Chapter 15

Tucker’s POV


We’ve been at my grandma’s house a few days and I’ve noticed a few things about Cyn. She’s much quieter and her smiles are fake. I know that something terrible must’ve happened between her and Alex. I don’t know for sure, but I have a feeling about what happened. Today I decided enough was enough. Cyn went to lay down for a nap and I was going to take a trip to the pack house. My baby is a shell of her former self and I’m going to eradicate the problem.
“Are you headed to the pack house?” Grandma asked me.
“Yes, ma’am, I have important business to take care of.” I told her.
“Okay honey, be careful.” She nodded solemnly. My grandma is no fool, I’m sure she noticed the differences in Cyn also.
I hopped in my car and drove to the pack house, ready for blood.
When I arrived, the bastard was standing outside laughing with one of the females of the pack, I didn’t even know her name.
“Alex, we need to talk.” I told him as I approached with my hands in tight fists. He looked me up and down and gave the girl a kiss on the cheek before slapping her butt and sending her off.
“Aren’t you supposed to be Cyn’s mate?” I asked him, trying to tamp down on my anger.
“Haven’t you noticed? She hasn’t been around the past few days, hell neither have you. I bet you guys are fucking. She does have such a tight hole.” He said maliciously.
I couldn’t control my wolf anymore, I shifted and went straight for his throat.
His reflexes were fast enough that he was able to shift in time to defend himself. We circled each other, growling until he made a move to lunge at me. I dodged it and went straight for one of his legs. “Awooo!” His wolf howled in pain. I shook his leg as hard as I could, trying to break it. He whimpered as I let go and went for his other leg. I was trying to fuck this bastard up.
He limped to the side in time to dodge my attack. I turned around and got in his face with a roar before I went to his throat again. I shook as hard as I could until his body went limp.
I let go of him and shifted back. His body automatically shifted back into human form and he laid bleeding and broken. I touched his wrist to check his pulse. Still breathing, too bad. I left him laying on the ground naked and broken before I took off. I went up to my room, showered and changed. I felt much better taking action and doing something.
*knock, knock, knock*
“Yeah?” I called out.
“Let me in Tucker.” I heard the alpha’s voice say. I opened up after I put a shirt on and faced him.
“What’s the meaning of attacking Alex? You could’ve killed him!” He roared at me. I crossed my arms in front of me.
“You mean after he assaulted my girlfriend? He deserved worse than what I did.” I told him simply.
Alpha James punched the wall next to my head.
“That’s not a good enough reason!”
I growled and clenched my teeth. “That’s bullshit and you know it! Shame on you for turning your back on a young woman like you did. I’m ashamed to call you my alpha. In fact, consider me a rogue from now on. I’m packing my shit and leaving this bitch ass pack.”
He laughed loudly, “good luck out there, and you better watch out for Alex, I’m certain he’s going to press charges.” He then turned on his heel and left my room.
I started packing everything, leaving behind useless crap. When I was done I loaded up my car and took off back to grandma’s. I was tempted to grab all of Cyn’s stuff but I didn’t want to make that decision for her.
When I arrived, Cyn was on the front porch swing with grandma drinking tea. I smiled at the beautiful sight in front of me. She’s absolutely perfect.
I hopped out of my car and approached the two ladies that I loved most in this world.
“Tucker, why do you have your bags?” Cyn asked me.
“I left the pack.” I said.
“Why?” She asked, shocked.
“Because the alpha is a spineless bastard, and after I kicked Alex’s ass, I’m not welcome there anymore, anyway.” I said with venom.
“Oh my god! You beat him up? What if you got hurt? What would I have done then?” She asked while checking me for injuries.
I grabbed her hands and lifted them up to my face, kissing her knuckles. “I did it for you. I know you don’t want to talk about what happened and that’s fine. However I can’t allow him to get away with whatever he did. I know it was him, Cyn. I would do anything for you. I’d paint the sky red if it brought a smile to your face.”
By the time I was finished, she was bawling. She threw her arms around my neck and sobbed into me.
“It’s okay baby, let it out, I’m here for you.” I said into her ear while caressing her hair.
My grandma went inside to give us some privacy while Cyn and I stood outside for awhile until her tears stopped. I pulled her face away to look. Her nose and eyes were puffy and red. I wiped away her remaining tears and kissed her nose.
“Do you want to go on a hike? It’s not healthy to stay cooped up inside. We can watch the sunset together.” I smiled down at her. She beamed up at me and grabbed my hand. We walked hand in hand through the forest. We passed by many critters such as squirrels, rabbits, a few deer and a snake. We eventually reached a small cliff with a view of the forest and a lake. We sat down on the edge of the cliff and watched the sun paint the sky red, yellow, purple, and then blue until it disappeared over the horizon.
“That was beautiful.” She sighed in my arms.
“Not as beautiful as you.” I cooed at her.
She gave me a shy smile and pressed her lips to mine. We took our time savoring each other until the cold of the forest began settling in.
“Let’s head back.” I told her reluctantly.
We held hands and began the trek back to the house. When we reached it, the porch light was on and I could see grandma in the kitchen through the window.
“There you two are! I was about to send out a search party!” She joked.
“I made pork roast and mashed potatoes for dinner.” She said as we approached.
I heard Cyn’s stomach growl before she turned red in embarrassment. “Sounds great!” I saved her from having to say anything. We went upstairs to get washed up before coming back down to sit at the table.
“I want to leave the pack, too.” I heard Cyn whisper. She looked up at me, concerned, “but I have nowhere to go Tucker.”
“Nonsense child, you’ll stay here with us. You’re practically family.” My grandmother chimed in.
“Really, are you certain?” Cyn asked expectantly.
“Yes, dear. Now eat up before your food gets cold.” She said. Cyn gave me a huge smile, one of the rare, real ones that I missed so much.
I wanted to tell her how much I love her, but I know the timing isn’t right yet. Soon, though. For now, I’m content just having her as my girlfriend. I wasn’t looking forward to school tomorrow. We’ve both played hooky the past couple of days and it’s time to return. I know she has a few classes with Alex and that concerns me.
I stroked her thigh under the table cloth, feeling the smoothness of her legs.
She gave me a look of warning making me chuckle. I wasn’t thinking dirty for once, she definitely misunderstood. I’m trying to give her some space physically. I’ve been googling information about assault victims and trying my best to give her the time and space she needs. I only wish she’d feel comfortable enough with me to open up about what exactly happened.
After dinner, I washed the dishes while she dried them. I felt extremely domestic and I loved it. All I need is some pups running around. I looked over at Cyn’s face while she concentrated on drying and smiled. She would be an excellent mother. We continued the chore until we finished up and went upstairs to retire for the evening.
“Tucker, will you take a shower with me?” She asked shyly.
“Sure baby, whatever you want.” I told her. We both undressed and got in when the water was warm enough. I grabbed a loofah and used a generous amount of body wash before I started scrubbing her down. When it came to her hair, I shampooed and conditioned it while giving her head a massage. When she was rinsed off and done, I washed myself quickly. When we got out, I helped her dry before drying myself off, until we were finally dressed. Myself in sweats and her in a nightgown.
We climbed into the bed and I turned off the light, ready to spoon her and go to sleep. I felt her hands roaming on my chest before she grabbed my face and pulled me in for a kiss. She licked my lips to open and I obliged, eager to taste her. Cyn moaned into my mouth, turning me on. She moved closer until we were flush against each other. She rubbed against me, making me harder and harder until I was completely stiff.
“Are you sure?” I asked her, concerned about her mental wellbeing.
“I need to replace the bad memories with something good.” She whispered. I nodded and pulled her nightgown over her head. I gently kissed her breasts and made my way down to her stomach, swirling my tongue in her belly button before making my way down to her wet slit. I tried to ignore all the marks that I noticed in the shower earlier, I didn’t want to upset her. When I reached her core, I licked from her hole to her clit, running my tongue back and forth, tasting her sweetness. I slowly entered a finger, pumping it in and out before I pushed in a second, followed by a third.
When she released in my mouth with a cry, I licked her clean before pumping my cock, getting ready to enter her.
“Are you sure?” I asked her again. She kissed me again and then nodded.
I slowly entered her, wanting to prolong the feeling of her squeezing me. When I fully entered to the hilt, she was squeezing me so tightly I thought I would cum right then. “Relax, baby. Let me take care of you.” I whispered to her while caressing her hair. She let out a breath and smiled at me. I slowly began pumping in and out, determined to make love to her. I took long, lazy strokes with her. I could hear her wetness and feel it all over my cock. I began to rub slow circles on her clit until she exploded on my cock making it twitch until I finally stilled in her, releasing my seed. I gave a few final pumps and then pulled out, exhausted. I turned to face her and kiss her. “I love you.” I told her. Shit. I didn’t mean to say that out loud. She looked at me, worriedly.
“Just pretend I said nothing.” I told her as I blushed and looked away. How damn embarrassing.
“It’s okay, Tucker. I’d like to say it back but I don’t know the extent of my feelings yet, please understand.” She pleaded.
“Of course.” I told her with a small smile. I knew she didn’t feel that way yet, but it hits different when you hear it out loud. We cuddled and she fell asleep quickly while I lay there, unable to fall asleep. I had way too much on my mind and all of it had to do with the girl sleeping in my arms.