Chapter 8

Cyn’s POV


I tried to spend the rest of the day alone in my room but that was ruined by a knock at my door.
*knock, knock, knock*
“Who is it?” I called out.
“It’s me.”
I hopped off the bed and opened the door shyly.
“Hey Tucker, what brings you by.”
He scratched the back of his neck, “I just wanted to see what you’re up to today, if maybe you wanted we could go do something?”
I smiled at him, “I haven’t had the best day today, I’d prefer to stay in.”
I saw his face fall, “oh I see, so sorry to bother –“
“But you can hang out with me in my room if you want, we could watch a movie together.” I suggested.
I watched his face light up at the suggestion. “Sounds great!” He said a little loudly.
I giggled and moved aside for him to come in. Now that I think about it, this is the first time he’s ever been inside my room.
“So this is it.” I held my hands out, showing him my room. He cracked a grin.
“Looks good enough to watch a movie in,” he winked before taking off his shoes and throwing himself on my bed. He patted the spot in front of him and I crawled into his arms. We lay spooning and I selected a movie.
“They were perfect together!” He exclaimed.
“That’s your opinion, but Edward and Bella were the ones who were perfect each other!” I argued.
“No way! Team Jacob all the way!” He argued back.
I cracked up laughing. I never imagined I’d be arguing with Tucker over who Bella should’ve ended up with in Twilight.
“What’s so funny?” He asked with his brow furrowed.
I turned around in his arms to where our fronts were flush together.
“Nothing. But I can think of better things to do instead of arguing.” I said while running a finger down his chest.
His eyes gleamed as he placed a hand on my cheek and leaned in to kiss me. Our mouths were synchronized as we both opened up to taste each other. His tongue caressed mine, making me feel hot all over.
“Mmm Cyn,” he moaned.
“Oh, Tucker!” I groaned as he moved to my neck and began to kiss me there. I felt him suck on my neck and I knew it would leave hickeys. I should have stopped him but I was too deep in the moment to care. I felt his hand squeeze my hip before it tentatively worked it’s way up to my breasts. I felt him squeeze and knead on them before playing with my nipples, making them hard and perky.
“You have perfect tits, baby.” He whispered huskily. I felt my pussy gush at his praise.
I could feel his erection against the lower half of my body and I was shocked by how big it was.
Without my permission, my body started to grind on his. I needed relief and I knew he could provide it.
“Shhh calm down, baby. As much as I’d love to ravish you, I need to know if you’re still a virgin.” He said. I was surprised by his question.
“Yes, I’m still a virgin,” I admitted shyly, “in fact, you were my first kiss the other day in the library.” I felt myself blush from head to toe at the admittance. He must’ve really liked my answer because his lips came crashing down on mine with even more force than before.
“I won’t take you like this. You deserve better than that. Hell, you deserve better than me.” He whispered hoarsely. “You deserve to give yourself to someone you love, which may very well be your mate.”
“I know.” I whispered back.
“Come on, baby, we can always cuddle and make out anytime you want.” He said.
I nodded, relieved and turned back around to look at the tv screen. I could feel his hardness pressing against my behind.
“Do you need to take care of that?” I asked him.
“Nah, it’ll go away. Don’t worry about it.” He urged before shushing me.
I closed my eyes, enjoying the feeling of being in his strong arms. What’s wrong with me? I’m so attracted to this boy who is a known playboy. My brain is saying don’t get involved but my heart is full speed ahead.
None of this matters though, only one more week until I supposedly find my mate. There are many males in the pack and school who turned 18 and didn’t meet their mate, for all I know, it could be any one of them. All I know is that for the first time, I actually wanted someone besides Alex for a mate.



Josh’s POV


I was pacing a hole in my room. I finally found her, after all these years, and I already fucked up.
“Calm down dearest brother.” Garrett drawled from my doorway.
I strutted towards him and grabbed the front of his shirt, “you don’t understand.” I growled.
“I think that you saw a pretty little thing and for the first time your dick started working. I think I understand perfectly.” He said with an arrogant smirk. I wanted to wipe that smirk right off his face.
“I soul bonded with her.” I yelled in his face.
Immediately his smirk fell. “Are you sure? That’s something that only happens in legends.”
“I know. Immediately, I looked in her eyes and she was all I saw. I felt my heart skip a beat, and I don’t even have a fucking heartbeat!” I roared before grabbing the closest item and throwing it across the room.
“Then why were you fucking someone else the other day?” Garrett asked me. I sat down and sighed while running my hand through my hair. “That’s something I keep asking myself. I find that the more time I spend around her, the harder it is to suppress my urges. I wanted to suck her blood while rutting in her so bad the other day that I thought it’d be better to use a stranger. She’s special, I didn’t want to push her too far by moving too quickly. If I could do it over, I would never have done it. Now Cyn hates me.”
“Maybe try explaining to her?” He mused. I growled, pulling my hair.
“I tried! But she won’t listen!” I told him.
“Can you blame her though?” He asked, earning himself a book thrown at his head.
“Look, you’ll just have to start from scratch. You’re a vampire, you’ve got plenty of time. Or you could always glamour her into forgetting.”
“I don’t want to do that. If she found out, she’d kill me and never forgive me.” I told him.
“Well, that’s all the advice I have. Good luck.” The fucker said before turning around and striding out the door. I looked around my torn up room and heaved a sigh. Now I have to clean this shit up.
Instead of cleaning though, I found myself leaving the house and hopping in the car. I drove to the pack house and parked right outside the main gate. I need to get her to listen to me, but what can I do to get her to listen? I slammed my hands on the steering wheel, unable to come to any answers.
I pulled out my phone and decided to send her a text.

Me: do you want to come over
Me: we still need to finish the project
Cyn: *read*
Me: please answer me
Me: please
Cyn: *read*

I couldn’t take anymore of this groveling so I decided to try and go inside again to make her see sense. I got out of the car and scaled the wall until I found her room by her scent. I was about to make my way inside when I saw through the crack of her curtains her and another guy under the covers. What the fuck. Immediately I wanted to crack this guy’s skull. I breathed deeply and resisted the urge to barge in. Right now is obviously not the right time to talk. I climbed back down the wall and dragged my ass back to my car.