Chapter 38
Cyn’s POV
“Put me down!” I screamed loudly while pounding his back with my fists.
He chuckled lowly before gripping my thighs harder. “You’re mine, whether you want to be or not.”
I started crying which only seemed to spur him on. His hand grabbed my ass and kneaded it while he carried me. I tried to wiggle away but it was a impossible to move with his iron clad grip.
“Cyn, baby,” he cooed, “you’ll see. You’ll love it here and you’ll love me.”
“No!” I screamed out, trying to make as much noise as possible.
“I’m not going to hurt you, baby. I just want to make you feel good.” He drawled. I felt myself gag. “Why won’t you leave me alone?” I sobbed.
He gripped my chin and looked into my eyes. “Because you’re mine,” he snarled.
“You can take my body, but you’ll never have my heart.” I spat. Enraged, he grabbed me by the hair and pulled me behind him as he started to go into the cabin.
I panicked, not knowing what would happen to me once we reached inside.
The glint in his eye promised pain.
I tried to get away but his hold on my hair was too tight. He yanked me by the hair and threw me into the living room. I crashed on the floor, landing on my hands and knees.
“I love you in that position,” Alex said cheekily. I felt embarrassed and enraged. How dare he try to take me again? Haven’t I suffered enough?
“Stand up,” he barked at me. I scurried onto my feet and straightened out my dress. He grabbed me and took me to a bedroom. I backed away from him.
“So what are you going to do with me now?” I asked him.
“Now, we make love, we won’t stop until you’re pregnant.” My mouth fell open in shock.
He approached me and grabbed my chin before pressing his lips to mine. He tried to shove his tongue in my mouth but I denied him entry.
I could tell he was getting frustrated that I wasn’t into it.
In anger, he tore my dress and underwear off in one fell swoop. I gaped, the sudden chill beading my nipples. “I missed your pussy, Cyn.” He lustily growled. He laid me down on the bed and spread my legs.
He dived straight for my cunt, licking my clit and sucking up my juices. “Nnooo…” I moaned out as he hit a sensitive spot.
I could feel him smirk when my hips rose to follow his tongue.
“Your cunt was made for me,” he whispered as he licked my wet pussy lips. Alex stood suddenly with a grin.
He slowly started to undress in front of me, watching me the entire time. When he dropped his boxers, he was hard and ready.
“I never told you that you have the best body I’ve ever seen. Your tits and ass are incredible and I want to stay buried in your pussy all day.”
Alex grabbed his dick and began pumping it, squeezing the head with each stroke.
“What’s your answer?” He asked as he stood there, still touching himself. I looked up into his calculating eyes.
“Answer for what?” I asked.
“I want your consent for sex this time.” I looked at him in disbelief.
“Why?” I asked the first question that came in mind.
“Don’t worry about it. Look, I need you and our bodies want each other. Step outside of your comfort zone and let me pleasure you.” He said with enthusiasm.
I was going to say fuck off, but instead I nodded. Fuck! What did I get myself into? Why am I nodding?
He grinned, his first real smile all day.
He buried his face in my breasts, sucking my nipples and leaving hickeys over every square inch. I leaned my head back and sighed as his fingers found my entrance. Using my wetness, he slid a couple of fingers into my empty pussy. I whined as I felt him stretch me out with his fingers.
“So hot and tight, just like I remember it. You felt so perfect wrapped around my cock.”
I whimpered, his hot words turning on an unknown side of me.
“You need to be dominated. You’re scared because you like this side of me.” He taunted.
“N—no I don’t.” I whimpered.
“Mmm, Cyn. Sit on my lap.” He sat up against the headboard and pulled me forward by my hips. His hot dick rubbed against my wetness that was gushing from my pussy.
“Sit on my dick.”
I nodded and grabbed his cock to line it up to my entrance. I sank down on him with a loud moan. “Yes baby, now ride me.” He grabbed my hips and started to bounce me on him. My breasts bounced as he thrust up into me each time I came down. “So good,” I moaned as he hit a secret spot inside me.
“Yes baby, squeeze my cock.” He grunted as he fucked up into me.
His fingers circled my clit, until he forced an orgasm from me. I convulsed on his cock, screaming his name loudly.
“Yes come on my cock. You love my cock, don’t you, you dirty girl?”
“Yes. You feel so good.”
“Fuck, I’m going to cum.” He flipped me onto my back and spread my legs far apart. He fucked my little pussy until he roared out his orgasm. I could feel his seed painting my insides. I shuddered as I felt another orgasm caused by his hot seed. My eyes rolled to the back of my head and I moaned loudly. “You take my cum so well.” He praised as he slowly slid out. I fell back on the bed, exhausted.
Alex rubbed my cheek with his knuckles, “I need you, Cyn.”
“But I don’t need you.” I answered him.
For the first time, I see a bit of his heart and it’s breaking.
“Am I not good enough?” He asked.
“You cheated on me! The very first day!” I cried out. He looked away, pained. “I know. That was the biggest mistake of my life. I wish I could take it back.”
“Look, this was…fun.” I started to tell him but he cut me off. “Don’t say it. I know what you’re thinking.” He said.
“But… we aren’t going to be together. You broke my trust.” I told him.
“How do I earn it back?” He asked. I scoffed, “you can’t. Now please, take me home. I need to shower.” I told him.
When we got back to the pack house, I immediately ran to Helena’s room, jumped in the shower and scrubbed down my body. Why did I agree to have sex with him? Was I worried he would force me regardless? I can’t stop thinking about his big hands holding onto my body, squeezing it as he forced himself into me.
At least it was a one time thing.
I can’t tell you why I agreed to sleep with him. At first, I thought it was out of fear, but now I’m afraid he’s right, I do like being dominated. But do I want him to do the dominating? I suddenly thought of Jace. I bet he’s dominant in bed. I finished up my shower and crawled into bed. What the hell is happening in my life right now? I just willingly had sex with my abuser.