol bottles everywhere. Red solo cups were strewn across the lawn while people congregated in little groups.
Helena and I reached the door right as someone opened it. We walked in and immediately my senses were assaulted. The smell of sweat, alcohol, drugs and sex was thick in the air.
“Hey Cyn,” I immediately hear Josh greet as soon as we make it into the kitchen where all the alcohol is. “Hey Josh.” I mumbled. He looked displeased by my lack of enthusiasm but he recovered quickly, wearing a mask of indifference.
“What are you doing here Josh?” Helena asked, making her displeasure known.
“Hey, I was invited here, I do have some friends you know.” Helena scoffed at his explanation. “Whatever.”
“Can you two get along?” I begged them.
“Do you want to play truth or dare with the rest of us?” A random guy asked our small group. “Could be fun,” Helena wiggled her eyebrows my direction. With a giggle, I grabbed Helena’s hand and we followed the guy downstairs. I could feel Josh on my tail the whole time. The three of us sat together in the circle. There were some people I remember seeing around school as well as some others that I don’t recognize, which isn’t saying much.
The bottle spins around a few times, eventually it lands on Helena. “Truth or dare.” The dark haired young man said.
“Truth.” She picked.
“Would you date me?” The cocky man said with a grin.
“No.” After that harsh rejection she ignored him and spun the bottle. It landed on a girl I didn’t recognize and I slowly started to lose interest in the game. Eventually the bottle lands on me. “Dare.” I called, itching for some adrenaline.
“I’m going to spin the bottle again, and whoever it lands on, you have to play 7 minutes in heaven with them.” Okay, sounds simple enough. I don’t have to do anything I don’t want to do.
The jock spins the bottle and it lands directly on my neighbor, Josh. Fuck.
His eyes darken in desire as he stares into my face. He pulled me up by the arm and dragged me to the closet in the room. “Come on Cyn, I know you want me.” Josh taunted in my ear. Do I want him? I’m not sure, but in this small closet, his touch is even more electric. He ran his knuckles down my cheek bone and cupped my cheek. The scent of his cologne swirled in my nostrils as he leaned down and pressed his lips to mine. I whimper which seems to spur him on. He grabs my ass and slams me again the wall in the closet. Suddenly, there’s a couple of pinches in my neck and then I let out a loud moan, uncaring who would hear me. My panties became soaked immediately and I was on the verge of cumming. Josh was sucking on my neck, the sensations going straight to my clit.
He pulled away from my neck and that’s when I saw the blood. He was drinking my blood. “Shh, shh, shh. I’ll give you what you need.” He whispered in my ear. He reached into my panties and began rubbing small circles on my clit. “Your cunt is so tight and hot, isn’t it? God, I want you to take my cock so bad.” He groaned as he increased his pace on my clit. Finally, I exploded all over the place. My chest rose and fell as I tried to catch my breath.
*knock, knock, knock*
“Time’s up,” someone shouted through the closet door.
Josh took his time licking my arousal off his fingers while I watched. “I’m done playing fair.” Josh whispered in my ear before exiting the closet. What did he mean by that? Playing what? I was confused, I have too many unresolved feelings right now and I can’t come to any decisions while I don’t have my memories. If I made any decisions tonight, they would surely end with me in Josh’s bed.
I scurry out of the closet and make my way back upstairs to the kitchen. I need alcohol, immediately. I pass by a few guys I recognize from english class, I shoot them a nervous smile and make my way towards where I remember the kitchen. I passed by a downstairs room that was a little cracked. I was about to pass by when I heard a groan. A bit concerned, I went closer to the crack but when I peeked in, there was a guy with his head back, eyes closed, and a woman on her knees in front of him. I couldn’t help but watch them, he grabbed onto her ponytail and thrusted into her mouth. He was handsome and rugged, he reminded me of a younger Jace. His eyes shot open and he caught me watching them. I withheld a gasp as he didn’t stop his motions, he continued humping this woman’s face. We stayed staring at each other until he finally stopped and shoved his whole cock in her mouth. He grunted and groaned but his eyes never left mine.
When they finish and he stands up, I gather my bearings and jump up, running the opposite direction of the room. When i’m certain that he’s not following me, I stop and end up finding the kitchen. Inside there’s unopened bottles of wine coolers and beers. I grab a fruity one and pop it open, the taste sweet on my tongue.
“I knew you were a wine cooler girl.” Someone taunted behind me. I turned around to see Josh’s brother, Garrett.
“Garrett, what are you doing here?” I asked him.
“Promoting world peace.” He mocked.
“Anyway, Josh is around here somewhere, you can probably reach him on his phone.” I supplied, hoping he’d leave me alone. He didn’t seem to take the hint or he didn’t care. I decided to just walk away. I don’t get very far before I feel a hard body lined up against my back.
I looked up to see Josh and for once I’m really relieved to see him. Garrett seems off to me, I definitely don’t want to end up alone around him. He seems dangerous.
“You okay? I’m sorry. About the closet. I took advantage of you Cyn, that’s not right.” Josh came to apologize to me.
“I wanted to do it.” I tried to assure him. I really did. “You don’t get it. You didn’t want me before when you had your memories. I just want to know what is it that I need to do to get a chance. But I can’t do anything with you right now.”
“I don’t care,” I told him, “I wanted it, I’ll just have to deal with the consequences of my actions later.”
I rubbed my front against his, feeling his erection against my stomach. If it’s so wrong, why does it feel so right?