Chapter 13

TRIGGER WARNING: RAPE, read next chapter if uncomfortable. Next chapter will have mention of the assault but will not go into detail.

Cyn’s POV


I followed Alex into his room nervously. He gestured for me to enter when he opened then closed the door behind us.
“Sit down, Cyn. I don’t bite, much.” He grinned. I sat down on the bed and just looked at him as he proceeded to sit down next to me.
“Tell me what’s on your mind? We used to be so close and you used to tell me everything.” He said into my ear.
“I’m scared of you.” I admitted. He tsk’d before grabbing my hands.
“I messed up, Cyn. I’ll be the first to admit that. But I think you should give us a chance. We could be happy, you know? Just give us a chance. Give yourself to me willingly and you’ll be the happiest woman on the planet. So what do you say?” He asked. I shook nervously, I didn’t want him to touch me.
“I-I can’t.” I told him. He squeezed my hands painfully. “It doesn’t matter, I’ll have you anyway. He pulled me towards him and ripped my shirt down the middle. He pulled my bra over my head and attacked my breasts with his mouth, biting and sucking painfully.
“Stop! Stop Alex!” I cried out. He covered my mouth with his palm, making it difficult to breathe. He pulled my pants down and ripped my panties off of me. He shoved them in mouth, muffling my cries. Alex then stood up and looked down at me before he went to his bedside table and shuffled through the contents. I tried to stand on shaky legs but faltered and caught his attention. He grabbed me around the waist and shoved me on my back onto the bed. He held a couple pairs of handcuffs and proceeded to cuff my wrists to his bed posts. All I had free were my legs, I tried to kick at him but he just shoved them down into the blanket. I watched as he pulled his pants down and saw his engorged cock. He pumped it a few times before positioning himself between my legs. He licked his hand and then moistened his cock with his spit. I tried to buck him off me but he just grabbed my legs and folded them into me, grabbing onto the back of my thighs. I felt him shove himself directly into my pussy and without waiting to adjust he began pumping fiercely. I cried out from the friction but he seemed to get off on my tears.
“Damn, you feel so good squeezing my cock. Yes, that’s it baby.” He moaned. My traitorous body became wet with his words and wetter still when he began to rub my clit.
“Your body doesn’t lie, you like it when I’m rough with you.” He thrust harder still into me, hitting my walls with great force. My cries were muffled due to my panties in my mouth, I tried to spit it out but to no avail.
From him rubbing my clit, I felt an impending orgasm build. I tried to hold it back but he was relentless on my clit and then I exploded everywhere. “Yes, squeeze my cock, Cyn. You’re mine, your body is mine, your heart and soul is mine. Mine!” He growled out as he continued his assault.
He slapped one of my breasts and leaned down to suck on a nipple. I tried to space out and think of anything else but he bit down when I did. “You’re going to feel everything I do to you.” He growled. He then sucked everywhere on my breasts, leaving hickeys everywhere.
He pulled out and switched positions, pushing my legs down to one side. He caressed my ass before sliding back in me.
“You’re so wet for me baby.” He groaned as he slid in.
I felt him flick my overly sensitive clit, making more wetness spurt out from my pussy. My nipples beaded and my back arched.
He continued pumping in me and from the change in position, I could feel him even deeper than before. He slid out again and leaned down to start licking my pussy, “you taste so good, Cyn. Even better than I imagined.” He moaned before diving back down.
I tried to buck him off but he held me down by the back of my thighs. His tongue flattened and licked up and down my clit to my slit. I felt another orgasm build, this one even bigger than the previous. My moaning was muffled by my panties as he licked me to release. Spent, my body slackened. He twisted me so I was laying on my side and he slid back in from behind. “I love how tight and responsive you are for me.” He grunted as he pumped. Finally after what felt like forever his thrusts turned sloppy and I felt his cock twitch in me. I felt his hot seed as he coated my womb with it.
I closed my eyes and tried to hold back the tears but failed.
He pulled out of me and reached up to caress my face. “Your mouth says no but your body says yes. You wanted this.” He whispered in my ear before kissing my face.
Is he right, did my body want this? He finally removed my panties from my mouth and he placed a small kiss on my lips before sitting back up. He stood up and grabbed his sweats before heading to the bathroom. He came back with a warm, wet washcloth and cleaned up my thighs.
He finally undid the cuffs and rubbed my wrists for me. He threw me a shirt and pair of his sweats to wear.
“Be a good girl.” He whispered in my ear before releasing me. With a sob, I ran out of the room and ran straight to my room.
What do I do now? Do I tell someone? Will they believe me? Can a mate rape a mate? Questions swirled in my head and I laid my head down and sobbed into my pillow. Maybe if I can fall asleep, I can escape this reality for a little while.